Forbidden Desire

She stared at me with tears in her eyes as I knelt before her, holding the engagement ring I had bought weeks before, and my heart seemed to stop for a moment as she began to shake her head while crying.

“No… If I stay, you’ll only hurt me more…”

I stood up, kissing her with such longing, such passion, as if I needed her kisses to breathe, and this time a miracle seemed to happen as she responded. Her lips moved timidly, but it was enough for me in the current situation. This simple gesture made me realize that we still had a chance.Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.

“No, love… I know I’ve promised this so many times and only hurt you more each time, but now we’re here… Facing a huge challenge… And if we can overcome this then we can overcome anything. I know it’s asking too much… I know it will be very difficult to accept the fact that she might be carrying my child, but I swear that this is the only connection I’ll have with her. I feel nothing for her, Jane… After discovering the love I only found with you, I realized I never loved her… It was just ego… Look, I’ll give everything to this baby if it’s really mine, but I swear it’ll only be that… If you want, I’ll get Jinhee out of here now, I’ll arrange a house for her, hire nurses, I don’t know… I’ll do whatever you want, Jane… You have me in your hands… I’ll do whatever you want, but please… All I ask is that you don’t leave me, that you stay with me forever, that you be my wife…”

“Jason, I…”

I kissed her lips again until we were out of breath. I needed to convince her, needed her to stay by my side, needed to hear her say yes, and I wouldn’t give up. When the air was lacking, I pulled our faces apart and caressed her face, wiping away some tears.

“Just say yes to me, love… Please… I love you so much… Say yes to me…”

As the words seemed to come straight from my heart, I kissed her face and rubbed our noses together, trying to imprint her scent on me.

“Please… Stay with me…”

I put my hand on her neck, bringing our faces close, and I felt like I was in heaven when she nodded yes while still crying.

“Was that a yes, love? Did you say yes?”

“Yes…”

I grabbed her hips, lifting her slightly as I spun her around, feeling joy overwhelming me. I heard Jinhee’s heels angrily tapping against the floor as she left, but I didn’t even care. The sheer joy of hearing that simple three-letter word that took me from hell to heaven in a matter of seconds was all that mattered now, and I kissed the woman I loved once again as I slowly lowered her, feeling her body brushing against mine.

“Thank you, my love… Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world, and I love you… I love you more than anything!”

“Please don’t let me regret this, Jason… Please don’t disappoint me again…”

“No… Never again, I swear!”

I kissed her relentlessly, and when I finally placed the ring on her finger, I felt at peace. She looked at me, a faint smile appearing when she looked at the ring on her own finger, but her expression still held sadness. I needed to feel that everything was okay, needed to feel that she was still mine because ever since the phone call earlier, I could only imagine what I would do if I lost her, so before I realized it, I was leading her to our room. I wanted her to see the surprise, wanted to see her smile and be sure that we would be fine. When we entered the room, she looked at all the romantic decorations lit by candles that I had prepared with such care, and I could see that she seemed surprised, but not even that seemed to cheer her up.

“What’s wrong, love? Didn’t you like it?”

She ran her hands over the rose petals on the bed and looked at me, trying to smile.

“Of course, I liked it… It’s just… It’s been a full day! I… I just need time to process all of this… To think…”

And just like magic, all my despair returned.

“To think? Are you still thinking about leaving me?”

“No… I… I don’t know…”

“No… Jane, I’ll do whatever you want! I love you… I love you!”

I pulled her to me, and her confused gaze finally seemed to focus on something when she looked at my mouth with desire as she always did. At that moment, I realized what we both needed, and before I knew it, I was holding her while unzipping her dress.

“Jason…”

“I need you! I need to show you how much I love you… I need to show you that it’s only you I want…”

I trailed my mouth along her neck, biting lightly, and felt her shiver. I cherished every inch of her body with my mouth, my hands sliding over her body, and all the doubts and worries seemed to fade away as I felt her become more and more surrendered.

“You have me at your feet, girl… I’m crazy about you!”

I slid her dress straps down, letting it fall to the floor as I kissed, smelled, and lightly nibbled on her collarbone. I sat her on the bed and knelt in front of her for the second time today, but this time it was to remove her panties. When there was nothing left to keep me from tasting her, I simply put her legs over my shoulders and began to explore her intimacy with my tongue the way I loved.

“Your addictive taste is the only one I want to feel for the rest of my life, love…”

A moan escaped her plump lips, and before I knew it, I was putting my fingers in her mouth, and she welcomed them eagerly, sucking on them, which only made me harder. I delved my tongue deeper and deeper, feeling her arch her back more and more, making her breasts detach from the mattress. I savored her taste until she writhed on the mattress, spilling all her honey into my mouth, and unable to withstand even one more minute without being inside her, I stood up as she helped me open my pants until we became one when I entered her completely, drawing a satisfied moan from her.

“Say it again, love…”

I knew she was completely out of herself; I recognized the expression of pleasure on her face and loved it, but I needed to hear it.

“Say what?”

Her voice came out almost like a moan, and I pulled out of her and entered again, feeling my body burn with desire.

“Say you won’t leave me… Say you’ll marry me… Say you’ll be mine forever…”

I thrust into her with force and precision once again, seeing a satisfied smile on her face. She surprised me with a quick move, ending up on top of me, and I was mesmerized watching her throw her hair to the side as she looked at me in a way every man wants to be looked at.

“I won’t leave you! I’ll marry you! I’ve always been and will always be yours, Park Jason… Only yours…”

She rode me, and I practically lost my senses; everything was always so good and magical that it always felt like a dream. When she moved on me again, I grabbed her waist, wanting more of her.

“I love you, Jane Oliveira!”

We were making love, and it was so good that our moans filled the room. Every time I felt her squeezing me, grinding, and bouncing on top of me, I felt like I was in heaven. I knew that no one could ever make love to me and give me as much pleasure as she did. I started matching her movements, and it didn’t take long for her to reach climax. When I felt her release, I smiled and took off the rest of my clothes, changing positions with her. I let her be on top, but this time facing away from me, and I lifted one of my legs, positioning her between mine so that her clit rubbed against my thigh, and she moaned in delight.

“Oh, love, that feels amazing…”

I held her hips, allowing her to move more easily.

“Then don’t stop, love…”

I raised my torso a bit to kiss her back, enjoying the view of her ample behind moving up and down on me. The more she moaned, the more I wanted to release inside her, and when she started trembling and squeezing me, I couldn’t hold back anymore and released everything I had inside her. But we didn’t stop, not for a minute. This night was ours, and not even the lack of breath would make us slow down this delicious rhythm. She rode me in such a sensual way that she seemed like a star from a porn movie. It was all so intense that I knew I had never felt anything like it before. When our exhausted bodies finally collapsed on the bed, trembling with pleasure, the day was already dawning, and the smiles on our lips revealed how ecstatic we were.

“Wow, I think we broke some kind of record.”

She laughed and lay on my chest while I caressed her back.