Sold To The Ruthless Alpha

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I sat on the floor with my head buried on my knees as I sobbed hysterically, letting my sadness flow out with my tears.

I don’t why my life took on this turn, I had thought he was going to assign me to some chore as a slave, but he had kept me close by, claiming he loves me, but those were just words, words that he has refused to put into action.

And this traitorous body of mine still yearns for his touch. He doesn’t say anything for a while before exhaling once more.

“Sofi, open the door.” He repeated once more. I can hear the restraint in his tone. I e never witnessed his anger before, but I could tell that he is trying so hard to control his temper.

Am I pushing him beyond his limit?

What if he decides to send me away because of my tantrum, would I be able to live without him?

“I don’t want to talk right now Damien. Please leave me alone.”

“You know I can’t do that Sofia, I can’t just walk away when I know that you are hurt because of me, just open the door first so we can talk properly.” He pleaded in a calm tone.

“Go away Damien, I need some time alone, I need to think.”

“Why?!” He roars from behind the door, and I cringe back as he bangs his fist against the door. “Why won’t you just listen to me goddammit! Can’t you see how much I love you?! I need you Sofia, I need you more than you can ever imagine, can’t you see that?!” he growled out in anger as he bangs his fist on the door one more time, making me cringe in fear.

I think I just infuriated the Mafia Lord. Now, what am I going to do if he chooses not to put up with me anymore? I just discovered that I am also in love with him, what would I do if he chooses to walk away from me and never look back?

It’s silent once more, with none of us saying anything as I wait once more for his response. Then I heard a loud growl that sounded like the roar of a lion or a beast of some kind, no, it sounded like the howl of a wolf. I think am hearing things, what would a wolf be doing in Damien’s room?

There was a loud bang on the door, causing its hinges to shake, then there were some shattering sounds and some scattering. It all sounded so devastating and I was a bit frightened, I thought he was going to knock the doors right off, but instead, I heard him stomp away, then I heard the sound of another door being slammed close. Then silence. Everywhere was peaceful and calm again.

It seems like he has gone back to his room or maybe he has gone out, which means that he had obliged my request and left me alone. I know I asked to be left alone, but as soon as he left, I felt so sad and lonely again. I hope he comes back soon, I really can’t live without him.

I stood up from the floor where I had been huddled up for the past few minutes and I walked over to my bed, lying on my side as I hugged a pillow and continued crying. What did I just do?

I let my emotions get the better of me and I pushed him away, what the hell is wrong with me? When did I become this horny, sex freak,?

Maybe that’s why he rejected me, he must know that there is something wrong with me. I’m just a magnet for bad luck. First I get sold to him, now I’m unable to control my libido and I’m demanding for sex and throwing a tantrum like a bratty child.

I can imagine how hurt he must be feeling right now. He had never treated me bad since I got here, yet I just got him so awfully pissed and I made him leave angrily. For all I know, he could be looking out for me, he could be holding back from claiming me because he doesn’t want to hurt me. Why didn’t I listen when he

He said he wanted me to get to know him better, he wants me to know everything there is to know about him, that’s a good thing right, he really is looking out for me I guess. But I blew it up, I acted so selfishly and stupid. I need to go and apologize to him before it is too late. My hormones were running wild and I acted without thinking.

If I had paid more attention to his words, I would have realized that he was simply looking out to me. He said there is no going back once we do it, that means I’ll be his forever, that is why he wants me to know everything before that happens. There must be something really important that he wants me to know, I guess it’s something he has done in the past, or maybe there is something I need to know about his business that could be very bad.

He is a Mafia Lord and I know that he has a chain of illegal businesses. My father is into this business as well which is why I know exactly what he does for business, what I don’t know is why he thinks I’ll be worried about that. He could be deep into drug trafficking or human trafficking even but I don’t really care about all that, I really don’t because I trust him to always do the right thing. I saw how disgusted he felt when I pleaded for him not to sell me off to human traffickers. My dad had gone broke when he shut down their supply of cocaine and heroin, So I know he isn’t involved in anything illegal. I think I know everything I need to know about him, Except that’s not what he wants me to know,

Wait a minute,

Maybe he has a secret household he wants me to be his mistress?!

Oh my God!

What would I do if it turns out to be true, will I be able to share him with another woman, would I accept my fate and play second fiddle to his wife?

