Chapter 149
When Allison heard that he had always been aware of the truth, her eyes started to well up with tears.
All this time, she thought he did not know the truth, so he raised hostility in his heart for her.
She pushed him hard, which created a distance between their bodies, but his hand did not leave hers.
"It's your fault too. Why didn't you tell me who you are? Why did you keep it a secret? If you told me that you were an Alpha of another pack, maybe things would not have happened like this. Maybe no one opposed our relationship. Maybe your relationship with your parents would have also been good. Maybe we..."
She paused and bit her bottom lip to control herself. She could not say what she was feeling.
She was angry at him at the same time she was sad.
"Wow, Allison. Just wow. Always want to stay with convenience? Haven't you heard of it? Prosperity brings friends; adversity tries them." Ryan said and reaffirmed his hold on her to bring her closer to him.
She could not feel anything as her mind was lost. Her wolf was also whining for him.
"So if I were not the head Alpha of a pack, I didn't have any right to get you? And why would it have made a difference about who I was? Didn't you say you loved me the way I was? Or you changed your mind that night in greed to become a Luna, huh?"
She shook her head and lowered it. "I-I always wanted to ask forgiveness."
"Forgive?" He asked with shock and pushed her.
Because of the push, she came dangerously close to falling to the ground, but she managed to keep her balance by holding the couch.
She stood straight and turned her head at him. She saw him running his fingers through his hair in anger.
"Two years." He muttered and fell silent for some time as if recalling those days. Then he started,
"For two years, I have been waiting for you. Each and every day, I thought you would call off the wedding. I thought you would look for me or wait for me to return after canceling it. But what did I get in return? The woman
I gave the right in me the most never dared to stand up on her own feet?"
He turned to her with a pair of furious eyes. She could not be more shocked. She did know that he had been waiting for her to cancel the wedding.NôvelDrama.Org holds this content.
"Do you want to know what more I got which rubbed my wound like salt?"
He clenched his jaw and asked.
She could see contempt in his eyes. But she could not take her eyes off him.
"That woman was becoming strong for another man. She was getting trained and learning life lessons to serve another man. She was preparing herself with every intensity to become another Alpha's Luna."
She was stunned by his every word. He had every news of her how she had spent her life in the last two years.
She avoided his gaze and said,
"I-I could not c-choose you over my p-parents. I-I am so-sorry." After stating that, she quickly started walking towards the door. She was well aware that if she continued to stay here longer, she would lose herself in front of him once again.
She grabbed the doorknob and realized that the door was locked. She recalled that she did not close the door but let it slightly open before entering the room. But when she came out of the bathroom with the first aid box, the door was closed.
Did he lock the door?
She was about to move the lock when she felt a hand turn her around. Her back pressed against the door.
"I-I think I-I should leave." She sobbed while evading his eyes.
She had been preparing herself to stand in front of him one day, but she broke down.
If he were to say that he detested her for the past two years, she would play along and let him live his life happily.
But he said he had been waiting for her. She had no idea how she would be able to confront the man who had once loved her so deeply.
Even though he was the most powerful Alpha leader and could have any woman he wanted, he still waited for her.
It pierced her heart.
She felt depressed by his words. She was cursing herself for not canceling the wedding and kept listening to her father.
She messed up everything.
Now there was no possible way to get back to the old life again.
She desired to die, just like she felt the night she broke their relationship with him.
It was more painful than that night. She was already living her life with guilt, but how was she supposed to live from now on?
"Please let me go now. I-I can't talk to you right now." She said and looked at him slowly.
Her eyes were red from crying; she was continuously sobbing. Her lips were trembling when she spoke.
Even if she wanted, she could not get a backbone for herself against this man. Because she was the main traitor in this situation. In front of her stood a devoted lover who had waited for her for so long.
She felt that she was the one who needed to get out of everyone's lives and move far away from them.
She did not want to be faced by the venom that shone from this man's eyes.
Her eyes were filled with tears as she begged him to let her go and give her the opportunity to hide the agony and guilt she felt.
"Let me go." She sobbed in silence as she uttered the words.
He lowered his head to come to her level and replied,
"You came here by your choice, but you can't leave until I want it."