Winning Her Heart Again

Chapter 79: I won't Give Up

After that day, I kept on avoiding Travis. I don't know; I feel like what happened that day triggered me.

I'm scared that he would see my son. I just couldn't imagine how he would react. I don't want that day to happen.

"Baby, I'll go to work now." I hugged my son while he nodded at me. They were playing with Cherry.

"Take care, Mom,", he said before we separated from our hugs. I stood up and looked at Cherry.

"Do not let him out of the house okay? Always watch him. I'll go now." I told her and she nodded.Exclusive content © by Nô(v)el/Dr/ama.Org.

After that, I drove through the venue. When I arrived I saw everyone busy working.

I approached Rhian. "You didn't inform me that you guys are starting to work now, so I could come earlier," I told her while she was placing the flowers on the tables.

"Ma'am, Jaz. I'm really sorry sir Travis told me not to disturb you" she said which made me knot my forehead I placed my bag on the chair.

What? And why would he say that? Is he kicking me out of this project? Is this because of what happened yesterday? Where is he?!

"Where is Travis?" I asked her, and she pointed at the other side. I marched towards him. He turned around and saw me angrily walking in his direction.

I was about to talk when I suddenly slipped. I was about to fall on the floor when he grabbed me by my waist. My heart pounds so fast when our faces are too close to each other.

Damn it! I hurriedly pushed him away. I cleared my throat and looked at him confused.

"I just help you not to fall," he said in his normal voice and turned around. I was surprised because of the way he acted. I mean I don't want him to talk to me but it's just that he's acting weird.

"Fine! But why did you tell Rhian not to disturb me?" I irritatedly said, which made him look at me with those lazy eyes of his. What is wrong with this jerk?

"Why?" He asked me if it was normal for him.

I sigh before answering him.

"why? Are you trying to make me out of this project? Why would you do that? What? Because of what happened that day?!" I can't just stop being angry when I'm talking to him or whenever he's around. "What? No. What are you talking about? I just told that to Rhian so I couldn't disturb you since I required everyone to be here early since we are rushing this wedding," he said, as if I were not part of this.

"Disturb? This is also my job. Could

you please stop asking? You are the superior in here? And if you have ideas, could you please tell them that it's yours, not mine? I feel like you are insulting me in that way!" I throw a tantrum at him. I don't know, I just feel unwell right now.

I held my forehead, and I was a little bit hot.

"I'm sorry, okay? I didn't know that you would think that way. I'm not showing here that I am the boss; I'm just considering you. I know you are mad at me. I know you hated me so bad. I know you don't want to see me. You don't want to work With

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He started talking about that, which surprised me because he kept on avoiding that topic.

"You knew! And yet you're always making excuses, making excuses. I'm surprised too! You also knew that I'm mad at you and yet you're way irritating me!" I shouted at him. He looked around to see if someone

was watching us. He sud

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grabbed me by my hand and pulled me into an empty area.

"What are you doing?!" I removed his hand from my arm. He sighs while messing his hair.

"I'm sorry, Jasmine. I know that I've lost so much pain to you. I know that you can't forgive me but I'm sorry. I was wrong. I'm fucking wrong Jaz. I- I'm just scared at that time." He said while he was looking into my eyes, holding my hand. Scared? Of what? Scared of being my husband for a long time, that's why he found another woman?! Sorry? It's too late for him, sorry! It's too late to regret what he did to me!

All that pain was left in my heart. All of the pain that he gave me for years. I just couldn't forget those things he did to me.

He said as if he was scared. Is he scared that he will stay with me forever? If he's scared, why did he cheat? I don't understand him!

"You were fucking wrong Travis. You hurt me so bad. And now all I can hear from you is that you are scared? Are you kidding me?! I'm not dumb to believe your damn excuses!" I shouted at him, but he was just looking at me. "You don't understand me Jaz. I- I can't-" I cut him off and laughed. A laugh full of pain and regret about the past.

"I don't understand you?! How can I understand you if you don't want to explain everything to me? Oh right. There's no need to do that. Because we're done. Just keep feeling sorry for yourself!" I told him and turned around to walk away. But before I could walk further. He grabbed me by my hand and pulled me to hug me.

"I'm sorry Jaz. I missed you so much" he whispered in my ears with that lonely voice of his. I tried to push him but he just hugged me tightly.

"Let go of me, Travis," I firmly said, but he didn't want to listen.

"I said let go of me!" I shouted which made him do what I said.

He looked at me with those pitiful eyes, but I didn't care.

"Jaz please, just give me one more chance" he pleaded. I shook my head. I can't do that. Whenever I remember how he hurt me. How he let others hurt me I'm scared. Besides, there's no reason to give him another chance. I turned around, but before I could walk further, he spoke.

"I won't give up on you."