Chapter 15 Intimacy and Beyond
Jessica
I was unbuttoning his shirt. Again. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I should stop. But I know I need to do it, to get it done and let him move to the next one. I badly need him out of my system and let him flush my curiosity and start going to work like a normal person and not blushed every time he’s near.
“Jessica,” he breathed out my name sexily the moment I was kissing him back. I was letting his hand roamed my body as my hand slipped under his shirt and feel his warm naked chest.
There was something about Tyler, I was not afraid of him. I actually wanted him, ache for him, he was arousing me to the point that I was taking him to my dream.
The man groaned when I offered him my back, moving my hair to the side and reveal the thin half-hidden zipper of the evening dress. I felt the goosebumps when he kissed the back of my neck. He was trailing his kisses down as he unzipped the evening dress and his hands caresses my sides as the dress falls to the floor effortlessly.
I should’ve been embarrassed by the way that he looked at my body. I was quick to turn around and face him, I was trying the see the disgust in his face just like every time my sick brother did.
But he unclasped my strapless bra and let it join my dress, his hand was to my waist while his other one pulled me close as he whispered that I looked beautiful. The kiss was deep and passionate, he slowly pushed me to my bed and lay my back to the cold comforter. My feet still hangs by the edge of the bed when he parted my legs, stand between my knees, and started stripping himself naked to his briefs.
I wasn’t scared of him when I kept on looking as he was peeling off layers of his clothing, revealing his manly hot body to my view. I know I was getting wet and he knows that for sure when he stripped off my damp panties and latched his lips between my legs.
He knelt by the bed, took my legs to his shoulder, and have me while his hands were caressing my thighs.
“Tyler,” the first moan sounded pathetic in my ear but he was having me eagerly that I arched my back and let him take me to I don’t know where.
I was taken higher, over and over again, but somehow I kept on losing the moment. I couldn’t seem to get there and he somehow knew.
He trailed his kisses higher to my waist then even higher and let my nipples have a taste of his talented tongue. My hands were to his naked back while I was biting my lip, pushing my front to his demanding mouth, let him fondle my breasts with his wet mouth while his fingers pleasure me relentlessly.
“Let it go, baby, come for me…”
I was getting there, I tried but after a couple of tries I gave up.
“I don’t think I can,”
Tyler was to my face and kissed the top of my head, I can feel his bulge grazing my heated skin but he didn’t say anything.
“Come here,”
He took me to rest on his naked chest, put me under the covers, and let me lay naked while he told me to relax.
“I understand that your brother molested you,”
His words were like a slap in the cheek, I was tense instantly. I didn’t reply to his statement, and he didn’t try to make me confirm or deny it.
“I like you, Jessica. We will take this slow, as slow as you wanted me to. Do you want me to go back?”Têxt © NôvelDrama.Org.
My heart beats faster, I was blinking trying to make my tears go away when I whispered and told him no.
I need to finish this.
Get him out of my system.
“Have you ever been with anyone after him?”
“No,”
“Are you talking to someone about this?”
“Yes,”
“Good, girl.” He kissed the top of my head and rubbed my arm.
“I’m going to take care of you, you will learn to listen to me and we will wait until you’re ready.”
What?!
“But I’m ready now.” I was being stubborn as always and he replied to me with his deep sexy chuckles.
“And I’m not a girl, I’m a woman, you don’t get to address me as one.”
“Baby girl, trust me… I know you’re a woman, a beautiful sexy young woman and I want nothing to satisfy you, over and over again. But your mind is not there yet,”
“Are you telling me that I’m frigid?” I tried to pull away from him but he kept me in his arms, his manly scent engulfed my senses while his hand was rubbing my back sensually.
“Jessica, you’re not frigid, you are definitely aroused…” he said huskily while kissing the side of my neck, once again teasing me.
“… I can smell your arousal, taste your wetness, enjoy your perky nipples…” his hot breath fanned my ear and I can feel myself wanting him again.
Damn him…
“We are going to work on your issues, and I’m going to get you there, but for now, I’m going to let you get comfortable with our closeness.”
“But I want this!” I stated in annoyance
I want my orgasm! I need my orgasm!
I need to get this over with and forget about him.
He abruptly sit up and took me to his lap, straddling him while he lay and rest his back on the headboard. His hands were on my waist, pushing me down to him, he grunted when I grind him, staining his briefs with my wetness.
And that’s when I smirked, showing him my persistence when I grab the back of his neck and started kissing him.
“I want this,” I repeat my words.
“And what exactly is this?” he smiles and holds my back with his hands in all his casual sexiness.
“I want my orgasm,”
“You’re not there yet, baby girl.” He stated softly, his hands trail down to my ass and squeezes them making me pouted at him.
“I can get there, you can get me there.”
“I will, but not right now,”
His know it all attitude was making me mad, and I get away from him, tried to search for my dress but find his shirt, and decided to put it on and go to my bathroom to cover my naked body.
“Just, go…” I spatted harshly when he followed me and kissed the back of my neck making me shuddered.
I hate how he made me feel, how he can arouse me but fail to make me climax. The knowledge that I can be attracted to any man after my brother was a very big step for me, Dr. Sheridan thought so too after our last meeting.
“Jessica, talk to me. I’m not going anywhere.” He caressed my cheek and kissed my temple.
“Argh! Okay, you’re the first person that I actually like, and able to make me arouse after him… happy?!”
“Yes,”
His simple answer continued by his deep passionate kiss made me let him carry me back to bed. He told me to sit while he excused himself to get us some drinks.
“Tyler, maybe you should…” I started when he walked back into my room minutes later with two cups of coffee.
“Jessica, I like you, and I haven’t felt like this for a very long time.”
He gave me my cup and rest beside me and we talked.
We discussed about the gala, he asked about my recuperating hand, even about Larry and the merger.
I was still in his shirt when I fall asleep hours later, snuggled in comfortably in his arms.