Heart Of A Beast

~RINA~

“Fiona pack your things and get out” He ordered taking both Fiona and I by surprise.

Fiona eyes widen by the abrute change in behavior, but there must have been something in the beast gaze indicating for her not to argue further on the subject.

She quickly hurried into the room, change back into her dress and after a quick kiss on the beast cheek, the hurried away not before giving me a snug smile.

“Why? I thought she’s staying the night?” I couldn’t help but taunted.” In fact I think she should stay the night. How can you send a girl out packing like that, after she supposedly give you a pleasurable time? You’re disgusting!” I spat at him.

He swore gripping my waist, the action caught me by surprise cause I didn’t know he had move so fast and now I’m pressed against his chest, I refuse to dwell on the fact that the chest I was leaning on was hard, wide and surprisely comfortable and I think he wanted to distract me.

“What? Aren’t you going to throw me across me room” I tauted further.

He let me go cursing under his breath “Damn you Rina! I’m trying so hard to be nice to you! But you’ve chosen to be a very bad girl” His fingers grip his hair in frustration.

I find myself staring at him but quickly look away from him focusing on my anger “Wow! Is that the definition of being nice? By allowing me to watch as you fuck Foina!” How dare he! Is that all he could come up with? Trying to turn the table back on me!.

“You were the one who completely dye her hair blond! Have any idea how much I hate it? … l.. love your dark hair, so when you dyed it, I was a trifle hurt!” He replied softly.

Okay now that got me really speechless and I find myself blushing, gathering my shattered thought I glare at him, that doesn’t change anything, I try to forgive myself as I move past him.

But I have only taken a step before Damien pull me back and the next thing I knew, his lips crashing into mine, God! I was speechless I stunned, I just stood there frozen while he continue to kiss me wildly.

I have never kissed before and this is my first kiss so I don’t really know what to do, as I started to kiss him back, he groan into my mouth which seems to send a bolt of pleasure through me and I kiss him harder, he started to go real fast for me and I have a hard time keeping up.

“Fuck you tease so good” He murmured breaking the kiss for a second and when I thought we were breaking apart, he pull me closer and started to kiss me, this time more slowly and passionately making me feel weak on the knees and slightly dizzy.

With half of my brain, I thought so he had actually kiss Foina this way hadn’t he? And here is he kissing me after he slept With Foina few minutes ago.

I broke the kiss, he raise an eyebrow staring at me, I didn’t wait, I couldn’t even stand and look at him without crying so I ran to the bathroom, made sure I lock the door before slowly sliding to the floor.

I can’t believe he kiss me! And more importantly I can’t believe I let him kiss me after he treat me that way, I mean who in their right mind treat their mate like that?

He’s a beast! My inner voice said.

So screw you for putting your hoped up and expecting something nice from a beast.

I stare blankly at the furnished bathroom having no idea what to do, and how I’m going to face him.

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Nearly spending half an hour inside the bathroom I decided to wash my hair after convincing myself I wasn’t doing it for the likes of the beast.

When I finally let myself put few minutes later, the beast was no where in sight so I had the good grace to shower and change into something nice, I couldn’t stop thinking about the kiss.

What the hell is wrong with me? I should be loathing every sight of him and not thinking about him, if he thinks he can play games with my emotions and he’s every wrong, acting cold and hot at the same time.

Why did he kiss me though? And why did I kiss him? Gosh, I really should stop thinking, I fell on the bed closing my eyes and there against my will I find myself still thinking about about it.

The door snapped open and I quickly jump up, Damien look assumed by my attitude but made no comment about it, instead hr approach me with a small gift bag, I wanted to snort at it but my couriousity get the better of me and I collected it.

Unwrapping the present, I found out it was a diamond charm bracelet! Okay that is beyond what I thought he would have got for me.

I gasp! The charm bracelet was just too beautiful and too bad it too expensive so I can’t accept it.

“Why can’t you” Damien demanded his eyes darken in anger.

Oh here we go again. “It… just expensive. I can never pay you back” I stammered.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

“Nonsense! Did I ask you to pay back” He growled, grab the bracelet from me and wore it round my wrist without another word he stalk out of the room.

What a nice way to present a gift and hand it over to them? I hissed.

I’m going yo forgive his ride attitude though, cause this bracelet is definitely worth it, I wonder who gave him that idea. Drake no doubt.

Someone knock on the door.

“Come in” My body tensed as I watch Maya comes in with a tray of food, Maya wasn’t a servant and the mark where Damien had grip her the order day still linger around her neck.

“What? Why are you bringing me that?” I asked.

“Apparently, after what happened I was rip off my position and are you happy now? I’m no longer fit to share the Alpha’s bed. Just yesterday I was his favorite, you took everything away from me” She laugh bitterly. “I will ruin you” She threatened then walk away.

I just stood there stunned.

Did Damien really did that? That means he meant what he said earlier.

I couldn’t find the words to express myself

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Tbc