Chapter 8
MALIYA
I thought I’d die overnight with how heavy the rain was. Every time I heard the sound of the thunder, I’d lean closer to the tree as a shield but it didn’t stop anything.
My legs felt weak and my body felt like it would pass out in another minute, but I must stay strong. I need to be strong. I can’t die before having my revenge on Kane and everyone else. I can’t give them that satisfaction.
Those were the thoughts that kept me together all night long. I cried my heart out until there was nothing left to weep. My heart raced with vicious thoughts when everything became quiet in the middle of the night.
I wished a lot of things were different but it was too late to be hoping and wishing. I don’t know how long Alpha Xander was going to keep me here and I honestly don’t think I could stay strong for another minute. As if the heavens heard my cry, Lord Williams came with the guards to release me.
My knee felt weak and I almost collapsed to the ground as soon as I was released when the guards caught me.
“Take her to Rosalie. She knows what to do.” Lord Williams ordered and the guards dragged me away without any questions.
I hadn’t eaten anything since I got to the pack and I was starting to feel dizzy. I didn’t have any strength left in me to fight or disobey their orders knowing it would only get me into a bigger problem so I followed them gently.
“Tsk tsk tsk,” Rosalie shook her head upon seeing my state. “I don’t know what is going on in your head, child, but if you want to live, messing with the Alpha is not an option.” She said before turning to the maids.
“She looks like a mess. You know what to do,” she sighed.
The maids dragged me into the hot bath that had been prepared and forced me to bathe.
“The Alpha will be giving you another chance tonight. Fighting it is not an option, so just do as you are told. You are already so lucky that he hasn’t killed you. Don’t push your luck any further. Rosalie warned.
I thought of drowning myself in this water before that man got to lay a finger on me, but I also thought about how I’d make everyone win without even attempting to fight.
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I used the last strength in me to bathe and when I got out, the maids helped me change into much decent clothes. They applied a little make up on my face to make me look a little attractive since I was looking so sick and pale.
“Give her the tea, she would die before he even touches her at this rate, Rosalie said and one of the maids nodded.
I don’t know what tea they were talking about, but I know it couldn’t have been normal tea. Rosalic forced me to take it and I almost spat out from how bitter it was.
This is going to be a long night. I can feel it in my bones.
As soon as I finished dressing up, I was escorted back into the same room from yesterday. Everywhere was sparking and there were no traces of my blood or the vase that scattered across the floor anymore.
“Lie down,” Rosalie commanded and I raised my eyebrows to look at her.
I thought…
“Girls, force her if she won’t agree easily.” Rosalie commanded and before I realized what was happening, I was now laying on my back, tied to each side of the bed.
“Why are you doing this to me…” I cried out.
“It is the Alpha’s command. You should have listened while he asked nicely.” Rosalie said before turning to leave. The other maids followed after her, leaving me alone on the forsaken bed.
I felt trapped, exposed and vulnerable even though I was dressed, I was asked to wear something too revealing to feel decent.
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I struggled to get out of the rope. It was useless. Of
purpose. course, they knew I’d try to get out so they tightened it on
My body was still aching from the pain I had to withstand last night, and now this…
Just then, Alpha Xander walked into the room and my heart skipped a beat. His face was stoic. Completely void of all emotions and I knew I was ruined.
What did I ever do to Kane to deserve this?
My heart raced frantically as Alpha Xander moved closer to me. His presence was domineering and scary, making me to tremble out of fear.
He brought out a knife from his pocket and just when I thought he would kill me, he cut the ropes that were tied to my hands and legs.
I closed my eyes as relieved washed over me. I didn’t realize I was already crying again until I began to hear the sound of my whimpers.
“I don’t force myself on women, they simply do as told.” He said as if that was meant to make me feel any better.
“Now stand up, and strip naked. Get back on the bed and part your legs while you wait for me,” he commanded and there was something about his voice that makes me know that disrespecting him again is not an option.
“Have mercy on me… please don’t make me do this… I will be obedience- I will do whatever you asked, not just this,” I pleaded, tossing my pride aside.
My life was about to become a living hell and the last thing I cared about was my pride. I never thought I’d lose my virginity in this way, let alone to a monster like Xander.
“Do not make me repeat myself,” he spells out, rather coldly, making me shiver.
ours
Shame washed over me as I got up from the bed and began to undress. His eyes were fixed on my body like an ogle. He watched how I took off my dress, down to my underwear until I was completely naked before him.
Tears streamed down my face at the look in his eyes. He wasn’t impressed or amused. I was just another toy to him when I’d be losing the most precious thing to him.
“Get on the bed,” he ordered and I did. My cheeks flushed red as I opened my legs for him. I was certain he could see all of me from here he was standing.
I closed my eyes from the shame when I felt a cold metal in my hands. He had cuffed my hands to the bed.
He used a tape to seal my mouth, probably because he would be disgusted at my screams, when he undone is belt and stepped out of his pants.
He slapped my breast harshly and I winced from the pain.
“Now, you will have to learn some manners.”
Alpha Xander climbed the bed roughly. I don’t know what I was expecting when he leaned closer but without a warning, he slammed inside me forcefully, making tears stream down my face.
He kept on going forcefully, spreading my legs wider as he filled my cunt with his cock.
My body shivered from the pain that I was feeling inside. It was my first time and I was too tight to take him in. Even I know that, but he doesn’t seem to care.
The tape in my mouth was refraining me from screaming like I wanted to. I cried out my heart and prayed for this to end and just then, he raised my ass up and began to fuck me from behind, hitting and slamming deeper and harder every time.
My heart broke into a million pieces but this man doesn’t give a care in the world. When he was done, he pushed me away and my body went numb.
I had just lost my virginity in the most painful way I had ever imagined.