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two weeks have passed and I am so relieved that not a single Lucifer Villaflores is messing with my life right now. After our argument and after what I said to him he left. I know he’s mad of what I said but it’s the only way for him to leave me alone.
but there was a part of me that was disgusted because he didn’t show up or touch me after that. Did I think he would do anything just to get me back? Gosh, I should be happy but why am I feeling this? This is Lucifer’s fault. Annoying! I just tried to forget Lucifer from my mind and pay attention to the scenes.
I was on my way to the Philippines for Mylene and Tristan’s wedding and when I finally arrived I looked at the place. I miss this country. that’s why I won’t be here long because after Mylene and Tristan’s wedding I will be going back to Italy again.
I didn’t let them know I was going home now so they didn’t pick me up but I still knew the ins and outs here so I checked into a hotel. the next day is their wedding and I have one week to stay in this country.
It was already night when I arrived so as soon as I entered my hotel room I went straight to sleep because I was tired.
The next morning, I just remembered that I didn’t eat last night so I ordered food here. while waiting for my order I arranged my belongings. Their wedding is tomorrow and my plan today is for me to go to a salon. Of course, I know how to beautify now.
while I was inside the salon and rebounding I picked up my cellphone and called Mylene’s number.
“Hi how are you?” I greeted Mylene when she answered my call.
“Lara! Where are you? Are you in the Philippines yet? Tomorrow is my wedding!”
“Yeah, I’m in the Philippines and I’m in the salon now, making up.” I smiled and said.
“What ?! Why didn’t you tell us so Tristan and I could pick you up?” Question it.
“I don’t want to disturb you both, Myl. I want you to prepare and be ready for your wedding tomorrow. don’t worry about me, I can handle myself. “I heard her sigh on the other line.
“Gosh, I’m so excited and a little bit worried.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Maybe that’s how it is when I get married but that joy prevails over me. I’m so excited and I can’t wait for tomorrow to come! I will finally marry my sugar daddy. Thank you so much, Lara! If you hadn’t been his friend I wouldn’t have known him. “He laughed so I laughed too.
“Even if he’s not my friend, Myl. love will surely find ways to bring you two closer. ”
“Lara, I now believe in love and forever because of Tristan. I hope you will also find the right man for you. Speaking of right man, I heard the Villa family was in Italy last week–”
“Let’s not talk about them, Mylene. i know what you mean but I just want to tell you that he is not the right man for me. It just hurts me. “I cut him off.
“Really, Lara? What kind of pain is it? Pain in the abdomen?” It laughed making my cheeks blush.
“Mylene! My gosh, that’s really what you infected Tristan ! you’re being green. “He laughed.
“Maybe you met in Italy because I also heard that his dad was hospitalized and he was confined to the hospital where you work! Maybe you just didn’t meet, maybe you went to bed–”
“Mylene, that’s your mouth ! I didn’t know that you weren’t just green in your mind, you were also chísmosa. “He laughed again.
“Hey! For your information, marites like me are called and not chísmosa. Besides, marites like me are just curious so–”
“Why am I hearing this from you, Mylene the curious marites?”
“Don’t change the topic, Lara! What? Did you meet there?” I sigh.
“Yes.” Impit it stuck.
“And then, what? Nag-sé–”
“Yes! Yes!” I admitted. because it’s weird and embarrassing to the one who rebounds with me now if he still hears that word.
It screamed so loudly again that I pushed the cellphone away from my ear. When it stopped screaming I put it back on.
“Noise you Mylene!” Sita ko.
“I’m not just noisy on the cellphone, I’m in bed too–”
“Oh, please stop! Where is my friend? It’s not Mylene! She’s not like this!” Turan ko.
“Maybe it’s because of my hormones.” He replied frowning at my forehead.
“What’s the connection?” I will ask.
“I’m pregnant, so maybe I’m like thisyou know, I’m always horny since I found out I’m pregnant– ”
“Oh my God, Mylene! Really ?! Congratulations!”
“Lara, why do you always cut me?” Its complaint.
“That’s why I’m talking to another Mylene today. you’re not just Mylene the curious marites right now but you’re also Mylene the hórny pregnant. “I don’t know how many laughs this is.
“I’m also being like this because I miss Tristan! They said we can’t meet before the wedding if we want you to continue. we badly want the wedding to happen so even though we didn’t want to, we still did it. “Out of satisfaction, she was suddenly sad. Jusko! She’s pregnant!
“It’s fine, Myl. All right, I’ll just see you tomorrow okay? I’ll hang up now!” When he answered I cut the call.
