Once, my paranoid love

“Want to see it?” Paul said with a grin.

Paul abruptly pressed his lips on mine, and I wasn’t ready. I pushed him hard, but it didn’t work on him; instead, he grabbed my wrist and kissed me. I was trying hard to keep my mouth shut, but after a great effort, I bit his lips.

“Ah,” Paul winced as he stepped back from me. “You dare bite me again, Elena,” he muttered in anguish, touching his lips.

“So, what exactly do you do? Do you want to slap me? I don’t give a fuck about your threat, so go ahead,” I said fiercely. I had enough of his insult; I could not take it anymore.

Paul grinned at me and said, “So, you’re going to challenge me?”

As Paul said, he clutched my arms firmly. I stared at him in outrage. I really wanted to slap him.

“Listen to me,” Paul said. “Tonight we shall have fun till dawn, and that is my promise to you.”

“Don’t expect your father to come to your help. He will not come.” Paul touched my face and said, “I’ll have you whenever I want.”

“Or, if it doesn’t, I’ll take you to the hotel, or we’ll fly somewhere else.”This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

I scowled and said, “In your dream, bastard, you are a lunatic.”

He fixed his focus on me after hearing me. He suddenly began caressing my lips with his thumb, and I turned around to try to push him away, but he stopped with his arm. He pushed his thumb down until it stopped on my cleavage and blocked me inside his arms. At that point, I could not even step back as my back touched a big tree.

“Elena,” he called my name. It was disgusting. I moved my gaze to the opposite side. “Elena,” he said once again.

I ignored him. He clasped my cheek in his palm as he forcefully moved my face toward him. I fixed my gaze on him. In his eyes, I could see a lot of concern for myself. However, it was all because of his want-his sexual urge. I didn’t want to remember all of it.

“Tonight, I want your eyes to lock on me,” Paul said quietly as he came over to my face. His hot breath touched my lips. “And I’ll show you it’s not just a dream; I’ll make it happen. Simply get ready for tonight.”

I pressed my lips together in anger, thinking, Am I really a bed warmer for him only? I was ready to smack him. “Fuck off, Paul.”

He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him; he licked my finger, saying, “I’m going to lick your entire body like this.”

“Paul,” suddenly we heard a girl’s voice. Paul looked back. It was Nikita, standing in front of us.

I smirked as I spotted her. I clenched my hands; I wanted to push him away and run away from there. But I could not.

“Why don’t you call her in the night? She is your girlfriend, after all,” I said suddenly in a sarcastic way. Paul turned his face to me with a frown. I looked at him and said, while smiling, “And I have to go out with Ron.”

I said that on purpose because I wanted to prove that Paul did not have any hold on my life.

Paul’s grasp tightened as he said, “What?”

“Ah, you’re hurting me, Paul.” I winced.

“And you, Nikita,” I said, looking at her, “can’t you spend a night with your boyfriend? Your lover is pleading with me to help him. What a pity, Nikita!”

Paul yelled, “Elena!”

“What are you doing, babe?” Nikita asked Paul, her eyes widening with tears. I knew it was her phony tears. She came close and held Paul’s waist. My face became stern. I could not control myself, but why? “I understand your concern about Elena. However, take a look at her; she has a plan with Ron. She doesn’t give a damn about what you say as a brother.”

I grinned in a sarcastic way and said, “See, your girlfriend is very smart.”

Paul yelled, “Elena!”

“Paul, please stop pretending. The night we spent together, please forget it for your girlfriend’s sake,” I said. “Leave my hand.”

“You’re not going with him,” Paul said to Elena. Nikita’s face became stern.

I answered, “I will.”

Suddenly, Paul hit me so hard that I collapsed on the grass. I put my hand on my cheek and closed my eyes. I clutched the grass in my palm.

“Calm down, sweetie,” Nikita said, smiling and taking his hand in hers. “Don’t you have any idea how she’s doing? With her sweet words, she seduces boys.”

I lowered my head. Paul was staring at me, and I could feel it. Just why? Just why did you want me in your life? I stood up on my feet and glared at him with teary eyes and shouted, “I hate you, Paul!”

I bolted from the scene after saying. I heard Paul’s voice calling out my name. I didn’t turn my gaze because I didn’t want to look at you, Paul.

“Elena, Elena!” Paul shouted.

“Honey,” Nikita said, taking his hand in hers and stopping him from following Elena.

“Don’t touch me!” Paul yelled as he pushed her.

Nikita was shocked and asked Paul, “What’s wrong?”

“Why did you come here?” He said aggressively, grabbing her throat.

“Ah, Paul,” Nikita whimpered in agony. She was having trouble breathing. ‘What exactly is he up to? ‘ Nikita thought as she tried to call his name.

“Pa-Paul.”

He ignored her and added, “Elena is my love. I’m not her brother; you get it. You have no right to insult her in front of me.”

Nikita slumped to the ground as he let go of his grasp.

“Cough, cough.” Nikita exhaled deeply.

“Paul,” Nikita said as she looked up, but Paul had already left. She couldn’t take her eyes off him as he walked. Tears welled up in her eyes.

‘You love Elena. I knew it, but I wanted to hear it from you. When we became intimate, you never kissed me. I heard you call her name so many times in your erotic imagination when you were with me. I’ve never seen that craziness in your eyes for me; instead, I’ve seen it in your eyes for Elena. Paul, you loved her, right? Did you sleep with her? I simply couldn’t imagine it.’ Nikita murmured as she put her hands over her ears and closed her eyes.

“I don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to think about it, no,” Nikita murmured.

Suddenly, Nikita laughed loudly and creepily. “But, Paul, I love you. Your craziness fascinates me. I will not let you go that easy because you make me like you, my dear. You make me so crazy for you,” Nikita spoke out as she started laughing. Her laughter echoed in the yard.

[Right now]

Eva and I went shopping with Ron. He bought a huge number of dresses for us.

“Let’s get going, Ron. You ended up getting so many things for us,” Eva said cheerfully to Ron.

“Eva, it’s nothing. It’s all because of my beautiful girl,” Ron said, placing his hand on Eva’s face. Eva blushed as she heard Ron’s words.

‘What exactly does he mean? Am I his girl?’ Eva thought as she covered her face with her palm.

Ron grinned as he saw her response. ‘This is precisely what I’m looking for, Eva. You are my secret weapon. Through you, I’ll become close to Elena.’ Ron thought with a smirk.

I abruptly called her out, “Eva.”

“Yeah, Elena,” Eva muttered with a red face.

I told her, “It’s already late. Can we go?”

“Yep, Ron, we have to go right now,” Eva said.

“Don’t worry. I’ll take you guys home,” Ron said.

I said, “Eva, may I stay with you tonight?” I did not want to go home because I did not want to see his face again.