#2 Chapter 119
“I tried to tell you. That day when you broke up with me, that’s also the day when I would have told you. Case, …” I smiled hard and painfully. It still hurts when I remember that day. It was the doomest day of my life.
“There’s the one you love. There’s the woman you really loved. I saw how happy you were when you kissed her. I saw that. I saw how you kissed her. The pain … Because I loved you so much before, I wanted to I chose not to tell you about our son because I don’t want to tie you into a forced relationship where you are only forced to marry me for our son … “I felt my son hug me from back.
I turned to my son and hugged him.
“I’m sorry and I deprived you of a child ah.” I’m crying to apologize to my son who is also crying now.
“I’m sorry.” I turned to Kent when he said that. He is now bent over and resting his two elbows on his knees. I saw someone help tears from her eyes.
He’s crying.
“No, I’m sorry …” He cut me off.
“Sorry for being an asshole. Sorry for choosing Lauren over you that time. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for letting you go. I’m sorry and I let you go through all that alone. I’m sorry because I didn’t accompany you through all the hardships you are pregnant with our child … ”
I was surprised when he suddenly knelt in front of me.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” He cried saying the word ‘sorry’ while kneeling.Text © owned by NôvelDrama.Org.
“No, Kent. I’m here to do what I should have done then. I’m sorry and I deprived you of being a father to our son and my son getting to know his father.” I also knelt down to look Kent in the face.
It still hurts to see him crying in front of me.
I hugged him wanting him to feel that I already forgave him.
I can still feel her crying in my arms. I just let him go and when he finished crying he left me and then looked at my son who was also crying.
He stood up and approached my son. He hugged it. My son hugged him and then cried.
“Daddy.” My son calls him. I wiped away my tears then went back to sitting next to my son.
“Yes, baby. You’re daddy’s here. I’m sorry.” Kent apologized to my son. Later, Kent hugged me and then hugged me.
“I love you.” He told us my son then kissed us on our foreheads.
It was as if a thorn had bitten me when I told you about our son. I was happy to see them together.
I was happy to see my son happy to have met his father. I was happy to be there.
Nikita’s POV,
I was mixing my cooked mongoose when Kent stood next to me.
“Levi’s?” I asked immediately.
He is here again at our house to visit our son. They already know mama about us. And first, he was angry with Kent and me. He was angry with what Kent had done and he was also angry with me for my decision.
I do not regret my decision. Because don, we both became stable. I knew I became mature and I knew him too.
I learned how to be responsible. I also learned to be a mother to my child. I worked hard for my son. I learned how to work hard for my son.
My past experiences made me who I am now. That’s the reason why I don’t regret everything that happened before. Maybe there are what if’s but I said yes, I’m happy now so I’m satisfied.
“Asleep already.” He said and he was the one who sliced the meat I was slicing earlier.
“Did you take her to her room?” I ask. He just nods. “Don’t you have a job today?” I asked trying to brush away the awkwardness between us.
“I filed a leave for 1 week for you and our son.” He said without even looking at me. I frowned at what he said.
“You don’t have to do th —”
“Can I ask you?” He cut me off. I was just looking at him seriously. So is he.
“If I’m not the first to come to your office, do you have any plans to tell me about our son?” He seriously ask me. His tone hurt when he asked me a question. I pushed my eyes as I cooked.
“Nothing.” I honestly said to him. This time, he looked at me. I saw his eyes read quickly. I can see that he is going to cry. He immediately shifted his gaze to what he was cutting.
“Why? Why didn’t you tell me before? You should have told me at that time. You were already there but why did you still choose not to tell —” My heart suddenly ached because of what he said so I entered immediately ako.
“I didn’t tell you because I don’t want to take away your happiness …” He just listened to me seriously. I covered what I was cooking to wait for the mongoose to soften before I seasoned. I turned to him.
“Kent’s pain eh. I was hurt so much. The pain at that time was my joy when you texted me. It was my joy to walk to our meeting because I’m ready eh … I’m ready to tell you that you’re going to be a father . But I stopped when I saw you kiss Lauren. I brushed that away in my mind and continued anyway, thinking that I misinterpreted you because I believed eh … I believed you love me non — ”
“I love you —”
“You love me? All right, I’ll let it be like that. Maybe you’re confused because it’s your first love. You thought you still loved him. But Kent was sick. When you told me ‘I don’t expect him to come back. I don’t know. that I still love him ‘”I said, reminiscing that moment. I still remember the exact words he said to me non.
“The pain is not. What am I so against your ex, right?” I wiped the tears from my cheeks.
“So I didn’t tell you about my pregnancy because I don’t want our child to live in a forced family. I don’t want you to be forced to marry me for our child. I know you also won’t let our child live in the whole family so I thought you would marry me when you found out we had a child. That’s also the reason why I didn’t tell you. I want to marry you, but I don’t want to get to the point where I feel like I used our child just to get you married. I want to be married to you because of love … “He just listened quietly but I saw tears that fell down in his eyes. I know he is now crying.
“But I didn’t regret all that. Because don, I became strong. I’m here now where I am. That’s because I was able to. I was able to cope with the pain. I was able to cope for our son. I’ve been through all of those And I’m happy I was able to do that. I was able to do that alone for our son … “I looked at him when he suddenly knelt in front of me and held my hands.
“I’m sorry, if only I knew.” I also knelt down so we could watch. I lifted her face and wiped away her tears.
“You don’t need to say sorry to me anymore, because I’ve forgiven you for a long time. Let’s be happy because we know that’s what the Lord wants. You see, even though we were separated for a long time, the Lord acted so we met again. I believed that this is God’s will. We should be happy. ” I said and continued to wipe away her tears.
I was a little surprised when he suddenly hugged me and cried more on my shoulder.
“Thank you. Thank you. I love you Nikita. I’m sorry for not being able to see how much I love you before. But now, I’m sure of how I feel. I love you Nikita. I love you so much. Please say that you still love me. ” He said, begging me to say that. I slapped his shoulder and then broke away from his embrace.
“It’s not gone.” I said and laughed some more. “Don’t cry. You’re really ugly.” I said he laughed.
I was a little surprised again when he pulled me to kiss me but I also immediately blocked my hand to my lips.
“Oppsss! Calm down Kent. Flirt again. Thick don ah.” I said and laughed. He frowned at what I said.
“Is that still necessary? Eh we already have a child oh. I know we’re not going to do that either.” He said like a child sulking. For really my son. My son will definitely inherit from him.