Heart Of A Beast

~RINA~

“Oh dear Rina, you are not stupid okay” Deya said, as she stare at my face, I wipe the tears off and stare right back cause I don’t really know what to say to her.

“Wanna tell me what happened?” She asked.

“Damien, he hates me” I murmured, okay what else am I supposed to make of that? According to what I have been told, a mate couldn’t possible hate his or her own mate then why did Damien hate me? Maybe he’d mistaken me for his mate, maybe after all i wasn’t his true mate.

The thought alone made my eyes to water and Deya hugged me once more then gave me some water to drink.

“Poor you. Alpha can’t possibly hate an attractive female like you… especially when the attractive female is you. You still don’t know how much power you have over him do you? I think he hates it too that why he’s trying to break you. Alphas wants to always be in control no matter what the situation is so, if he’s doing something wrong, I think he wants to get back in control so don’t think like that” Deya explained.

I was speechless for a minute not knowing whether to believe her or not but a part of me believed she’s telling the truth yet what am I going to do about it? I can’t bear to see him with Fiona.

“So what do you suggest I do” I asked.

“That’s up to you” She check the clock. “Sorry I gotta go… kitchen duties call” With that she hurried out.

Long afterwards I sat there staring at nothing in particular then I move over to the window which was over looking the forest, I love the view and Damien got the most beautiful pack land I have ever seen if only he isn’t a jerk, heartless, inhuman beast who hurt his mate just to get his way.

He wants to break me right? Then he did better try harder. I thought with a lift of my chin, I didn’t know how long I stood there drooling over the view but when I realize myself it was getting dark and I need to get back to my room.

Hopefully Fiona would have been gone by now.

I thought wrong Fiona was still very much around and from the look of things I would be sleeping on the couch, I lay down quietly trying to block out their giggling, moaning and whatever they’re doing in the other room.

It hard especially when one of them is your mate, especially when one of them used to act like you’re the most precious thing in the world, the pain came again, this time more painful and I find myself struggling to breath.

Tears gushed out of my eyes and I thought I would faint from it, I hate myself for acting this way, I mate the moon goddess for pairing me with a beast with no heart and most important I hate the Damien more than I have ever hated anyone.

Standing up from the couch I knock on the door which was later opened by Damien, the anger in me didn’t even let me take on his appearance, he was only claded in towel.

“I would appreciate it if you keep your voice down” My voice crack, but I try to stay strong I won’t let him see the satisfaction of seeing me cry.” I’m trying to sleep”

“Have you been crying?”

Seriously? Oh so you expected me to laugh? Knowing he’d probably read my thought I snarled guess what dog? I don’t give a fuck.

Without answering his question I walk back to the couch and lay down, he doesn’t need a reply I already snarled at him in thoughts.

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“Wow I get to finish high school eventually” I dance around Drake’s workshop, Drake had learn about my passion for writing and decided I should go back to school, I didn’t finish my high school so it was decided I would start where I stopped which was twelve grade. So it just a year.

And most importantly anything to get away from Damien.

“I have never seen anyone so excited about school” Drake grinned.

“Here… fill those forms and I will help you submit them. You can start as soon as you get admitted”

“Which means I have a huge shopping list to do” And I can’t go out, who knows what is going to follow me around this time?

Which means I will have to see Damien again! I hadn’t even take my bath this morning cause I was avoiding him, it easier to cope with the pain when I’m not near him.

“Oh it you” Fiona giggled as she saw me walk into the room.

“Yes ma’am it’s me” I replied.

Her eyes flickered on surprise then she laughed “I remember the last time we talked, I mean you were so confident so what about to the feisty girl huh?” She tauted.This belongs © NôvelDra/ma.Org.

“Well let just say, I realize you weren’t worth it. Now where’s your boyfriend” I demanded.

“You’re obviously jealous, go on he’s in the room relaxing after a heated relaxing sex I gave him” She winked then lick her lips.

I gave her the most disgusting look I could muster then walk into the room, truth to be told I find him in the position where Fiona had describe him.

Time to start thinking hate stuff.

“Can I talk to you master? Your mate already gave me permission but I need to make sure you’re okay with it” Screw you, I hissed in my head.

His eyes snapped to mine immediately and they darken in anger, oh really? Just take a look at that.

“What do you want!” He demanded, his tone making me flinch inwardly.

“I need to go shopping. Since I can’t leave this prison can you make sure I get school supplies?” I answered abruptly.

“This is not a prison!” He grit out.

“No? Okay, I need them by tomorrow” I spun around.

“Rina?” He growled at me but I didn’t turn around to look back at him.

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“Get me something to drink, I feel so hot” Fiona ordered.

“Alright” I stood up and went downstairs to get her hot water, when I hand it over to her, she went red in anger.

“You little she devil! Am I a joke to you? I can make you lose your life in less two seconds!” She threatened.

“I’d like to see you try. And in fact I think you should after all I would be free from your ugly face and Damien’s stupid aura” I reported.

“How dare you talk to your Alpha like that” She hissed.

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Tbc.