Chapter 10- Incapable of caring
Chapter 10- Incapable of caring
Meher's p.o.v
I went to meet that gynaecologist whom Sehreyar Sir suggested. The doctor told me that I will be fine.
It was just some minor soreness in my vagina because of rough sex. She just gave me some
medicines to take and suggested to skip having sex for 2/3 more days. In this period my vagina will be
completely fine. I am glad that it's nothing serious.
Recently, I am not understanding Sir's behaviour at all. He is behaving gently with me and sometimes
caring for me. He is behaving like a loving husband which he isn't.
I don't know why I am liking his gentle behaviour. I know he is a grumpy and rude man but I don't know
why I feel very happy whenever he behaves gently with me, talks nicely and cares for me.
What's wrong with me! Why I am feeling like that. I should hate him but still, I am feeling something for
him. What's this feeling? Is it just because I needed someone's comfort and he was giving me that by
behaving gently with me. Am I falling for him!
No...Never! I can't love this man. I can't love a person who has humiliated me that much. I can't love a
person who has taken advantage of my helpless situation. I am just waiting for that day when Asif will
be fine and Adeel bhaiya will be proven innocent. After that, I will be freed from all those humiliating
situations.
I didn't think anything further and entered the class. I sat beside Simran and she smiled at me. I smiled
back.
Today I am feeling a little bit relaxed because I haven't worn my niqab. Last night I asked Sir's
permission to skip niqab and he permitted me to do that. I was a little bit shocked that he agreed so
easily. Sometimes I don't understand his behaviour at all.
I am now talking with Simran when she said lowering her voice," Meher, do you know Aryan was
suspended from college? "
I just stared at her and said nothing because I know why he was suspended. It's the great Sehreyar Al
Seikh's deeds. I am sure he is behind Aryan's suspension because Aryan had touched my face. Heck!
This man! He is too much!!
We are busy with our silly talking when our new course teacher entered into the classroom having a
smile on his face. I have to admit that our teacher is very handsome and his age would be 30 or 32
something. Not more than that.
Seeing him we all greeted him but looked at him with astonishing eyes. Because he was carrying a
baby in a baby carrier which is attached to his chest. The baby is cute and sleeping peacefully. It might
be his baby.
The baby is so cute like a little bunny and I was feeling like to touch it. I always liked little children.
Our new course teacher introduced him as ' Asish Mehta' and also told that the baby is his daughter.
His wife died while giving birth to the baby. I felt very sad for him and also for the baby.
Our new teacher started taking our class when suddenly, his eyes met with me and he looked at me
with a shocking expression on his face. He stopped his teaching for a few seconds. Very soon he
composed himself and resumed his lecture.
I didn't get it why he looked at me like that. Am I looking like an alien? I checked my dress up and
everything was fine. Then why he reacted like that. I didn't understand.
After the class, I came out of the class with my friends and ready to go into the cafeteria to have some
snacks.
Suddenly, a pion of our college came and informed me that Asish sir is calling me. I became surprised
by hearing the pion. I didn't understand why our new teacher wants to meet me on his first day in
college.
Without thinking anything further I am now following the pion to meet our new course teacher.
I knocked on the door and heard his deep voice," Come in."
I entered nervously when he gave me a genuine smile and I felt a little bit relaxed.
I found him feeding the baby from a feeder and the baby is busy drinking milk.
He gestured me to sit on the chair in front of him and I obliged like an obedient kid.
" Meher Afroz Khan...right? He asked me and I just nodded my head in positive. Of course, he knows
my name. He has every student record.
I asked him," yes, Sir. you wanted to meet me. What's the matter?"
He smiled and said," Well, I just wanted to tell you if you got into any kind of problems in my course
then you can ask for help from me without any hesitation. I will always help me."
I was taken aback by hearing him. Why is he so much interested to help me? Is he a good person or a
bad person? What's his intention?
I am looking at him with my open mouth and dumbfounded expression when he said laughing,"
Thinking why I personally said you all this, right?"
" How did he know? Is he a mind reader? I thought in my mind but didn't utter any words.
Then, he said," You remind me of someone whom I adore so much. That's why I adore you so much
and wanted to help. Don't think that I will take advantage of you."
I wanted to ask whom I remind. But, didn't ask any questions thinking that he might felt awkward.