I know he is handsome and irresistible, but I still can’t bear the thought of him with another woman, I just can’t bear it, it’s hurting my head when I try to picture him with another woman, like it hurts really bad, even right now that I know that he is hurt and alone, I feel hurt in my heart. It’s even worse because I know that I have hurt him pretty bad before he left.

I’ve got to go find him, I have to find him right now!

It’s been more than three hours but he still isn’t back, it’s still awfully quiet on this floor and I still feel that burning pain in my chest, it’s so suffocating that I had to stand still for a few minutes to can’t my breath. After a few minutes, I got up and headed to his room to apologize but he wasn’t in there, instead, I met one of the housekeepers cleaning up the mess he made before storming out of his room.

I asked her about his whereabouts and she told me that he had gone for a run in the woods. I don’t know what that means and I don’t even know why the housekeeper looks shocked after spilling out his location to me, it would seem like she made a mistake by telling me that. Maybe he instructed everyone not to tell me where he is, but at least I got to find out one more thing about him, and that is the fact that he always goes for jogging when he is pissed.

I just have to try and find him, I hope he listens to my apology and forgives me. I’d have for him to go to bed pissed at me. It was a little chilly outside and I had forgotten to come out with a cost, but that not withstanding, I still have to search for him. Maybe when he forgives me, this pain in my chest would finally stop.

It was dark, lonely, and chilly but I was determined to get to him and apologize so I kept on going, despite the pains and discomforts that I feel. I was hearing some strange sounds from afar, it sounded like wolf howls mixed with laughter and cackling, but I didn’t think much into it. Damien had assured me that it’s safe around here, so I know that nothing is going to happen to me in these woods. When I get to where the sounds are coming from, I can ask whoever it is about Damien.

“Whoa… Whoa… Whoa… what’s going on here and why wasn’t I invited to this party?” I asked, faking an angry look when I got to where the sounds were coming from and discovered that it was only Damien’s sisters and friends and a couple of other people that are just hanging out and having fun under the moonlight. I also saw some wild dogs around, and I knew they were the ones howling. They looked so wild that you could mistake them for wolves but I know that they certainly aren’t wolves because there is no way wolves would be here and nobody is freaking out, it’s just unthinkable.

“Sorry Sofi, we didn’t want to bore you with our little hangout, I promise to invite you the next time we’re having a get-together, I promise.” Sonia replied me guiltily. I don’t know why they all look nervous, maybe it’s because they are all high or drunk, but I have to find Damien soon so I can leave this place.

“Have any of you spotted Damien, I need to talk to him, it is very urgent.” I said sadly.

“Check around baby girl, he’s around here somewhere.” Tonia said a little too loudly if you ask me. It’s established, they are all high on something. I would hate to leave Damien in this condition, I don’t even want to stick around here for too long, their mood is infectious and I’ll be tempted to party with them. I kept searching for him, asking some people along the way and they keep pointing in one direction so I just walked on, searching for him

Then I heard his voice, it sounded like moaning sounds, and it was coming from a secluded quiet side of the woods, it came out as a whisper but I recognized it. He wasn’t alone, I heard a lady’s voice also, I’d recognize that voice anywhere, it’s Stacy. What the hell is he doing with that bitch and why are they moaning?

Something in me was telling me to turn away, but my curiosity wouldn’t let me turn away. My heart was beating faster and the pains I was feeling in my heart is now twice as bad, I walked in slow strides, following the sound of their voices, then I saw Damien, pants down with his dick buried deep into that whore. She is bending with her hands touching her toes and Damien stood behind her, fucking her hard.

I stood planted like a tree, my heart is breaking into pieces with no one to pick them up. It feels as if my breath has been knocked out of me, and I find it hard to breadth. The tears spilled out of my eyes once more, flowing down my cheeks. I begged him for this, I threw my pride and self-esteem away and I begged him to make love to me, but it seems like he prefers her over me, he chose to be with her instead. It has always been her that he loved, it would always be her, not this horny teenager that he bought with his money.

I turned to leave as quietly as I came but I stumbled over a rock that was lying by the side and that was when they both noticed my presence,

“Holy Shit!!” Sofia, wait!

He called out to me but I ran and I did not look back. I don’t belong here. Starting from tomorrow, I’ll begin my work here as a slave that I am meant to be, I won’t let him toil with my heart again.