Chapter 908 Never Regret
Chapter 908 Never Regret
If Sydney hadn't found out at the beginning, or if she had found out, but she hadn't encouraged Sean, Sean would possibly have had no courage to tell Luke how she felt about him.
As long as Sean didn't confess her love and still treated Luke the same way as before, the result might be different.
Looking at Sydney's face full of self-blame, Sean waved her hand and smiled, "Ms. Raines, don't be like that. You've done nothing wrong. You just wanted to help me, and even if you had not suggested that I take the initiative to chase Mr. Chase, I would have done it."
"Oh?" Sydney sat up a little straighter.
Sean lowered her eyes and smiled, "For a long time, Mr. Chase had not declared his feelings for you, so you were kept in the dark. I, as a bystander, was not clear whether you would agree to be with Mr. Chase, so I had always hidden my affection very well until Mr. Chase told you how he felt about you and you clearly refused him. I realized Mr. Chase and you would never get together, so I could pursue Mr. Chase with no worries."
"So, you didn't confess your feelings for Luke because you weren't sure if I would be with Luke after I knew he liked me, right?" Sydney looked at her.
Sean nodded. "Yes. Knowing that you wouldn't be with Mr. Chase, I wanted to confess my feelings for Mr. Chase, so even if you had not supported me or persuaded me, I would have pursued Mr. Chase. It was just that you expressed your support before I could figure out how to pursue him."
"I see." Sydney finally understood.
Sean looked at her. "So, you don't have to blame yourself. Although I did feel pain because of Mr. Chase's disgust before, now I have completely come around. I can't force him to love me just
because I love him. I was wrong when I slept with him that night. He and I are both responsible, so I will not ask him to be with me. I will take care of all this behind his back as if nothing happened after that night. Even if he still treats me like this in the future, I won't care. I will try to forget him, find a man who loves me, and start a new relationship."
Looking at Sean, whose face was full of seriousness and expectation of the future, Sydney was relieved and also a bit touched.
"It's good that you think so. I hope you will find someone who loves you very much and treats you very well," Sydney said sincerely.
Sean nodded her head and smiled, "Thank you. I will."
"Definitely!" Sydney looked at her with a smile. "But is it true that you've decided to abort the child?"
"Yes," Sean replied. "Since I'm starting a new relationship, I have to give up this child. Otherwise, it wouldn't be fair to my future husband. If I gave birth to it, what if my future husband wouldn't accept it? Even if I chose to abandon marriage for this child, I couldn't give him fatherly love. If the child asked me why he didn't have a father, how should I answer? So it's better to abort it before it's too late. Although it's cruel, it's better for everyone, isn't it?"
There was something she didn't say.
If the child was born and brought up, Luke would definitely take the child away after knowing that the child was his.
After all, even if Luke did not accept the child's mother, the child was his, so he would certainly not let his child live outside with others. He would bring the child back to the Chase family.
At that time, she could not compete with Luke.
In other words, if Luke found out about the existence of the child, she would be separated from her child.
At that time, could she accept it if Luke took the child away?
She thought she couldn't accept it. If she gave birth to the child and raised it, she would love the child very much.
Once the child was snatched away, and she was not able to get it back, what waited for her would be agony and despair.
She could not accept the consequences.
So it was better to abort the child while her motherly love was not that strong.
Thinking about it, Sean looked down and touched her belly, her eyes bleak.
Obviously, she was not as optimistic as she appeared to be, and her heart was heavy.
"It's better for you to abort it," Sydney sighed. " When is the surgery?"
Originally, before Sean took time off to rest, she had already decided to abort the baby and set a time for the operation.
But later, after Sydney made a phone call, she stopped Sean.
Sydney had the same experience as Sean.
The moment Sydney got pregnant, she felt desperate because she had never imagined that she would be pregnant after drinking and having a one-night stand.
The most important thing was that the father of the child was unknown.
So at that time, Sydney had no affection for the child in her belly, and she didn't want to keep the child. She was very determined to abort it. However, because she was busy with work and other things happened, she did not rush to abort the child, and therefore, Cayden went mad and poisoned her so that she had to abort the child as soon as possible.
When the child was aborted, she was a little disappointed but relieved.
Aborting that child meant that the results of that ridiculous night would no longer affect her.
But then she regretted it.
After finding herself falling in love with Julien again, she regretted aborting the baby.
Women were so contradictory. When a woman didn't love a man, she felt bad about being pregnant with his child and wanted to get rid of the child as soon as possible.
But when she loved him, she didn't think so.
So Sydney hoped Sean would not be like her, who decided to abort the baby at the beginning and then regretted it.
Thus, on the night Sean returned after taking time off, Sydney called Sean and told her not to rush to the hospital for an abortion. Sydney advised Sean to rest at home for a day and rethink whether to keep the baby rather than do something Sean would regret because of her impulse.
And Sydney felt that the probability of Sean regretting it was high.
After all, Sean was different from her at that time. Sydney did not know who the child's father was back then, but Sean knew she was pregnant with Luke's child.
Sean loved Luke so much. Clearly, she decided to abort the child with a lot of courage.
Of course, this courage was likely to be impulsive, so Sydney told Sean to calm down and think about it again.
Sydney was afraid that after Sean aborted the baby, she would think of Luke and regret it.
But to her surprise, two days had passed, and Sean was still so determined to abort the baby. NôvelDrama.Org holds © this.
It seemed that Sean had thought it over.
Then Sydney didn't have to worry about Sean regretting it afterward.
"Tomorrow." Sean pushed her glasses. "I've already made an appointment with Prima Hospital. The surgery is tomorrow at noon."
Sydney nodded. "Okay, tomorrow happens to be the weekend. After the surgery, you can recuperate at home for a month."