The Ceo’s proposal

Of course I wouldn’t go to see them, they are the ones who caused my mother to raise me alone and that I… didn’t have a father present whom now of course… I would like to call father, but I can’t do it since I have even tried to see myself in the mirror and I felt like I had a ball in my throat preventing my tongue from moving when I said daddy.

-You still feel bad about rejecting your father.

-No, I actually feel like I’m going to have a stroke when I try to call him dad. It’s weird because I thought he was a drunken bastard who left me and my mother abandoned by alcohol or a woman.

-It’s something you have to leave to time, forcing you to say it is like forcing sharks to give up their primitive instincts.

Eros’ comparisons are sometimes a bit strange. But he was right, I must not force myself to anything, it must be born from me to want to call him dad, although in reality I do feel guilty because I did not want to go with him to see his parents, it is that… ash, I still do not see him as my father, I can not say more than that, besides, I do not forgive him for having spoken ill of my saintly mother.

It’s night time, Isabel had fallen asleep early, we were alone in the Eros library, I had to study for an exam before going to the exams, but with a hot husband it’s impossible to concentrate if he doesn’t stop harassing me, “I love that he does it” but if I don’t prepare myself, I’m going to fail.

-Hey, come on… -I laugh at the tickle he gives me when he kisses me on my neck -Eros… -I whisper, I must study a little for the… exam.

He skillfully makes me stand in front of him, his smile is so seductive that my body melts in his arms, his excited voice makes me feel so hot that I start to feel my clothes getting in the way, his hands work magic on my body making me tremble, my heart races when his hands slip under my dress as he slowly pulls it up as he caresses my legs and stops at my intimacy.

-If you want, I can give you lessons in another subject that you might find fascinating.

-Don’t tell me and what is it?

-How about less words and more action?

-Well said.

He grabs my legs lifting me up as he holds me, his lips kiss me with as much passion as if he had wanted it for a while, my back hits the wall, his hands firmly hold my ass, I let out a moan between his lips and the excitement grows when he starts to nibble.

-Excuse me, Mrs. Bianca.

-Shit. -I mutter in annoyance. Less timely they can’t be. -What’s going on?

The maid tells me there’s a man outside who wanted to see me, upon learning it was the agent, Eros gets angry and whispers to me that he wouldn’t let me go because we were just getting started.

-I do not take long.

Welcoming the agent was important as I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for a really important reason, I just hope it’s good news.

-Agent. -The expression on his face was starting to worry me.

-Mrs. Ainsworth… this afternoon we found a woman’s body. -I don’t understand what that has to do with me. -The woman has the same characteristics as the nanny who was taking care of your daughter.

-Wait, are you telling me that you found Mrs…. Lupe… dead? -I laugh since it’s impossible -No, no… there must be a mistake, we talked to her two days ago…

-The woman has been dead for two days. And the worst thing is not that… her face was totally disfigured.

My hands cover my mouth not believing what I was hearing, my heart couldn’t even imagine Mrs. Lupe… dead, who could do something like that to her, she was a good woman.

-Eros…

-Excuse me?

-Mrs. Lupe… was like a second mother to Eros and his siblings, she raised them from a very young age.

-I’m sorry to hear that. -A couple of tears escape from my eyes as this news was not what I expected. -Mrs. Bianca.

The agent helps me when I almost fall to the ground, he holds me and hugs me as I try to process this terrible news “I shouldn’t have let her go, I was selfish and accepted her leaving just to not see her daughter in this house.”

How could someone do something so cruel, they disfigured her face, why do that to someone who wasn’t messing with anyone, the officer asks me if I’m okay but I couldn’t answer because the guilt was consuming me “What kind of person have I become?”

-What does this mean?

When Eros comes down, I realize he was hugging the agent, I move away from him to look for a way to tell him this news, he asks me the reason why I was hugging the agent, but I ignore that and ask him to listen to me

-Don’t evade my question Bianca.

-Eros… Mrs. Lupe… -Eros looks at me confused -The agent says that… they… found… Mrs. Lupe… dead… with her face… disfigured.

Eros’ face is completely disfigured, he looks at me incredulous of what he was saying, but the agent answers him before I did and tells him that since they were close, he should go with him to recognize her corpse since she didn’t have any documents.Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.

Eros was with a serious and somber expression, it was as if he was the same Eros from before, I didn’t want to leave him alone that’s why I accompanied him to the morgue, but now I was doubting if it was right to come here, this place was very scary, it was very gloomy, like in the movie of the morgue.

I hold on to Eros’ arm as we stop in front of a meza, according to the agent it was here since no one has recognized it except him. The agent discovers her, I turn completely pale at the sight of Mrs. Lupe’s corpse, I tried to take Eros’ hand, but I let it go immediately when I felt that it was fisted.

-Mrs. Lupe…