Forbidden 137
Forbidden 137
I stand glaring at Eros as Elon walks out.
“You can’t just fucking buy me!” I scream.
“I just did, baby, so get used to it,” he smirks, and I slap him.
“You’re just as bad as him! You didn’t even ask me if I would be happy. No, you just agreed to fuck me once a week and film it. Where was my choice?” I ask.
“Your choice was to let me buy you out!” He steps closer, his body leaning over mine. “I gave you a choice, and you refused. You can hate me, Alexis, but I was not about to let him sell you to different men every week.”
“That wasn’t your choice!” How can’t he understand that?
“It wasn’t yours either. It was his. He got to choose. You doing porn fine, that shit I can deal with. Him getting money from men so they can fuck you and using it being recorded as a loophole isn’t right.”
I swear I want to stab his eyes out. “Maybe it wasn’t, but I agreed. I knew what it meant, and I agreed, Eros. I wanted time to think and decide. I didn’t want you doing this.”
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He just fucked everything up. He claimed he wanted me but then went and paid for me. The exact thing I didn’t want. What a great start to a relationship, that is, him paying for me. I pace the room,
and he watches me.
“I apologise if you think I overstepped the mark. I didn’t feel comfortable knowing that he would be getting paid thousands from random guys to use you. Maybe it was wrong to do that deal, but it’s worth your hate if it stops him selling you.”
He steps into my path.
“I don’t understand what your issue is with it?”
“My issue? It should be my choice, Eros, and I didn’t want you to pay for me! We just fucked Eros. You said you wanted me every day, then rather than this being a normal fucking relationship, you buy me,” I shout.
My head drops. “Whatever this could have been, you destroyed. I’ll always be the woman you paid for,” I turn to leave, and he stops me.
“Tell me what you want.” He stands looking at me.
“I want you to cancel that deal,” I say, and his eyes widen. “I want us to fuck without it being filmed. I want us to have the choice over whether videos of us together are put online. What I
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don’t want is whatever this relationship is, starting with Elon involved. With videos of us fucking all over, all that does is make it business.” Turning, I walk out and don’t look back.
“I’m leaving now,” I look at Elon.
“That is fine. You did your job, and you’re free to leave,” Elon smiles, and I get into the lift. Going down, I step outside.
I know I acted crazy, but for a brief moment, I thought maybe I should be with Eros. But there is no way I can if he is set to pay to have me. Walking down the street, I raise my head and watch the rain fall on me.
He was trying to protect me, and I should be grateful, but I would rather not be protected and have a normal relationship with him. That’s why I’m reluctant to let him buy me out of the contract. I don’t want him buying or paying for me, and I don’t want his money.
“Alexis, get in.” I turn and see the car. “Please,” Eros looks at me. Sighing, I climb into the back of the car with him.
“I’m sorry for shouting and slapping you,” I say.
“I deserved it. I realised after how I spoke about you and treated you like an object without a say. I told Elon I wouldn’t do it; there would be no contract between you and me. Just consider letting me buy you out, and then he can’t sell you,” he begs, and
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I shake my head.
“I can’t agree to that Eros, I said I would consider it, and I will. Thank you for cancelling that deal.”
“No matter how much I hate the idea of what he plans to do. I realise that it’s wrong for me to get involved until you ask me to or until it’s seriously needed. We weren’t even dating and I acted like IThis content is © NôvelDrama.Org.
had some hold on you, I don’t. It’s your choice and your life. The offer is there for me to buy you out, as well as the offer I just made with Elon.”
His hand grips mine, and he kisses my knuckles.
“I don’t get why you would act so crazy and on impulse,” I say.
“Because I listened, I heard him offering to pay off Clara’s contract if you slept with him. That was nothing compared to hearing him discussing the price of how much the guys need to pay to get their personal video of them with you. I got jealous, which isn’t like me, and I, at that moment, didn’t know how to react or behave.” His eyes meet mine.
“That was his plan. Elon told me if I couldn’t persuade you that he had a plan that would make you agree. You walked straight into it,” I explain.
“It would be worth it to guarantee that he won’t sell you.
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“You’re looking at it wrong. Every time I do videos, the guys I fuck change Eros. I get paid to fuck them, and it be filmed, it’s the same,” I explain.
“No, because those guys are in the business. They do it for the money. They are like you, but the ones Elon is selling you to aren’t. They aren’t doing it as a job, baby; they are paying to be able to fuck you,” he explains.
I know he’s right. That was my argument that he was selling me. Eros wasn’t a pornstar, he was just a guy who wanted an hour with me, and was willing to let it be filmed.
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