Runaway Alpha

The word that he had said… I am not sure about what I will think about that. If the woman in front of her is really someone who did that thing to him… I mean make him that miserable. Why do they sound like they are having a connection? This woman act as if she really care for him. But, there is a resentment coming from this man I am having his perspective with.

“I did that because that is needed”

“That is needed? Or is it because that is what you wanted?”

The woman in front of me didn’t reply about what the person who I am having is perspective with… yeah… it is so awlward to tell it to call him that way but it is not as if I know how to adress him. I don’t even know where I am. Why am I here. Let alkne know his origin. But indeed, she somehow felt silent as if she didn’t expected this man to speak with those words.

“Now if you don’t have anything to say you can leave. I do not have time to entertain those people who I am not longing to see”

I can say that the tone of his voice is quite rude for someone talking to girl. Even so, I don’t feel any pity toward the woman whom he is talking to.

She just stared at me for a quiet while as if she’s calculating my movements but not what she is expecting, the person who she is observing didn’t move even an inch.

Even if things are blurry and not clear from my vision I can see her eyes showing the feeling of sadness as well as regret.

And so, after that commotion, the women left leaving the place in silence . I still didn’t know how I can hear thenvoice of the wind as it rush to the surrounding

I thought that everything will end like that but then I again hear the voice of this person.

“Why did you let her in?”

He is speaking to someone who is in the door. That person show itselt in a very applausable manner. His etiquette is top tier.

He is looking and the same direction I wonder why it looks so safe… he is staring at something that my eyes can’t see. But the sense of admiration and comforting is there. It is as if he is looking in something that he truly admires. Now, I can’t help but feel curious about what sight he is seeing.

“If you can still hear the droplets of the water you are lucky that you have a hearing”

“If you can still see the sight in front of you be grateful for what you are seeing”

“If you can still breath and have a heartbeat then that is good, you are still living”

He let out those words as if he is trying to mimic someone who is speaking those very same phrases. I am not sure why I think of it that way but I feel like that is what the I am having the perspective with is trying to say to me

Somewhere in the place in front of his eyes I feel like it’s looking at something that he can never take out this gaze. It is as if he is looking for something that can never be gone from his sight. That even blinking his eyes would make it vanish and be out of his sight.

I am just concluding in myself that this person is a man and this person is closer to one we talk from a while ago.

This is so unbelievable why do I acted like this. This ain’t a guessing game… is it?

Soon the sight of mine started to jumbled, as the man moved his gaze.

Oh is he moving?

It taught to myself that in reality the man didn’t stand nor lay his body. He just put his view a little downward so that it can only see his his thigh and legThis content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.

But before I even took a case about the thing that is below his sight, my vision become much blurry till I can see nothing but light.

” What have you done to my son??!”

My father speak annoyingly as I feel his hands holding my shoulder to support me from standing

I can again feel the pain coming from my leg but it isn’t as worse as it is the last time I lose my consciousness.

I can see how terrified my father is as it is as if his face are filled with rage and anger. I never thought that my father would act like this in front of me. He is always calm and collected as he never showed never show vigilance and any other emotions that any other human can do. I almost thought that the way my father handle his emotions too well is as high as the stars from above because even if he is mad his words seems to be so normal that is why it is difficult to know whether he is angry or not.

He might show some loud voice at me and speak loudly at me but I can say that he isn’t mad that time. I remember those days when I hated him for treating me the way I never wanted him to treat me like. Because at those moments he is pushing and pushing things that I have to do. Declaring all the things that I must do in order to fulfill my duties.

Duties that I never once wished to have

But then just ask what he had shown to me… when he saw the strange mark on my leg… it is as if he is showing the sight of him telling me that he cared for me. That he is also father to me that is why he wanted to know whether I’m doing alright.

“Dad”

I speak to catch his attention and as soon as he hear my voice I can see how he immediately look at me. His facial expression change. From a while ago he is having a phase as if he can kill anyone who annoys him but now, it is different

He look at me as if he find comfort figuring how things went out.

” Calm down. You not need to act in such a way. The way you act, that is a thing that we never teach you to do. How can you walk in this disrespectful manner towards the elders?. Does your faith towards the goddess of the moon shaken just because of this simple problems?”

The elders reminded my father about the way he acted.

I doubt that he will bow down to offer his apology for what he did but what surprise me is when he speak in a confident manner.

” As an alpha, I am a father first before the commander of our village. If one brings harm to my family, to my wife and child, there is no way I can keep my respect towards them. Even if it is the elders”