Love You Can’t Say

The tears instantly slipped uncontrollably, I was afraid of waking up to remember his temperature, not daring to have any movement.

“You’re so stupid, how could you not remember the secret between us, I really shouldn’t have told you the truth so early, I’m sorry.”

He buried his head into my neck, coarse Hu Qing gently rubbed my cheeks, the next second, hot teardrops “Ta”, fell into my ears, instantly ignited my desperately suppressed emotions.

“Dennis!”

I was so greedy that I couldn’t care less about waking up and losing everything, I turned over and hugged him back, burying my whole face into his chest, greedily breathing in the familiar smell of his body.

The bedroom was dark, I couldn’t see his face, and the hand on his back touched him two more times haphazardly, and a real touch came from my fingers, which made sure that this was not an illusion.

“It’s really you!” I couldn’t care less about decency and decency and wrapped my arms around his neck.

In the darkness, my hand slid across his cheek and Dennis’ face became real and visible in my mind’s eye.

“Scruffy.” I laughed bitterly, joking about his not-so-long beard of green, imagining Dennis as overly mature, and couldn’t help but lose my smile.

Dennis held the back of my head, pressed me into his arms, and breathed a deep sigh of relief, “Thought you really didn’t want to live, you haven’t slept for the past few days.”

I heard my chest tighten, a heartache, stubbornly asked him to let go, “You came to see me, now you know I’m okay, go back to rest, I don’t want you to die not at Benjamin’s hands, but by exhaustion.”

“Ten minutes, ten more minutes and I’ll be gone, I’m too tired, recharge my batteries, okay?”

He was clearly very tired, but with a child’s tone, so I really could not be cruel, so I let him do as he wished.

Said the recharge break, but a moment, he spoke again, “The day of your accident, I guarded the nearest safety exit in the emergency room, guns were loaded, if you died, I killed him first, and then went to accompany you.”

“Then even though you were out of danger, I still couldn’t rest assured, so I had to find something for Benjamin every day and told him to have to deal with it until today, when I finally had the chance to see you, and I’m sorry I didn’t give you enough confidence.”

“I think you’re on too many antidepressants and it’s affecting your memory, Clara, and I’m going to tell you myself that I believe you, at all times, and that was all to put Benjamin’s fears to rest, and I just want you to live, so you should never, ever hurt yourself again.”

With that said, he seemed to drop his heart and changed to a more comfortable position, pressed close to me.

“Also, the last time a gun was used …”

“Hello nagging Oh Master Fu ~” I have long been in tears, where can I still listen, can only sniffle, interrupting his all-important advice, two hands will be his lips pinched together, and then show off like, “You have to believe that you act well, your wife will not be bad to where, no matter Hit yourself with a gun, or the last car accident, I have calculated that it will not be fatal, I am afraid of death very much, can not afford to die, please promise your wife, focus on fighting monsters, do not distract, okay?”

Dennis did not answer, but “ummmm” raised his chin.

“Okay?” After asking, he felt something was wrong and remembered that he had blocked him, and only then, as an afterthought, he let go of his hand and returned him to freedom.

Dennis sighed in fierce relief, “It looks like I’m more likely to die at your hands.”

“You are not satisfied with the death of a peony and a ghost?” I retorted.

“How dare you, huh …” Dennis laughed lowly for a while, then hugged me tightly again and rubbed fondly, “I’m leaving.”Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.

I momentarily lost my smile, hugged him, and nodded vigorously, “Mmm.”

But is unable to let go of the hand.

After holding each other for another minute in this silent silence, Dennis finally took the lead and let go, got off the bed and walked out silently.

Reaching out and touching the bed next to him, his residual temperature on it is getting a little cooler, and the mattress is gradually returning to its original state.

I was lost in thought, remembering the scene just now, suddenly shivered, then turned around like crazy and pressed the light switch.

The lights came on and I turned back to the other half of the bed as it had been before I went to sleep, only with more folds, evidence that he had been here.

I completely lost sleep and sat on the bed with the covers on my head until dawn.

The hug with Dennis gave me so much strength that at seven o’clock, I got out of bed for the first time since I got home and made breakfast myself.

Benjamin came back straight upstairs, found I was not there, rushed down again, picked up the phone to shake people, and then and just out of the kitchen I bumped right into each other.

Four eyes facing each other, I calmly lifted the two plates in my hand, “Want to, eat together?”

Benjamin gathered the anger from his face and instantly returned to mildness, disbelief in general, and nodded, “Well.”

The only sound at the table was the sound of knives and forks. Benjamin ate slowly and carefully, but glanced at me from time to time.

I rolled my eyes and said casually, “Can you not can you not touch those goods.”

“What?” Benjamin froze for a moment before reacting to what I was saying and then stopped moving his hands, “You’ll accept me if I don’t touch?”

I shrugged my shoulders, “At least it’s not that annoying.”

Benjamin blushed and actually let go, “I’ll think about it.”

It’s also good that at least it’s not an outright rejection.

After a pause, and then said, “I helped you about Folly, there is nothing to do after dinner, and friends to go out more, good for the body.”

I was surprised that he would be so kind, and the next moment he pulled out a card with diamonds and handed it over from the table, “There’s no password.”

I looked at the card, and then at him, “You can’t smash feelings with money.”

“I know.” Benjamin unhurriedly cut the sausage, “It’s just that you’ve lost all your cards and it takes time to replace them, and it’s not good to keep asking your friends to pay.”

“You’re thoughtful.” I teased.

“There’s more to me than that, you’ll find out later.” Benjamin said in a serious manner.

I had no intention of listening to him boast any more, so I took the card, “I’ll take it, let’s eat.”

Benjamin opened his mouth to emphasize something else, I hurriedly reached out and made a stopping gesture, “No words for food, no words for sleep.”

Benjamin then gave up.

Then I actually took Benjamin’s card and took Folly on a sweep of the most exclusive malls downtown.

In the end, Folly couldn’t help herself and pulled me into a coffee shop, and that’s when it stopped.

“After opening this order, the counter sister will have no worries about food and drink for a year.” Folly stirred the coffee in front of her and joked.

“Do not spend it for nothing, set out to donate to the poor mountain areas is also okay, anyway, is not what clean money, turn back to those bags you take all back ah, like to stay, do not like the donation.” I said impatiently.