I don't know why I found my Adeel bhai in this new teacher. He is talking with me so affectionately like
an elder brother does to his sister.
I said smiling," Thank you for your generosity, Sir. I hope I will do best in your course."
" Not just in my course. You have to do best in every other course," He said smiling.
I stood up and said genuinely," I will not disappoint you."
Sehreyar's p.o.v
I came back to my house and found that Dadi( grandma), Abbas uncle and Sajal are already seated on
the living room couch.
I walked towards Dadi and greeted her by kissing her right hand's knuckles. Seeing me she became
very happy and hugged me very tightly.
She asked me sincerely," How are you, Sahu beta( dear)?"
Well, she calls me Sahu from my childhood. I don't like this name but never say anything to her.
Because I don't want to hurt her feelings.
" Fine. How are you? Why did you bother? You should have called me to meet you," I said sitting
beside her.
She took my hands in her hands and said smiling," From today I will live with you in this house until you
get married to Sajal."
" What? Married? I mean what are you talking about? I asked her and looked at Sajal and her father.
They are looking at me smiling.
Dadi replied pulling my cheek," I have fixed your marriage after two months. I want you to marry Sajal
before I die."
" Argghh....Try to understand. I know I have to marry Sajal because it was Ammi's promise to Abbas
uncle...but....." I couldn't complete my sentence when Dadi said," You are going to marry Sajal after two
months and it's my final decision. Understood."
I know I can't say anything in front of her because she is the one who has raised me and Haniya when
our parents died in a car accident when I was just 12 years old.
After that incident, Abbas uncle looked after my father's business until I became an adult. That's why I
am indebted to him. This is another reason for me to marry Sajal.
I become frustrated over this marriage thing. I am getting angry but I can't say anything. My mouth is
zipped because of my Ammi's promise and I am indebted to Abbas uncle.
" Beta(dear), sooner or later you have to marry Sajal. You are already 30. It's time to start a family,"
Abbas uncle suggested and I didn't say anything further.
I looked at Sajal and found her smiling. How can I make her understand that I don't love her! If she
marries me then she will not be happy ever. I will not be able to give her the place which a wife
deserves.
We talked about the marriage function for some time and then Abbas uncle and Sajal left my house
after having lunch.
I enterd into Haniya's room and my heart cried out in pain. It's the same room which was always joyful
because of my sister's innocent giggling. And it's the same room where my sister tried to kill herself
because of that fucker Adeel. I felt some tears fall from my eyes.
" Sahu," I heard Dadi calling my name. I wiped my tears and looked behind.
She came forward with her teary eyes and asked me," How is Haniya now? Is there any
improvement?"
I nodded my head in negative and she started crying badly. She hugged me and said crying," I am
missing her. My poor child suffered a lot."
I consoled her but she is crying continuously. Suddenly, she looked at me with an angry expression and
said," I wish that man rot in hell. How can he cheat with my innocent child!! I wish his sister also face
the same fate."
" Don't worry, Dadi. He is regretting his birth now," I said timidly having an evil grin on my face.
I have to be ruder to that fucker's sister. I can't love her. I can't accept her in my life. She will face the Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.
same fate which my sister faced. I will throw her away after using her to my heart's content. I can't
behave gently with her.
When she will cry in front of that fucker then he will understand how I felt seeing my sister's miserable
fate.
At Night
Author's p.o.v
Meher is setting the plate on the table for dinner. Everyday she had her dinner before Sehreyar has his.
She has permission to eat whenever she got hungry.
But, today she didn't eat because she wanted to have her dinner with Sehreyar. She doesn't know why
she is doing all this.
She is almost done setting the plates when the doorbell rang. She walked to the door and opened it.
She knew who is it. It's none other than Sehreyar.
Meher's smiling expression get vanished looking at Sehreyar's face. Meher is feeling a little bit scared
because he is looking very frustrated and angry too. Sehreyar just glanced at her and said nothing.
He went upstairs to his room to take a shower. He is really frustrated that he has to marry Sajal. He
never looked at Sajal like that. He has always considered her as his cousin. Nothing more than that.
Moreover, he knew that he has to be rude with Meher. That's why he is giving her a cold shoulder.
Sehreyar came out from shower wrapping a towel around his waist. He is wiping his hairs with another
towel when Meher entered into his room.
