Chapter 56 I Couldn't Hold On Any More
Chapter 56 I Couldn't Hold On Any More
Chapter 56 I Couldn't Hold On Any More
Vivian came over in her pajamas. When she saw Norah, she was completely shocked.
"Norah , why are you here?"
Then, she saw Norah was soaked all over. Her hair was loose, looked a bit beaten up.
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After pulling Norah into the house, Vivian immediately went to get a bath towel, then surrounded Norah
wiping her wet hair and body.
"You two have a talk, I'll leave now!" Ivan said humanely and then left.
It wasn't until he left that Norah felt at ease.
She threw herself into Vivian's arms and burst into tears in an instant, "Vivian, I'm so uncomfortable, I
don't think I can hold on anymore."
"What happened?" Vivian quickly realized something was wrong, and asked anxiously, "Did Shawn do
something to you?"
Norah was leaning against Vivian's arms, feeling so tired that she didn't want to say a word.
The TV was still on in the living room.
Vivian lowered the sound, and Norah kept leaning against her, watching TV quietly.
She didn't cry anymore, but she didn't speak either.
She was so silent like a well-behaved doll.
Vivian looked at her, feeling distressed and sworn Shawn in her heart.
After a long time, Norah raised her head and looked at Vivian with a pale face, "Vivian, I'm so cold, I
want to take a shower."
"Okay, stay here. I'll get you some bath water."
"Ok."
Soon, Vivian filled the bathtub and fetched Norah some clothes.
When Norah entered the bathroom, Vivian was very worried, "Norah , let me accompany you!"
Norah shook her head, "It's fine, I can do it alone."
She wanted to be quiet, alone.
In the bathroom, the heat was soaring, and when Norah entered, it was as if she had entered a
fairyland, filled with smoke.
The temperature inside was just right.
After glancing at the bathroom, Norah walked in and soaked herself into the water with clothes on.
The water was very warm.
Norah closed her eyes and soaked herself in the bathtub without any hesitation.
A huge amount of water instantly flooded her shoulders, neck, then face, and finally her entire head.
Soon, all the body was soaked in the water.
The buoyancy of the water made her feel as if her whole body was floating. The long hair spread out in
the water like vines, a deep black.
It seemed that only at this time could she not think about anything and made herself blank.
She could also take the disguise off and be herself.
When her head surfaced, Norah took a deep breath and reached out to wipe off the water droplets on
her face.
It was a little salty and astringent.
At this moment, even she herself couldn't tell whether she was crying or not.
Outside the door, Vivian had been standing by and waiting quietly.
She didn't dare to walk back and forth, for fear of putting too much pressure on Norah.
She didn't dare to walk away either, because she felt that Norah's emotion was very bad, and she was
afraid of something bad would happen if she left.
Twenty minutes passed, Vivian felt more anxious.
After hesitating for a long time, she knocked on the door, "Norah , done?"
One minute later, Norah's voice came from inside, "Well, almost."
After another seven or eight minutes, Norah opened the door in pajamas.
Seeing her out, Vivian breathed a sigh of relief.
When she saw Norah's ruddy face, she immediately touched her head, and asked worriedly, "Why is
your face so red? Do you have a fever?"
"No, it may be because of the vapor. Bathing too long."
Hearing that, Vivian felt it was reasonable, so she didn't think much about it.
At night, Vivian stayed with Norah until she fell asleep, and she turned off the light and left the room.
However, what Vivian didn't know was that just after she closed the door and left, Norah opened her
eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling.
She felt that she was not good at all, very terrible.
But for some reason, she just couldn't be happy.
She opened her mouth and tried hard to practice smile like she did before. But once, twice, eight times,
ten times...
Even she tried many times that didn't work.
She couldn't laugh, she felt as if she had forgotten how to laugh.
Happiness, anger, sadness, and joy are obviously human instincts!
Such a simple thing, why she couldn't do it?
Norah didn't want to give up. The harder it was the more she wanted to try.
In the end, she didn't remember how many times she tried, and her face was stiff, she still didn't make
out a bright smile.
It turned out that if heart was withered, laugh couldn't appear.
Just like the roots of a tree die, the leaves are destined to turn yellow.
For the reason of filming all the year round, adding the frequent filming at night, Vivian's rest time was
very irregular. She often stayed up late at night, so she had developed the habit of going to bed late
and getting up late.
But thinking of Norah, she deliberately set several alarm clocks and woke up very early.
"Norah , I'm ready for breakfast, get up and eat some." Vivian opened the door saying softly.
However, when she saw the empty bed, she was instantly stunned.
Norah was not there.
When she walked in, she found a small note on the bedside table.
It was left by Norah. The words on it were neat. "Vivian, thank you for taking me in last night. I'm much
better. I know it's not easy for you to film, you should have a good rest. Don't worry about me. Norah ."
As soon as Vivian read it, she immediately called Norah.
But no one answered.
Norah originally planned to go home to review directly. A week later, she had an interview with a well-
known hospital in the country, and it was also her favorite hospital.
That was what she had always pursued, so she had to give 100% effort without excuses.
Moreover, that hospital was also where her mother used to work in.
It was just that her mother was not an official nurse at that time with a meager salary.
When she was a child, her mother often said, "Norah , if you like to major in medicine, you must study
hard and work for this hospital in the future. When I see those doctors and professors save the dying
and rescue the patients who are entering the gate of hell, I really admire them. That is what I have
always been yearning for. But unfortunately I don't have the chance any more. I hope that you can
achieve it and become a respectable doctor."
"And with such a stable job, you will have the ability to purchase your own house to live in. When you
are old and retired, you'll have retirement allowance. Then I'll set my heart at rest."
So, whether it was for her mother or herself, she had to do her best.
However, plans had not kept pace with the changes.
On the way back, Norah suddenly felt a severe headache and felt dizzy.
Last night, she was a little hot and cold. She always thought it was because of the rain, and didn't take
it seriously. Until now, all the symptoms conveyed a message that she was caught by a cold and most
likely had a fever.
Thinking of the baby, Norah caressed her stomach immediately.