Chapter 281
“I dare you. You’ll be out of this place before you can breath a word of this to Angel.” I said as quickly as I could stopping her hand halfway in the air. She looked at me pained and confused but seeing that she wasn’t going ahead I knew their was something amiss.
She was scared of my threat and that gave me an upper hand.
“You bitch….” Her voice came out teary. A tear fell off her eyes, curtsey of my hand on her face. I smiled feeling way too happy than I expected. Hmm… It felt so good to be the bully in this situation.
I felt lifted in my spirit.
“You should lay low if you want to enjoy your stay here. It’s you against six of us. Angel can’t help you much because no one likes you here. I wish you a nightmare of a stay.” I said smiling at her. She shook from anger and watched me with hateful eyes while I walked past her.
Now she had a taste of what it felt like to be helpless.
“You think you won?” I stopped suddenly hearing her speak. “I swear to you Thea I will fuck Angel while you sleep in your room. I’ll make sure he moans my name while I ride him so hard and I’ll tell you of our passionate night the day after. Would you bet on it?”
She had struck a nerve with that and I folded my fist trying to keep my temper in check.
“You know how good Angel can handle a woman. Now imagine while he punished you and while you suffered that he was drilling me so fucking hard. My nails dug into his skin as we collided….”
“Shut it.” I said through gritted teeth.
She came to stand in front of me and satisfaction enveloped her face seeing me fume.
“He ate my pussy every fucking night maybe while you starved.” She erupted in laughter and I wanted to punch and disfigure her mouth but then if she knew all these, it only meant that while Angel had been with her during those times, he spoke of how he punished me. Did he laugh with her while they talked about me? Did she make suggestions to him about my punishments? I couldn’t help but think.
“I doubt you both have had sex since he found out you didn’t betray him. Even if you did, you can’t satisfy him as much as I would. He looks like he needs some good fuck, don’t you think so?”
“Then fuck him if you can. I’ll be leaving this place after a week and you can have him all to yourself. I really don’t care.” I said not giving her the satisfaction she was looking for. I brushed past her but stopped the moment I saw Lola.
“Now who is that bitch?” I heard Natalia mutter behind me. I ignored her and began walking. I was going to ignore Lola, I had nothing to say to her anyway.
“Thea.” Lola called holding my arm. I looked down on the hand she held me with and trailed my gaze up her face. She had guilt written all over her face and it surprised me.
” Please, can we talk?” I pulled my hand gently from her and she nodded as if telling me she understood.
“This way.” I said showing her the way with my hand.
Once I was sure we were out of sight from Natalia I stopped.
“What do you want to talk about?” I asked her even though I had an idea.
“It’s about that day Thea. The day you caught me kissing Angel.”
“Wait… If you say it like that then it means you did the kissing and he didn’t reciprocate?” I asked to confirm. I needed all the assurance I could get.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
She smiled sadly and continued.
“You’re right, I had kissed Angel and he pulled away the first time but I was hurt so I pulled in for another and that was when you came in. I wont lie to you Thea, I’ve been jealous of you.” She chuckled and sniffed. “I’ve hated you for having Angel’s heart. Each time I thought of him being next to you in bed I felt like my heart was being torn apart.” She confessed and I felt a sting of guilt in my heart.
I felt so hurt when Angel had been with Natalia despite knowing his heart beat only for me, I could only imagine the pain of not having his love reciprocated.
“I’m sorry Thea. I know my actions caused you to hate him but I didn’t mean for it to happen. I just want you to know that I’m deeply sorry for still being in love with your man. I won’t interfer in your relationship from now on so please find a place in your heart to forgive me.” She pleaded taking my hand. I looked away, her tears moved me. No matter how I wanted to see it, Lola was a good person. How could one go through getting their heart broken and apologizing for it.
I placed my hands above hers deciding to let go of all the grudge I had.
“You’re a good person Lola and deserve all the love out there. I’m sure there is a man for you and I promise you when he comes your way you’d forget all the pain you’ve experienced. Love can heal that much. I did hate you before now but after hearing you speak I realized I shouldn’t have. ” I said and more tears spilled from her eyes. I smiled and wiped them off then pulled her in for a hug.
“Thank you… Thank you Thea.” She said and I hugged her more tightly. Sincerely, I wished fate had something better for her. She was probably a better human than I was because I didn’t think I’d be sorry if I was in her shoes.
With that, I settled my scores with Lola and another burden I had was lifted. I guess forgiveness was truly the the most important process of healing.