She asked him softly," Sir, will you have your dinner in the dining area or I should place it here?"
" Seer mey rakh do( place it on my head)," Sehreyar snapped at Meher and she flinched a little. She
isn't understanding why he is so angry. She didn't do anything wrong then why is he snapping on her.
Everything was fine then what happened suddenly!
Meher is still looking at Sehreyar for an answer when he replied angrily," I have had my dinner already."
He didn't even ask her that she has eaten or not. She thought that he is caring for her but she was
wrong. It's not the first time that he is behaving roughly with her. She doesn't know why she is feeling
very bad. She felt some unwanted tear in her eyes.
She is going to leave his room when Sehreyar said coming towards her," From tomorrow I will not
spend my night here. I will return to my house after fucking you."
Saying that he eyed her from head to toe with his anger lustful eyes.
Meher's little innocent heart gets broken thinking that he only think of fucking her. She wanted him to
be gentle and caring with her every time but he is the complete opposite.
She didn't ask why he will not stay here at night because she has simply lost her interest.
Then, without any warning, Sehreyar threw her on the bed like a doll and hovered over her. He
smashed his lips on her pink plump petals and sucked them painfully. He bit them painfully like he is
punishing her for something.
He stopped kissing her when she informed him almost crying," Sir, the doctor suggested me to skip
physical relation for 2/3 days. Don't do anything tonight."
" It's none of my concern. Your job is to spread your legs whenever I want. So, shut your mouth and let
me enjoy," He replied like a jerk pulling her hairs.
Meher didn't say anything further because she knew it's her job to please him. But, her little heart is
shattering every time. She is sure that it's going to hurt a lot tonight.
Sehreyar removed his towel and ordered her rudely," Remove your clothes."
Meher is looking at him with her glossy innocent brown eyes and hesitating. Sehreyar clenched his jaw
in anger and said," Why I have to remind you every time that you need to open your clothes in front of
me. Did you just forget your job?"
" Sorry. Won't happen again," Meher replied timidly but she is angry too.
Meher thought in her mind," I was so stupid that I expected this animal to be gentle with me!! I am a
fool."
After Meher has opened her clothes, Sehreyar started kissing and biting her whole body painfully. He
squeezed her boobs roughly and bitten them. He did the same with the rest of her body. Her whole
body is covered with red and purple bruises.
He fucked her very hard and rough even though she was whimpering in pain and requesting him to go
slow. But, he didn't go slow instead he increased his pace. He is venting his whole frustration and
anger on her little body. He took her multiple times in many positions.
At the end of it, Meher felt that her whole body is paining like a bitch. She is sure that her vagina is
swollen again. She is cursing herself for thinking that Sehreyar will be a better person and treat her
nicely.
After he is done with her he rolled beside her panting hard. He is breathing heavily and a little bit
relaxed from every frustration.
He looked at Meher and found her crying. He touched her arm and asked her, "Why are you crying?
What happened?"
Hearing him, Meher wrapped a thin quilt around her body and replied crying," Don't you understand
why I am crying. You always hurt me whenever you did all this. Can't you see my pain for once? I am
human. I have feelings too."
And the next moment, Sehreyar again hovered over her and choked her neck. He said angrily," Don't
dare to talk back. You are my mistress and you have to do whatever I want. And don't behave that I
forced you to have sex. You have simply done your job."
After hearing him, Meher is now confirmed that this animal is incapable of showing some humanity.
He left her throat and laid down beside her having an irritated expression on his face. Deep down in his
heart, he is also disturbed about everything. He wanted to give his sister Justice and at the same time,
he doesn't want to hurt Meher.
Meher stood up on her feet and said angrily," I thought you were caring for me. But, I was wrong. I
forgot that you are incapable of caring."
Saying that she runs to her room with a heavy heart. She falls on the floor because of pain in her body
but she stood up again to avoid Sehreyar's any kind of taunting.
After she left the room Sehreyar stood up and threw the flower vase on the floor angrily.
He saw a bottle of liquor and started drinking like there is no tomorrow. He said having another gulp
from the bottle," This girl is nothing to me. She and her whole family will pay the price for destroying me
and my sister's happiness."
Then, he called someone and asked," When will Adeel's trial start? I want that fucker to be
hanged."