Her Secret Mate

Chapter 46 She Could Not Control Herself

A lump came into her throat. Fiona managed to muster up some courage to express her feelings, but it

was in this inappropriate situation.

She was depressed.

At the same time, she reached out her hand and tried to push him away. It didn't matter that he didn't

like her. Their marriage was just forced by others from the beginning. She couldn't blame anyone. She NôvelDrama.Org: text © owner.

could only blame herself for not controlling her heart.

"I'll go out first."

With tears in her eyes, she pushed the man's hand away. She was afraid that she would make a real

break with him and there would be no other connections between them from now on.

She let go of him reluctantly.

Jeremy smiled.

The smile was weird, which could not be understood by Fiona. She shook away the discomfort in her

mind, shrugged, and pretended not to care about it, saying, "Ha ha, I was just kidding with you. Are you

serious?"

The smile on Jeremy's face froze. She was so serious just now that he couldn't tell she was joking.

He held her shoulders with his hands, stared into her eyes and asked in a hurry, "Were you really just

kidding?"

"Really."

She had only one last dignity left. She begged him not to ask any more.

"Really?"

Jeremy didn't intend to let her go. He wanted to know the true answer deep in her heart.

Tears trickled down her cheeks and fell into her mouth. It was so bitter that she could almost not

breathe.

She took a deep breath and said, "I am serious."

She didn't want her dignity to be trampled underfoot by him.

She had made it clear to him. Now that he did not see it, she had to accept it. She was not the only

man in the world. If he didn't see her, then she didn't have to be together with him. She was not that

bad, anyway.

After she graduated, she could found a good job. She then must lead a good life.

After comforting herself, she looked up and found that the man's burning eyes were still fixed on her.

She was confused and flushed in embarrassment.

"Why are you looking at me?"

"I know you love me."

Seeing that the man was so confident, Fiona couldn't help beating him several times on the chest to

vent her anger.

But that was not enough to vent her anger. "You bad guy, Jeremy!" she said, pretending to be angry.

"Do you really love me?"

Jeremy repeated the question.

She gritted her teeth and turned a blind eye to death. "It's okay if you don't believe me. I won't say that

again."

Jeremy nodded and said, "But I want to hear it again."

"…"

Why didn't he listen to another woman to say that?

After that, Fiona took a deep breath and tried to regain her composure. But the man was pressing her

so tightly that she couldn't move at all. She twisted her ankle and said, "Jeremy, move away. I almost

can't breathe."

"Don't worry. I'll let you breathe."

Jeremy lowered his head and pressed his lips on hers. He enjoyed the taste of her red lip and wanted

time to stop at this moment.

Fiona almost couldn't breathe.

Jeremy burst into laughter and said, "You silly girl! You don't even know how to kiss."

"Who... Who said that? I had a boyfriend! " She was very guilty. She had to lie, but she just didn't want

to lose face in front of Jeremy.

Every time he was so sure about her feelings. She even did not know what to say to herself.

Jeremy's hands wantonly kneaded inside her clothes, which made Fiona feel that a fire was burning in

her body. Her breathing stopped and she was stunned.

He tempted her with his tempting voice, "Do you still want to refuse me?"

"I..."

She was afraid. She was a coward. She couldn't face herself that night.

Jeremy whispered in her ear, "Don't be afraid. I'll be gentle."

Fiona nodded silently.

The man seemed to be encouraged greatly, and his movements were very slow. He touched every inch

of her body in worship. Seeing that his hand was about to reach out to her skirt, Fiona groaned, "It

hurts!"

Why was she hurt?

Jeremy was puzzled. It was too early to say that as he did not take any action.

He stopped, loosened her in frustration and lay aside.

Anyway, their relationship had been one step forward today, and they would expect a bright future.

"I'm sorry." Wiping away her tears, she put her hands on the man's shoulder and said, "It really hurts."

"What?"

Half an hour later, after Jeremy stared Fiona drinking the brown-sugar water, he stared at him and

slowly walked out of the room. He apologetically said to Kurt, "Sorry to let you come here at night."

'Damn it! Fiona has been in her periods several days. but she still hurts.'

Kurt rolled his eyes and said, "I don't say you feel sorry for me at all."

"Well, I'm fine."

Kurt could not say anything about it to Jeremy. Then he said, "It's not the way to deal with me. I know

you love her, and she is my friend's wife. I know this well."

"That's good."

Jeremy would not let anyone cast greedy eyes on her.

With a straight face, Kurt thought that Jeremy was really straight to him. "You should be on guard

against your brother, not me. I went to the Fu family yesterday and found that he was investigating your

woman," he said angrily

"How dare he!"

Jeremy clenched his fists and pursed his lips. He was so furious to burst out. There was no chance for

Caspar.

Kurt put his hand on Jeremy's shoulder and patted him gently. "Sometimes things can't be controlled by

themselves. Being considerate is good for both of you."

After sending Kurt away, Jeremy went back to the bedroom. When he saw that Fiona's forehead was

wet with sweat, he put his hand on her forehead directly.

Fiona felt a little embarrassed as the thought of what had happened a moment ago. She blushed and

her heart beat fast. She was anxious to hide herself in bed.

Jeremy smiled, "Are you shy?"

"How can I not be shy?"

She remembered that they were nearly... She couldn't imagine that if she did not have her period, they

might have become a real couple now. And she wasn't sure if he would still be willing to be with her

after he knew that he wasn't her first man.

"Don't be shy. We are husband and wife and this is bound to happen sooner or later."

Jeremy was so thick-skinned to tell her that sex was a good thing to improve the relationship between a

couple and good to their health as well.

She couldn't believe that Jeremy would talk to her about this topic, and she had listened with face red.

Fiona didn't want to listen to him anymore. She pouted her mouth and said, "Okay, okay. I got it."

"So, are you willing to do that?"

There were sparks in Jeremy's eyes. The fire burned on Fiona, which made her body hotter.

Fiona didn't want to answer.

Jeremy said confidently, "I know you're willing to do that with me. Be prepared at any time after your

period."

However, after hearing what he said, Fiona was thinking about her own question. She was stunned for

a few seconds and then asked eagerly, "What if... I mean if I was not as good as you think, would you

still be willing to be with me?"

She didn't dare to tell him her secret.

If only nothing had happened that night!

She couldn't figure out why she had to suffer this without a reason.