THE SEX DOCTOR (HIS SUBMISSIVE)18+

{FLASHBACK}: SEVEN YEARS AGO

ANN POV

“Aargh…”. I groaned as Lorenzo plundered into my asshole. The pains was immense but bearable as this wasn’t the first time he has been fucking my ass. He grabbed my waist and motioned me to lean closer so he could go in deeper.

“Ahhh”. Lorenzo moaned in pleasure as he thrust in hard while I bit my lips to suppress my whimper. I don’t want him to know that I’m not enjoying been fucked in the ass at all or else it will turn into a fight between us.

I clenched my hand into a fist against the table where i had placed my hands for support while he fucked me from behind.

This isn’t the first time he has being fucking my ass, neither is it going to be the last. He has always been doing this to me weekly which sometimes makes me feel uncomfortable in our relationship. I had asked him severally why he wouldn’t just fuck my pussy instead of my ass but his respond would be that he isn’t ready to deflower me yet or sometimes he would say he is keeping me for the right time which makes me to think that we will have a future together but apart from that, i always wonder when because I’m dam tired of this anal sex of a thing. To me, anal is so painful and dangerous even when he has a big dick. I wonder how women feel pleasure in anal sex because there is nothing pleasurable about been fucked in the ass but who I’m i to say no to him whenever he asks for this.

“Ugh…”. I heard Lorenzo grunt into my ear and that’s when I felt his load in me before he glided out of me with his cum coming out of my ass. I quickly wiped the tears in my eyes so he wouldn’t notice I was deeply in pain. Who am I kidding?, even though he noticed he wouldn’t care at all because all he cared about was himself. My feelings never matter to him, it never did.

“How do you feel?”. Lorenzo asked from behind me.

“Good”. I lied and I felt relieved when I couldn’t feel his presence behind me. I glanced at the desk while holding back the tears that had clouded up in my eyes to the extent that I could barely see clearly. I quickly wiped the tears off with my hands and sniffed in before I turned to look at Lorenzo who has already worn his pants. I picked my blue pants and shirt from the ground and wore them. “I will be leaving”. I said and grabbed my bag from the table then strode to the door. I have come to his hostel to inform him about my graduation which will occur tomorrow but the moment I came into his room, he just pulled me to a table, tugged down my pants and rammed into my hole without even asking for my permission. I wanted to leave without informing him anyways since he doesn’t care at all but he stopped me.

“I will pick you up tomorrow evening, I have a surprise for you”. Lorenzo said and I wish that I never stopped to listen to him.

“Tomorrow?”. I asked because Silver and I had made plans to leave college immediately after the graduation ceremony was over.

“Yes”

“But I will be going home tomorrow”. I remarked but he didn’t seem to care.

“Don’t you want me to make love with you?”. He asked and I opened my mouth to speak but words couldn’t come out as I was surprised. “Don’t you want me to fuck your virgin cunt? Don’t you want me to be your first and last”. He asked and I felt insulted; like does he thinks that i just want sex from him?, is that what he thinks of me?. But what will I do since I have no right to express my feelings to him in this relationship?. He sat on the bed and just looked at me as  he was waiting for my  response. I didn’t find it necessary to give him a reply anyways since he would always have his way to control my life decisions. When he didn’t get any response from me, he finally dropped a hard condition like he usually does. “Ann, if you really love me, then you should show up at my place by evening”. He said and I just looked at him as if I was lost. I find it hard to decide if i should come or not, especially when he thinks that i just want sex from him. “Don’t come with your phone, don’t inform Silver and not even anyone that you are going out with me. I don’t want anyone to interrupt our moment when we are together”. He said and at first I felt scared when he had mentioned all those words to me. He knows i can never go anywhere without my phone, what if something goes wrong and i cant be able to contact anyone to trace my location. He scoffed and as if he was reading my mind he said,”Ann you know i love you and i can never do anything to hurt you. Just trust me Ann and do just this one thing i ask you for”. I shivered at his words as it was able to convince me. I smiled at him then nodded in agreement and he smiled happily. “You can leave now”. He said coldly and fell back on his bed as he was exhausted.

I clenched my fist in rage, I feel like I’m just his puppet who would just say yes to every of his demands. He didn’t even give me a goodbye kiss like a real boyfriend would. I stormed out of his room and slammed it shut before I strode out of his apartment. Lorenzo And I have been in a relationship for almost three years now and it hasn’t been going quite as well as the first time we met.

We met during the time we were camping in school. At night, I had ran into him when I was searching for sticks to light up the fire just to warm myself. He had followed me to the woods which was outside the school, after the incident since it was dark. He helped me pick up some sticks and It was nice being around him because he was so nice and funny. He always cracks jokes to make our hunt for sticks less boring even when we barely know each other. By then I didn’t know Lorenzo was related to Silver until we both went back to my tent which I and Silver share as roommates. I had to introduce her to him when they met and to my greatest surprise i discovered they are cousins and since then we have been just friends until after some years later he confessed he has feelings for me and when i told Silver about it, she approved of my relationship with him since I discovered that I equally like him too and that’s just how we started dating.

