Heart Of A Beast

~RINA~

After Fiona left the room with a satisfied smirk on her face, I was the one feeling bothered about the whole situation, if you ask me I don’t think I like this new beast inside of Damien at all, like he’s so controlling and the fact that he controls every of my mate activities doesn’t make me any happier.

Just before I could speak there was a loud commotion outside.

“What is that?” I asked looking outside the window.

“I don’t know but stay here” He ordered before dashing off, stay here? He got to be kidding me! I hurried towards the window to have a look at whatever that was going on, I gave a startled gasp when I saw arrows and spears flying in the air. *What the fuck was going on?* Something tells me the councils has something to do with this.

And there’s no way I’m going to stay here like an obedient little kitten so I left the room, when I got to the main entrance two scary looking guards wouldn’t make way for me do I just glared at them with my arms folded across my chest.

“Out of my way right now” I ordered still glaring at them.NôvelDrama.Org owns © this.

“I’m sorry but Alpha order us not to let any female pass through this door” One of them said, just then two guys hurried out of the door and they let them pass!.

“I’m ordering you as a Luna to let me go right now!” I shouted losing my temper.

“We cannot disobey the Luna” One of the guard wispered to the second one, yeah if that is what they call a whisper.

“Then do you want the Alpha to murder us? She isn’t a Luna yet” The first one arrogantly stated before turning to look at me. “I’m sorry we can’t let you pass this door” He told me with a look of determination, I glare harder at him and he looked away.

“The first thing I will do as a Luna is fire you both” I threatened before matching into the house, not only was I angry but hurt that Damien think I’m too weak to go out there with him, I bet Fiona is out there fighting along with him.

I stood there looking out as several wounded men fell down and was attended to, I couldn’t see Damien anywhere, it felt like the longest hours of my life before the fight died down and the door of Damien suit opened.

“Damien…” I stopped talking once I saw it was Fiona, she put back her sword on her side smirking at me, I knew what she was here for so I waited for her to start rubbing it in.

“I brought you goodnews and bad news I’ll go with the goodnews first, we won the battle obviously the men the Councils sent can never defeat a man like Damien so you have nothing to fear, and the bad news is that I hope you know that millions of life are at risk now because of you” She spat growling at me. “Damien was shot by an arrow earlier luckily it didn’t peirce him hard, he removed it by himself and the place is already healing up. At least that because he’s powerful, think about those men that died today! Think about my fucking pack! Do you think you have the right to be alive and in here? Hundred of people are out there fighting to protect you! How sick that a mare human like you can cause so much havoc in people’s life huh?” She asked.

“Shut up!” I ordered having no idea what to say, whatever Fiona was saying deep inside me I knew she was right, the councils wants me and they won’t stop until they get me. “Without me in Damien’s life, they would still come after him anyway, you and I know how much they want to destroy him way before I come into his life!”

“Is that a joke? Immediately you showed up they strike harder! Those fools used to be scared of Damien but now, they aren’t because they know he has a weakness, they know a mare human like you happened to be his weakness the very moment you are his mate, so don’t try to justify yourself. Everything is your fault a mate should be a strength not a weakness to each other” After saying that she spun around and left the room.

I collapsed unto the couch as tears rolled down my cheeks, how am I supposed to show I could be strong, I’m trying the best I could but even Damien think I’m a weakling. I angrily wipe my tears away, there was no way I’m going to seat here and cry like a baby!.

Speaking of the devil, Damien came in few minutes after Fiona left, he hurried towards me spuning me around as he examined my body for possible would, this was supposed to make me smile or something, instead I was fuming inside I guess he noticed it and let me go.

“Are you okay? You are not hurt are you?” His blue eyes stared down at me worriedly.

“Oh please stop it!” I shouted stepping out of his reach. “Just fucking stop treating me like a glass that is going to break at any moment. I’m a person Damien not a glass!”

“Of course I know that. I’m just worried about you, come here let me hold you” He pleaded reaching for me, like seriously?.

“You don’t get this do you? You ordered the guards to stop me from going out, there were several wounded men out there Damien! I could have help but instead you lock me up here! How could you do that? Now you are here treating me like a broken mirror, I wasn’t even outside” I yelled feeling fustrated.

“Now I think you are overacting. The councils are after you Rina and you want me to let you go out there to do what? What if you get hit by an arrow? Just stay where you are asked to” He reported.

Unfortunately choice of words on my part. “Stay where I’m asked to? Like a little kitten? No I won’t! I’m a person a human you cannot control me”

“A human!” He suddenly growled his eyes changing to that strange sliver color. “A fucking weak human! Which is why I’m trying all I can to protect you” He hissed out, his eyes change randomly from gold to sliver.

Tears well up my eyes, it was true. Damien really think me to be a weak human!.

“Fuck you Damien! Fuck you and I hate you so much” I punched him as hard as I could on his chest them bolted out of the room.

Since the fight died down, the two stupid gaurds let me out, and I went to Daniel’s house this time, luckily I met Laureen who was so surprised to see me she immediately let me in.

“Geez you are crying” She stated closing the door behind me.

“I hate Damien so much” I cried punching the wall angrily.

“Please stop that! You’ll hurt yourself” Laureen pleaded trying to dragged me away from it, I snatched my arm back.

“Hurt?” I laughed. “You think I’m weak too don’t you?” I asked still punching the wall, I didn’t care if it’s hurt like crazy or blood was all over the place.

“Of course not Rina. I think we are all strong in a different way” She answered fearfully. “Rina you are strong, brave … don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, do you think any girl would want to be mated to a Beast like Damien? I know Fiona would, but she cannot tame him, she’s scared of him. You are the first girl who isn’t scared of Damien, I think you should give yourself some credit” She explained with a hint of pride which calm me down a little, I let her lead me to the living room.

“I will get the first aid kit and clean up” She told me.

“Don’t” I stopped her staring at my injured knuckles. “You can clean up but I don’t need a bloody first aid kit” I hissed out.

“Of course you do. What if it get infected? I’ll be right back” Then she left.

*He thinks I’m a weakling right? We’ll see about that* I thought with a sense determination.

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TBC.