I love you
Larissa’s POV
I woke up to the soft sound of Kaden’s breaths and his arms wrapped around my waist. Immediately, I sighed in relief. He was here. Kaden and I were laying naked in each other’s arms, just like I remembered from last night. The knot in my chest unraveled as I observed my surroundings. This was real, all of it. As though seeking final confirmation, I raised my hand to look at my fingers, and there it was; the diamond engagement ring.
The lightness in my chest made me want to jump up and scream for joy, but I did not want to leave the comfort of Kaden’s arms. I snuggled closer to him and shut my eyes, sinking deep in the memories of last night; Kaden’s apology, his proclamation of me as his mate, his proposal…it was perfect. And to crown it all, he had made love to me thrice in the last eight hours. A blush creeped up my cheeks at the memory, and I felt a familiar tingle in my core.
Last night was mind-blowing. That was the accurate word to describe it. I had no idea sex could be that enjoyable, and that experience had changed my views on it completely. What did he do differently? I wondered.Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org
I’d only had sex twice with Kaden twice so far, but the difference between the two was very obvious. When I was a virgin, I had dreamed about my first time and how it would feel. That wasn’t to say that my first time was bad, but it came with a lot of pain and seemed very rushed. But last night he had taken his time. He treated me like I was a special treasure he was scared to break. My cheeks flamed as I remembered how shamelessly I had begged him to touch me.
Holding back a squeal, I buried my head in the sheets in shame. It felt like I was reliving the experience; the pressure in my waist, the tightening of my core, and the tingles running down my leg. Prior to last night, I had never touched myself before. But last night I was like a woman possessed. I wanted to feel ashamed about it, but gosh it felt so freaking good.
Again, my cheeks flamed. I had the sudden thought to wake Kaden up and go another round. I was about to tap him awake when a nasty thought crossed my mind. I knew just the way to wake him.
Pulling away from his grasp, I slid down the bed and slowly pulled back the duvet covering his lower body. I took hold of his limp dick and fit it into my mouth. And then I began to stroke. And stroke. Until he grew hard and hot. He let out a moan and his eyes flew open. At first he looked confused, but then a smirk curved his lips.
“Fuck, Larissa. I thought I was having a sex dream,” he chuckled. His morning voice was deep and sexy, and it made me tingle with desire. I rushed forward and crushed my lips on his in a kiss. Before long, he had flipped me over so I faced the headboard, and then he spread my legs wide. I shivered, feeling my wetness slide down my thigh. He hadn’t even touched me yet and I was a dripping mess.
My nipples hardened and I pulled his fingers to them. When he began to squeeze my tits, my core clenched. I threw my head back and let out a loud moan.
Kaden spread my legs again, and then he slipped his length into my slippery pussy. I gasped from the delicious impact. He arched my back, pushing my waist down so my ass was in the air. And then he began to pound me.
He fucked me from behind, making a mess of my pussy until I was screaming and clutching the headboard for dear life. I came first, releasing my juices all over his cock. He came seconds later, and I reveled in the warmth of his seed.
“I love you so much,” he whispered as he snuggled beside me.
“I love you more, baby.” I blushed at how perfect this moment was, and then I rested my head against his chest.
***
“Why didn’t you tell me?!” Gwen slapped my arm excitedly as we sat in the servant quarters sorting out my clothes.
As though she suddenly realized something, she gasped and began to rub the spot where she’d slapped. “I’m sorry. You’re the Luna now, I keep forgetting. Alpha Kaden would have my head if he just saw what I did.”
I could not help but laugh. “Come on, Gwen. You’re my friend and that will never change. Although, yes, I think it’s a good idea to not hit me playfully in front of my fiancé.”
Gwen squealed. “Fiancé? You guys are the cutest. Now, give me all the details. When did this start? How did you know? How did he know?”
I laughed, picking out a dress from suitcase and putting it in the new one Kaden had ordered for me. Gwen snatched the dress from me with a glare. “Really? You’re the Luna, Larissa. You need to dress the part. This is servant garb.”
I sighed. I kept forgetting that I no longer had any fancy dresses. I was in the process of picking out stuff I would move upstairs to my new chambers. Kaden had asked me not to bother with packing anything as he would get me new stuff, but I still insisted on coming down here. Turns out he was right, and the only presentable dress I had was the one I was wearing right now, and the green dress I’d worn at the banquet a week ago.
“Fine.” I dumped the rest of my old things and stood. “Since there’s nothing more to do here, we should head down to the fitting room.” I said it very casually, but deep down I was nearly rolling with anxiety.
The wedding was in two days and there was a lot of bustle and uproar in the pack as everyone played their different parts in the organisation. My wedding dress was ready and I was supposed to go try it on, but I was a nervous wreck. My feelings were a mix of excitement and anxiety, but I was trying to keep steady.
Gwen kept close to me as we walked down the stairs. “Well…I’m still waiting.” She had a sheepish smile on her face, and honestly, her smile was contagious.
I shrugged. “I knew from the first moment I met him. I knew he was my mate. My wolf felt an instant connection.”
Gwen gasped. “Really? Wow, it must have been difficult living with him while he was so mean to you.”
“I guess. But none of that matters now. The important thing is that we’re together now, and it is all I could ever wish for.”
Gwen squealed excitedly again. “Last week at the banquet when he made that apology, I couldn’t believe it. Alpha Kaden is so romantic. You guys are perfect for each other.”
I blushed. “Thanks, Gwen.”
We continued to chatter about little things. The difference in position was clear since the night of the banquet. Every single pack member bowed or curtseyed when they saw me, they were all at my beck and call. At first it was strange, especially going from a lowly servant to Luna overnight, but after a week I had gotten used to it. As we walked past and into the fitting room, everyone we saw greeted and bowed.
Finally we arrived. My stylist curtseyed low. “My Lady, I have been anticipating your arrival. Your wedding dress is ready. Would you like to try it on now?”
I swallowed, willing the lump in my throat to go away, but it stayed. My palms were clammy and I felt the sudden urge to throw up. Memories of the last time I had prepared for my wedding and tried on the wedding dress resurfaced and I felt tears springing to my eyes.
Kaden had been my rock for the past week, alleviating my fears and reassuring me that I had nothing to worry about. My last wedding had been a complete disaster, and although I knew Kaden was a better man than Stefan would ever be, it was hard to shake off this fear.
My chest felt heavy and I slumped into a chair. The two people in the room rushed to my side in fear. “Larissa, are you okay?!” Gwen asked.
“Get me some water.”
She rushed out of the room while the stylist opened up the windows to let some fresh air in. The water came soon and I took a few sips until I relaxed.
I was going to be fine. Kaden was unconditionally in love with me, and he had proven it endless times. Everything would be fine. I was not going to let my past ruin my present. Not now, not ever.
I stood from the chair and smiled at the stylist. “I’m ready to see my dress.”