The first year of our relationship, Lorenzo was being a sweetheart to me. We have never had sex and he has never mentioned or disturbed me about having sex either, when I had told him I was still a virgin. Just like that, I thought he was willing to wait till I was done with school and we settled together. But sometimes I feel guilt about depriving him of sexual pleasure because his a guy and he would wants to have sex. My friends would always advise me to make out with him or else someone else would because his appearance is what every women in college wishes for. Even when he isn’t popular In college, he is recognized as the hottest guy. Many girls considered me to be lucky and sometimes I wonder why he even chose to date a nerd like me? Who knows, I have a feeling that it could be true love.

After two years of our sweet relationship, Lorenzo began to act aggressive towards me. It was more like a toxic relationship and not like our love relationship which everyone envies. But I loved him so much that I can’t even think of losing him by ending our relationship. He was the first loving boyfriend I have ever had. I had even dreamt of us ending up together and finally making out on our honeymoon just like real couples do but then, everything changed the day he demanded to have anal sex with and at first I refused because i felt so cringe about it. No matter how anal sex sounds so pleasurable in movies or books, i can never consider it.Text © owned by NôvelDrama.Org.

Lorenzo threatened to break up with me when I refused and when I told Silver about it, she told me I should leave him since he has been too pushy with me in other words, forcing me to do what I never want to with his selfish threat. I didn’t listen to Silver because I believed that it was just a little misunderstanding or maybe he just has a mood swing or something.

The day I accepted to have anal sex with him he couldn’t believe it but at the same time he was excited. He applied a lubricant in his cock so he wouldn’t hurt me when he slid his way through inside me. I had to admit, it was painful because he went rough on me that day to the extent that it hurts when I try to go to the toilet. Life wasn’t easy for me then but Lorenzo doesn’t seem to care at all when I think he would change his ways as I have fulfilled his demands. Each time I would visit his hostel he would always fuck my ass and sometimes invites me to come over so he could fuck me. I felt like I was just a slut to him, who is always present to satisfy his sexual desire. When I told some friends about it, in the form of another person and not myself they would say it’s a toxic relationship, not a real relationship and that it will be advisable for the lady to just walk out of the relationship because there is nothing that can be fixed since the man can’t consider his partner’s feelings but i never listened because i think they are just jealous. Apart from that I have never spotted him with any other woman or to think that he is cheating on me or something and that gave me enough reason why I shouldn’t end my relationship with him.

I arrived home an hour later after walking a few miles to my hostel. I opened the door to my dorm and saw Silver listening to music with a headphone on her ear. She took it off immediately she noticed me. “I can’t believe our final year is over”. Silver squeaked and I just ignored her as I was exhausted. I couldn’t concentrate when she was talking to me as I was just thinking of what Lorenzo told me. “Ann, is everything okay?”. She asked when she noticed that I wasn’t listening as there was no expression of excitement on my face. “Did anything happen between you and my cousin?”. She asked and I jerked up.

“What? No way! We are both fine”. I blunted out suddenly and she gave me a ‘i know you’re lying look’. She always figures out if I’m lying or not and to avoid any of her tricky questions, I quickly took the clothes off my body and entered the bathroom.

“Ann, are you sure that you are okay?”. Silver screamed from outside.

“Yes”. I said and turned on the shower to avoid any more questions. I closed my eyes and savored the coldness of the water washed out the sweat from my body, it was enough to calm my nerves. I haven’t told Silver what’s going on between me and Lorenzo yet because I don’t want her to feel worried and take action because I still love Lorenzo more than anything and I don’t want us to end our relationship yet. Maybe after seeing the surprise he has for me, that is it for now.

After a few minutes in the shower, I turned it off . I grabbed the towel and dried my body with it before I came out. Silver has already fallen asleep which made me calm, at least by tomorrow she will forget about everything and won’t ask me any questions. I wrapped the towel around my body and joined Silver on the bed and used the blanket to cover myself. I don’t have strength in me to search for a night gown from the wardrobe and besides, I and Silver are the only one alone in the room so I see no reason why I have to.

I let out a deep breath as I stared at the ceiling. I found it hard to sleep as I kept thinking about the surprise Lorenzo has for me tomorrow night. ‘But do you think Lorenzo deserves to be the first man to touch me?’. I asked inwardly. I just wish someone could answer my questions because I don’t want to loose my virginity to the wrong man. They say virginity is like a strong bond, if you wanna loose it then it has to be with someone you are willing to spend the rest of your entire life with. I kept on thinking till I finally fell asleep.