Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond

Chapter 0050 Chapter

0050

Kaia POV

It's my wolf's whining that brings me out of my unconscious state. Even before I have opened my eyes I can feel her upset, feel her grief.

It's as if she is curled up in a corner crying into herself.

Beep...

My eyes flash open to the sound of beeping machines around me.

As I take in my surroundings I realise I am on a hospital bed, my body hooked up to tubes and wires... whatever for.

AST

Then I remember...

"Kaia...Kaia, go back to sleep." Aubrey is by my side, trying to push me back down as I try to sit up. She wins, I am the weakest I have ever been since being a child. woman

A

I do not know moves in the far corner of the room, at first startling me, as she stands up and swiftly moves out of the room.

"What time Is it?"

3am, let me inform the Alpha..."

"No, that's not necessary." "But Kaia..."

"Aubrey, I

I said no." It was the middle of the night, waking someone up through a mind-link is unpleasant enough. It makes you wake with a fright, makes you a little bit disorientated at first. Then my mind flashes back to the photograph, to our argument. I do not want to be anywhere near him at the moment anyhow, not after now knowing what he was planning to do with me. The woman walks back in and I notice her uniform, a blue nurses outfit. Judging by his entrance after her, she had gone to fetch the head doctor. "Miss Kaia, how do you feel?" I can see a pity already in his eyes.

I turn to the nurse and then to Aubrey, both are unable to look me in the eyes. Both have their heads looking down to the ground.

"What is it, what's wrong?" My hands protectively wrap around my stomach. I don't like the look on their faces, the look on the doctor's face. ve should call the Alpha?" He looks to Aubrey but I cut off their communication to one another. There's

e's no need." My voice instinctively turns cold, my mind is shutting down on me.

i can sense it.

Why else would my wolf be so distressed.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

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I know it, yet hearing his words confirming it will be what really kills me. I can already feel the empty void within me, my heart beating a beat slower. "Miss Kala, Kaia, when you arrived into my care you had already lost a lot of blood. We did all we could but I'm afraid we were unable to save your baby."

My high pitched wail is like nothing that has left my mouth before, I think it is actually piercing straight out of my chest.

Through the the ribs and skin, bypassing my throat.

Is this was heartbreak feels

True

s like.

heartbreak. I've had it before but not on this level, this is another world level.

I'm a complete failure in life. I couldn't secure the heart of my mate, even my second chance mate. Their hearts already claimed even before I knew of their existence. NOW Now I have lost my baby. Even my own mother was able to carry me until she died in child birth.

I've failed my little bubba.

The tears that cascade down my face are burning. My chest hurts from the sobs that continue to echo from me.

My hands cover my eyes, I don't want to see them, I just want to be alone.

"Is there anything I can give you, any pain relief?" The doctor asks.

Pain relief? How can you numb this kind of pain.

"No, I just want to be alone."

I hear Aubrey walk the doctor out, their silence deafening. They were mind-linking one another, my eyes were closed and covered but I could just sense it.

"I didn't know you were pregnant, why didn't you say?" Aubrey's hand is placed upon my leg as she sits back down next to me on the visitor chair.

"I was running from my ex husband, I didn't want word to get back to him. He doesn't know, and I want to keep it that way...wanted to keep it that way." My chest burns stronger with already having to correct myself into the past tense. "Alpha Than of the Amber Desert pack...he's your ex, he's the father right?" "He was, he was my baby's father...now I have nothing."

My mind grows tired, grows effortless. I lay back entering almost a vegetative like state. Even breathing becomes difficult, I have to remind myself to breathe. Not that I want to.

The machines continue to beep around me. How easy would it be to pull one of these wires out and just let the abyss take me.

That's what I need right now, I need to feel nothing. I need this overwhelming pain to vanish. I need to feel nothing, to forget.