Unforgiven Sins

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I almost could wash my face using my hand because I am totally confused about what happened last night. I suddenly let go of the handkerchief I was holding. I don’t know why he has a handkerchief with my dad’s last name. I was almost depressed by what I thought but maybe he just bought it somewhere with the same last name as me.

I just chose not to say anything and just keep quiet. I lay down on my bed and rested. I’m just thinking too much about what-

I woke up to a series of knocking and calling my name. Instead of getting up, I chose to just cover my ears with a pillow. Who is knocking at this time? I looked at what time it was and noticed that it was past ten o’clock at night.

But, BenChua didn’t seem to be leaving, so even though he broke my sleep I just got up and opened the door for him.

A tight hug I immediately received, I was not on my own at those times and to my shock, I pushed him suddenly and hard.

“S-Sorry… Why are you hugging all of a sudden? You’ve already broken my sleep. You’re still hugging me. What’s going on?”

I didn’t even hear him yell or anything, but he only let out a sad aura.

“I’m sorry Cinyla, I didn’t mean to ruin your deep sleep. I’m just not comfortable. I’m sorry… I’m sorry.” He pleased.

I almost feel guilty for my evil. Suddenly I was also pushing the person who was passing by. I didn’t want that; I was just shocked. His scene is surprising. I also don’t want to push him that hard.

I come closer to him. “Fine! Get inside, we will tall!” I said full of authority. I looked at his arm, and it is reddish with slight marks because of hitting him on the wall. Omg, vegetables! I guess my strength is over and I hurt him.

“I’m sorry, I was just surprised when you hugged me. Next time, tell me first don’t be surprised especially since I just woke up. Does it, hurt?”

“I’m sorry, Cinyla. I’m leaving too so you can rest. I just had a bad dream so I hugged you.” It explained that he was the one who broke my heart. Being OA I didn’t know I was becoming selfish.

“Hey no! I’m sorry, are you sure you’re okay?” I asked worriedly.

“Sure, thank you. I’m sorry, again.” He got up and leave my room, but I immediately grabbed his hand.

“When you need me, just knock. I won’t push you again. Promise!” I raised my right hand as an oath never to be repeated.

He smiled before replying, “Thank you. All right, good night. Have a good rest. I’ll be back with your guitar tomorrow, right?”

“Sure. Just be careful. Good night too!” I said goodbye to him and got up to take him out of my room, even though it was only a few steps away and his room was on the left and end.

It came out and I closed my door. I went back to bed and thought a little. I was disgusted with myself because I was naughty right away. Whatever he had dreamed of, I hope it will disappear from his mind immediately so that he can rest properly.

I went to bed but I seemed restless and could not find sleep. So, I chose to just sit temporarily on my bed, I thought of a possible hobby to visit me drowsily until I remember my guitar and it was with him. I was saddened to think that. I don’t like to read even though I like it because I keep my mind from getting addicted and it might even cause my eyes to blur.

I thought of other things to do but I couldn’t think of anything. I got up as if my feet were voluntarily contrary to what I was thinking.

I went out and went to her room. The music he was playing and the man who was currently singing grabbed my attention even more.

His voice is beautiful. He seems wise. Amazing. How is she? I laughed at what I thought maybe he was scared of his dream so he never went back to sleep so I’m here now and have a bad plan.

I laughed a little because he might hear. I’ll just try to find out if he’s afraid of ghosts or what.

I made noises that would make him nervous or disturb him to stop what he was doing. I did some chirping but he did nothing but keep on singing. I even tried to call his name scary but I almost ran out of saliva because I just ignored him.

Eventually, I made that even more bizarre. Suddenly, the door opened and Ben, who had not been upstairs, came across me. I closed my eyes because of the bread that I could see. I mean, his fucking abs. Ugh!

“Hey get dressed!” I ordered it because it seemed like he was the only person here.

“I know it’s you. I don’t believe in ghosts. It’s more frightening for a living person to kill.” It’s a serious statement.

“But what are you doing here outside my room?” Add it once closer to me. I backed away until he cornered me against the wall.

“If you’re the ghost, I’d rather you visit me every night.” He seductively said the reason for me to swallow. And my eyes were straight into his eyes.

Damn his brown eyes!

It came closer and closer until I could feel his breathing and his strange smell.

I bit my lower lip as he came closer. “Don’t play with me.” its serious whisper causes me to feel my feathers rise.

Why is it like a child of death in front of me? Self what did you do! I couldn’t get away and most of all I couldn’t speak. Let me go!

He smiled foolishly, touching his lips causing me to feel weak. He let out an intense and long kiss on my lips.

“The game will start now!”

I couldn’t understand his point so I decided to step on his feet. And he was slapped brittle.

“I hate you!” I shouted and left. Fortunately, I stepped on his foot and finally disappeared. I hurried into my room.

I hate it! That man is a pervert! My innocent mind and my virgin lips. I went straight to CR to brush my teeth together with my lips and wash. I don’t want dirt to stain my virgin lips.

It’s your fault BenChua! I will be the one to finish the game you started.