Chapter 25
Chapter 25
On the verge of insanity
I did what he said
I maintained my sanity till now but for how long
How long will I have to watch them loving each other in front of me
How long will I have to suffer those pains while they enjoyed their nights
For how long will these injections of wolfsbane numb my pains
Every thing has a breaking point and my saturation point is today
I was sitting in the attic of the pack house
Empty bottles of Alcohol surrounded me and I reeked of sweat and Alcohol
My face had dried tears because of crying all night
The clothes I wore were 3 days old showing stains of mud and tears
I don't know the countless times my white t shirt has been dried with tears with new ones soaking it
once again
My red puffy dull eyes were fixed on the the small box tv which was viewing the live telecast of the
warewolf king Xavier nights ceremony
"The king is yet to make appearance while the guests have arrived..I am satanding here in the
ceremony grounds with Mr Smith aka the Alpha of Alpine pack with me...
So Alpha Smith..can you tell us something about our new queen ..we are all very eager to meet her..
Well I only met her once during a dinner but she did left a good impression..I mean who won't love
her..she is smart,intelligent,sweet and beautiful
Xavier is a lucky man..I must say
Thank you Mr Smith for giving us your valuable time
So here reporting live from the ceremony grounds is Shelly on news Wolfline"
I have been here in the attic since last 24 hours
Drowning in my sorrows away from my mates happy world
And you know what the worst part is
No one even bothered to search for me
No one cared enough to see I was missing
Not that there are many people who cared for a criminal maid like me but still I expected someone to.
Even he didn't cared where I was
I guess he was busy planning his honeymoon plans with her
Who was I to him anyways?
Just a cursed mate....a disgrace...a murderer
I gulped another bottle of Alcohol allowing it to burn my throat.
I always used wolfsbane to relieve my pain but not today
Today I wanted to feel it all
To feel it till I reached my breaking point
Till I surrendered.
But before that I must do one thing
I have to give it a last try
Even if I have to beg I have to do it.
I made my way downstairs with stumbling feet
As I entered the corridor bright light entered my eyes makimg me blind for a minute
I couldn't stand not knowing anything around me
I landed on the red carpet and started laughing at myself
I guess Alcohol did work on wolfes
But am I a wolf??
No nooo
That's why I feel drunk because I am a human!!
I am not a wolf that's why alcohol worked on me
I lifted myself up giggling like crazy shouting
"Congratulations!!! Congratulations to everyone!!!!King got his Queen!!!"
People were looking at me with disgust
While some even shielded their noses from me
I walked through them stumbling here and there
While they pointed fingers at me
"Eww who is she?"
" How come she is in the pack house?"
" She looks like trash...lowlives"
" She is mad I guess"
Ignoring them I made my way towards his room
Hmmm where is it???
The golden door???
Ah yess!! I got it
As I opened his door and entered
There he was
The king...your majesty standing in front of the full length mirror fixing his white shirt.
As he heard the door close he looked through the mirror at me
Oh god!! He looked handsome as ever
An epitome of perfection
All my craziness vanished as I looked at him
My dead heart started beating again and my eyes stinged with tears
His face held shock
Like he couldn't believe what he saw
He turned around and looked at me from head to toe
His eyes scanning me
No words were exchanged and the tension could be cut with a knife
Soon his silence got replaced by fury as he stepped towards me
"Ezra what the hell is this???
If you think I will pity you by seeing you in this state and cancel this ceremony then you are dead
wrong!!
Stop with this drama and go freshen yourself up...I need you to serve the guests!!"
I laughed
I couldn't control myself
I should cry but I am laughing
I think this is what verge of insanity felt like
I was not going to stop laughing
And sensing this he held my shoulders tightly and started shaking me
"Just shut the hell up Ezra!!"
"Why??"
"You don't want to see me happy?I am happy!! Let me enjoy!! My mate is getting married!! I should be
happy!! Shouldn't I?"
He kept silent looking into my teary eyes
"Just leave me alone...I don't want to see you.."
He said leaving my shoulder and turning his back on me
" I am ugly ain't I ..that's why you don't want to see me right?? She is beautiful in all respects .....you
love her because she is beautiful..right?"
He didn't replied and I knew what I was saying was true
" I am sorry for what I did to your Dad!!! But haven't I suffered enough for it? I have been
tortured,starved,stabbed and endured day and nights of torture in the cells ....isn't it enough?
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this....don't marry her...."
I was now at his feet begging for the little future we may have
Begging for my sanity
With each passing second my hope died.