Chapter 23 New Decision
Rafael’s POV
Am I in heaven?
She was delicious. The fresh smell of her fragrance made me want to stick to her even more. Her bare skin sense under my hands and her perfect response to my intimate touches made me want to fuck her so badly. But I had to control myself, and that was so fucking difficult.
I never did it in a gentle way. That was really a test of my patience.From NôvelDrama.Org.
If I wasn’t afraid on her, because of her newly removed virginity, I would have kept fucking her all night long.
The pleasure on her face was magnificent.
But I had to stop. I pulled out of her and laid next to her. Our breaths were heavy. There were a few drops of blood on the white sheet. The feeling that I was her first made me want to make her only mine. I really needed to rethink about us. I kissed her on the head and went to the bathroom. If I stayed here besides her, staring at her tempting body, I couldn’t help to fuck her again.
-Ring Ring!
Before I reached the bathroom door, my phone rang, it was Debbie. This wasn’t the right time, but I had to pick up the call. I left things messed up behind me. At least I have to inform them that I am not going back to the party.
“It’s Debbie!” I told Natalie with spontaneity.
She stared at me calmly and then lowered her gaze to her lap and pulled the bedsheet tight over her body. That made me go back to bed and sit next to her. I pulled her into my embrace, then I answered the call.
I don’t know why I did that, but the look in her eyes when I said it was Debbie made me sit and hug her while I was taking the call!
I never thought I would be sleeping with Natalie. She was there all the time during my life. I liked and loved her as a member of my family, even though I always felt that she had stolen the care and security of my father that I had been deprived of.
But I couldn’t tolerate or imagine her with another man. Once I thought she was having an affair, I went crazy. Since that night at the party, everything had changed.
Tonight will be our new beginning.
Debbie’s voice rang through the call, “Raf, you made us worried. What’s going on? My father is waiting for you.”
I heard her father’s voice through the line mumbling something I didn’t hear.
“I’m not going back to the party. I’m busy” I said, kissing Natalie’s bare shoulder.
“Make Jack cover my place at the announcement.” I said nonchalantly, caressing Natalie’s cold cheek.
“But you’re the groom and the new partner of Nefson Group. No one….”
“No, Debbie” I cut her off. “I’m the groom at the engagement party, at this one I’m a business partner, so don’t wait up for me. I’m not going back tonight. My confidential Personal Assistant will professionally cover my place”
She let out a long sigh and added, “Okay! Can we at least have a late private party?”
I didn’t know why Debbie was acting this way lately. She knows there’s nothing special or private between us. This was a business. From the first day when she offered me to marry her, I told her I hated emotions and relationships. She said she hated them too.
I assured her that my private life was My Private Life, and it had nothing to do with her. Unless the wedding day came, then she would have the right.
So I said impatiently, “I said no!”
“Are you with a client?” she added.
“Yes” I replied and hung up on her, preventing her from asking more.
Debbie was work, and I didn’t like to mix up work and fun.
“You’re so quiet!” I said to Natalie while I was combing her hair with my fingers.
She didn’t reply, she just smiled a small smile.
“I’ll take a quick shower, and we will talk after that. Okay?” I said.
She nodded and I went to the bathroom. I decided to spend our night here, at this cheap hotel that I had never imagined using before! A whole new experience, Virgin, a night in a cheap hotel.
The tycoon spends his first night with his virgin wife at a cheap hotel. Such a title if the Paparazzi found out about us. I thought sarcastically.
I wanted to ask her to share the shower, but my intense desire for her prevented me. I was afraid of hurting her.
I could barely hold back the sadistic monster inside me. I’ll soon make her my submissive.
I took a quick shower while my mind was all with her. I was seriously thinking, what decision should I make? Was the engagement announcement a hasty decision? How should I fix that now without losing billions? And, also, the company’s reputation in the market will be affected.
Maybe I have to discuss this with Natalie first. And tell her about what I think about our situation.
I wrapped a towel around my waist and got out of the bathroom. The bed was empty. I looked around the room and saw no sign of Natalie being here in the room.
I saw a piece of paper on my clothes that was thrown on the edge of the bed. I grabbed the paper.
{Forget this night, Raf. Like if it never happened … It was a mistake!}
I blinked several times, staring at the paper.
Did she dump me!!? Just the moment I got out of bed!? How dare she?
All that happened between us minutes ago didn’t mean anything to her!
There must be something wrong.
I called her, but her phone was out of service.
If she thinks she can walk away that easily, I’ll make her rethink.
I crumpled the paper in fury. Stared at my reflection in the huge mirror that was hanging on the wall. Then I lifted it and smashed it to the ground with all my might. Pieces of broken mirror spread across the room and the sound of smashing became louder.
Blood flowed from my injured hand, but
I didn’t care, I broke anything that was in front of my eyes.
It was fucking painful insult!