Once, my paranoid love

“Honey,” Ron whispered, “I’ll make you feel better.”

His hot breath caressed my ear, and I felt my whole body shiver.

‘Am I going to lose control?’

My heart was racing, and I was in an intense state. It seemed that I needed someone to calm me down. Suddenly, Ron touched my neck, and as he moved his finger down, he came to a halt on my collarbone. It was driving me insane. His tactile sensations! More of it was luring my heart in, but I needed to stop it.

I was right; Ron wasn’t a good person. “Don’t touch me!” I yelled as I tried to shove Ron.

“So, Elena, you still have sense,” Ron said.

“You were feeling hot, so I’m helping you,” he added, as he pulled me even tighter.

In my dizziness, I said to him, “If Paul gets to know about it, he will not spear you. It’s better you leave for your own good, Ron. You are also well aware of your friend’s temper.”

“Oh, that bastard! I know a lot about him, and I know what he will do if he hears it. But who cares for a psychopath like him? But it is true he loves you a lot, but alas, that bastard does not know the way to show it.”

I arched my brows as I tried to move, but Ron nipped my earlobe and kissed it, saying, “I’ve been looking forward to this day for so long. You turned me down in front of Paul. Why Elena?”

**

Ron nibbled on her neck while thinking, ‘Elena, I’m sure Paul genuinely loves you. I’d never seen his eyes filled with insane adoration before. I only saw it for you. But why is that? Why is he so devoted to you? We shared everything every time we got together. Why didn’t he tell me about you? Why did he keep you hidden from me?’

**

“Don’t stop me today, Elena,” Ron exhaled his hot breath on my neck while saying quietly.

“No!” I shouted as I started pushing him.

[Other side]

Eva turned off the shower and put on a robe. She looked at herself in the mirror. It was evident from her appearance how nervous she was. While looking at the mirror, Eva took a deep breath and murmured, “Why am I so nervous? I always admire him, and my dream has come true.”

Eva thought as she opened the door. But as she came out of the bathroom, she spotted another man on the bed. It was not Ron. He smiled at her as he spotted her coming out.

“Hey, beauty!”

“W… Who are you? Where is Ron?” Eva tightened her robe as she stepped back. He stood up and stepped forward while saying, “Relax, did you forget me? I was with Ron, you remember?”

‘I saw that boy with Ron; they were drinking together. Ron introduced him as his friend, but what is he doing here?’ Eva thought as she gulped. She stammered, “I… I know you are his friend, but why are you here? Where is Ron?”

“Ron is not here, honey. I am here. We can enjoy it together.” He said with a smirk on his face. Eva arched her brows as she heard him. She stepped back and shouted, “What are you saying? Don’t come near me.”

That boy arched his brows and grabbed Eva’s hand suddenly, saying, “Don’t scream; no one is going to hear you, and neither Ron nor I will come to save you.”

As Eva heard him, she arched her brows and said, “What do you mean by that? Leave my hand. I am your friend’s girlfriend.”

That boy suddenly burst out laughing after hearing Eva. He clutched her hands and said, “Girlfriend? And you? I don’t know how you guys fall into Ron so easily.”

Eva narrowed her eyes. She became shocked as she heard him. Did Ron really use her? Eva became frozen and stared with wide eyes; her mouth was wide open.

That boy chinned up at her and tried to move the cloth from her shoulder, but she pushed him angrily. She shouted and put off her slippers, saying, “How dare you disrespect me? Do you think I am an innocent girl?” Eva was a hot-tempered girl, as always. She could not control herself and started beating that boy with a slipper. While beating him, she asked, “Tell me, where is he?”

That boy was shocked to see Eva’s attitude; he had never thought Eva would turn out that way. He spotted her timidity around Ron, and then how did she turn out like an angry one?

**

I was pushing myself too hard, but the drug was already reacting. I was going insane inside, unable to resist his touch while still unable to embrace it. He bit the top of my cleavage. I tried to push him, but I was too numb to do so.

“Ron!” I called out his name in a trembling tone. But he disregarded me and pressed his fingers inside the folds of my skirt.

‘No, no, I’m not going to allow him to do that.’ I tightened my jaw as I looked around. I noticed a vase on a table beside the bed. I found my way to escape. At that point, I could not think of anything and extended my hand to grab it. I took the vase and smashed it against his head. And I did it with all my might.

“Ah,” Ron said as he let go of his grip and tumbled down onto the floor.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

Ron whimpered in agony as he grasped his head. I didn’t let this chance pass me by. In my half-dressed state, I walked out of the room. I widened my eyes as I walked out of the room. The light was too much for me; I held the railing of the stairs while coming down. I noticed so many couples were busy getting intimate. I took a deep breath and dashed out of there quickly.

‘I have to go home. Should I call him now?’

**

“Ah, you’re crazy, girl. If I knew you were crazy, I would never accept Ron’s proposal.” That boy shouted.

Eva stopped beating him and asked, “What did you say?”

“Ron just ruins my mood. He chooses your friend instead of you. I know now why he did not choose you.” He touched his back while cursing, “Damn it!”

From her hand, the slipper fell. She was shocked and could not believe what she heard. She dashed out of the room. Her hands started shaking, as did her legs. She did not care what she was wearing; she went out with the bathrobe. When she came near the 300 number, she spotted Ron in the corridor and came out with no shirt except pants. He was groaning in pain while holding his head.

“Ron!” Eva called out his name in a trembling tone. She could not believe what she was seeing in front of her eyes. So it was all true. She pressed her lips together to suppress her emotions. She asked again as she held her breath, “What is it, Ron?”

Ron just looked up at Eva, but at that time Eva spotted a different expression on his face. It was not Ron; hatred was clear on his face. He burst out in anger and spoke out, “Are you blind? Elena smashed the vase on me and bolted.”

Eva froze as she heard him. So, it was true that Ron was trying to be with Elena. Eva tightened her fists and lowered her gaze. “Ron, was that all lie?” Eva asked, her voice laced with sadness. Ron gave her a stern look and said, “Can you just stop your blabbering? Can’t you see my situation?”

Eva lowered her gaze as she heard him. She got her answer but she had no courage to face him what if he spotted her tears.

Ron screamed fiercely, his head pounding in pain, “Ah, my head, damn that chick.”

Eva ran toward the room, and when she entered, she could not see Elena there. “Where is Elena?” Eva yelled. “What did you do with her?”

“Stupid girl, can’t you see my head? She ran away.” Ron shouted. “I would be happy if someone raped her on the street; she dared to hit me.” Saying that, Ron walked downstairs.

“What if something happens to her?” Eva bit her bottom lip while murmuring. “It’s all my fault.” She ran back to the room and quickly changed her dress. Eva dashed out the door as quickly as she could. ‘If something happens to Elena, I will never forgive myself. Please God, help me to find her.’ Eva murmured as she came out of the club.