Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CALISTA RAYMONDS

Chase packed the car in the garage and I alighted first, without a word I walk into the house and Chase follows after.

I bite my lower lips, I don’t think I can hold on for long if I’m around him. And he’s been kind of nice to me since after he saved me from rain.

Ah! I can’t be deceived by his fake behavior, he’s still the cold grumpy man everyone hates.

I opened the door of my room and walk in, falling on the bed I breathed down heavily.

My legs was paining me, I immediately removed the shoes I was putting on and then my jacket.

A knock on my door and Tyrell walked in, I was surprised to see because he’s mostly outside the house and I have wondered if he even comes into the house but seeing him now proved me wrong.

“Tyrell.. it’s you” I smiled at him and stood up from my bed.

He gave me a little forced smiled. “Boss asks you to come in his room” he muttered.

I widened my eyes.

“Chase want to see me? Why?”

“I don’t know, you will find out if you answer him.” He said and I nodded.

He turned and walk out, I pouts and bite my finger. I can’t even stand him anymore and I feel extra nervous being next to him.

I put on my flip flop and walk out of my room, I stopped at his door and knocked after standing there for sometimes trying to gather up some courage.

“Come in” I heard his deep strict voice. I opened the door and walk in.

He was sitting on his bed and was busy with his laptop, well, I don’t know if he’s really busy but he’s pressing his laptop.

I cleared my throat. “Tyrell said you’re looking for?”

He stopped and turn to look at him, I took a step back . Even when he’s just sitting and not coming toward me, I feel nervous and all I want is just to get out of here.

I couldn’t even look him in the eyes, he have this effect on me that I can’t avoid. He’s tempting and I hate to admit it.

“How’s your health?” He asked after a while.

I look at him and look down again immediate, Chase didn’t just ask about my health did you? I bite my lower lips till I can taste my own blood.

Then I noticed he have stand up and now standing before me, I cleared my throat nervously and take a step back.

He did the same… Each step I take backwards, he takes his own step forward.

Oh God! Don’t tell me he’s repeating the same thing he did in the morning?

He knows how tempting and hot he is and yet he keeps using it to his advantage because he knows no one can resist him.

I stop moving back when I realize my back in resting on his wall already. He stood before me, so close that we can breath the sane air.

I could feel my heart beating faster than usual.

He placed his hand on the wall blocking me and then he bent down so he can look me in the eyes. Using his other hand, he raised my chin.

“I’m not interested in you. You are ugly and definitely not my type so don’t think otherwise” he whispered to my ears and then walk away.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

I stood there frozen for a while.

“No! Chase didn’t just call me ugly , did he?”

If there’s anything I can’t let other people do to me, is to make me feel bad and sick of my self.

“You!” I yelled over at him before I could realize.

He stopped on his tract and turn to me. I bite my lips and look down, Tyrell had actually told me early to stop talking back at him or I’ll regret it one day.

But hearing him call me ugly after he took my first kiss is heartbreaking, it hurts! . He should learn to respect other people’s feelings.

“He’s selfish!”

He literally just called me into his room just to tell me that I’m ugly and not his type?! It’s not even like I’m interested in him or anything.

“You’ve anything to say?” He said and take a step towards me.

I walk away and stood by the door then cough and shake my head negatively.

He smirked and walk to sit back on his bed.

“You’re not allowed to leave the house anymore and you can’t continue going to school” he suddenly said.

I turned sharply to look at him. He can’t just stop me from going to college after he agreed! I have only gone there for just a month and now, he wants to stop me.

Did he regretted allowing me?

Was this because I disobeyed him? He must be mad at me that I have try running away from him but that was a misunderstanding, I wasn’t trying to run away from him.

“You can’t just stop me after you agreed to let me” I said to him.

He smirked. ” I can’t?”. He asked.

I didn’t say another word as I just stare at the floor close to tears. Just when I thought he isn’t really as bad as people describes him, but I was wrong.

“Why did he agree in the first place if he know he isn’t gonna keep his word?”

He walk to me and throw a box to me without a word, I watched him open the door and walk out.

My leg felt heavy for me to lift and I felt this sharp pain that I usually feel in my chest.

It hurts like someone is punching me or my heart is set on fire.

I tried to walk out of the room and walk to mine but I realize that my sight had become blurry and I couldn’t see thing clearly.

I held my chest tightly as the box Chase throw to me earlier fall off my hand.

I slowly sat on the floor and led on the wall as I try to calm myself down but the pain seems too much that I felt tears rushing down my cheeks.

Slowly, darkness followed as I fall on the ground hitting my hand on the ground.