Mylene and Tristan’s wedding day I prepared early. I’m the bridesmaid so I arrived early.
We are all in church and we are just waiting for the bride. I can see that Tristan is nervous. Maybe it worries if Mylene will show up. but, knowing her will really come.
We were ready for the walk because we were the first but I was shocked to see the man in my mind the past few days.
What is Lucifer doing here ?!
“Miss Silva, Mr. Villaflores will be your partner.” it was as if I were fainting at what I heard. What? Wait, I wasn’t informed!
I could no longer complain when Lucifer approached me with a serious face. I was quickly overwhelmed by the look of it that amazed me. Is he mad? I just didn’t speak and just kept quiet until the bride arrived and we started walking.
We’re both silent and I’m not comfortable in his presence. He’s not talking to me! What do I expect? Of course, he was so quiet and this is because of what I told him!
when the ceremony started I first forced myself to lose Lucifer in my mind and focus on Tristan and Mylene.
Everyone was in tears when they said they both had their vows. As Tristan spoke I couldn’t help but look at Lucifer. my eyes widened slightly when I caught it looking at me as well. I was the first to recover and never looked at him again. Tristan and Mylene also announced that Mylene is pregnant which made everyone happy.
“I now pronounce you husband and wife.” we all applauded when Tristan kissed Mylene. Someone yelled and shouted. When they both walked and we were outside the church, Mylene had to throw back her flowers and the next one to share would be the bride.
but to everyone’s surprise he did not throw it away but handed it to me.
“W-What are you doing, Mylene?” I will ask.
“Sorry guys, I really want to give this to my bestfriend because I know she will be the next bride. Oh, Mr. Villaflores, you already know what to do!” my face blushed profusely at what Mylene said and felt ashamed of everyone here.
“N-It’s embarrassing what you did before, Mylene!” We were at the reception and I approached him immediately.
“You have nothing to worry about, Lara. You’re single and he’s also single. don’t torture yourselves! We all know that you both love each other– ”
“I don’t love him anymore!”
“Oh, lies!” Mylene stared at me.
I stopped because of what he said. Yeah, lies.
“A-Ah just! Why did you do that, huh?”
“It’s like your relationship is lumevel-up.”
“But we don’t have a relationship!”
“Ah, so you want to have a relationship? Why don’t you approach and forgive?” My cheeks blushed at what he said.
“I-That’s not what I meant–” He shrugged.
“You know, bestfriend.. stop denying your feelings because we both know you’re just narrowing down. You still love him but your pride prevails. I know you’ve forgiven him for a long time, you’re just denying it. Please … I just want you to be happy. if I didn’t like him then, now I know why he did it. “My forehead frowned. Suddenly his eyes widened and he smiled raw.
“I m-mean–”
“What do you mean, Mylene?” I wonder question. It faded and retreated to me.
“W-Nothing ! I just mean I know that he really loved you before but he was more angry with you then because of the misconception. “I just sighed at what he said. Ofcourse, he was really angry with what he saw before .
“Wait, why did you invite him?” I will ask.
“Tristan and him are okay now. They’ve gotten along. They all know the truth now. You’re the only ones who haven’t gotten along yet.” It bothered me again. My cellphone rang.
“I’ll just answer this call.” I said goodbye to Mylene and headed to the place where there weren’t many people and it was quiet.
“Hello?”
“Hi, gorgeous! How’s Philippines? How are you?” Radicus asked when I answered his call.
“Hello, Rad. Philippines is still Philippines and I’m fine. I’m actually in my bestfriend’s wedding right now.” My answer.
“Yeah, I heard from dad.. you’re on a one week leave. ”
“Yes, it’s good to be approved. You know the hospital is very busy.” I laughed softly.
“Ofcourse! Daddy still. You really want to be a daughter-in-law.”
“Radicus!” We both laughed at what it said.
“I’m just kidding!” Aniya.
“Okay, I have to hang up now. Enjoy your night, gorgeous!”
“Thank you! You too!” I answered and dropped the call.
When I was about to go back, I jumped with a large body in front of me.
“I guess you’re having a funny and sweet phone call with your man.” Lucifer’s cold voice.
“W-What are you doing here?” I will ask.
“I followed you.” He answered and mumbled.
I bent down and was about to leave when he grabbed my arm.
“L-Lucifer, what–”
“I agree of what your bestfriend said earlier.” My chest throbbed at what he said. I think I know where this is going …
“You will be the next bride and I will be your groom.” There is a quality to its voice.
“How sure are you that you will be my groom?” Eventually I got even more annoyed.
His jaw clenched. “I will be your only groom, Lara.. not that man in Italy, not other men! “He said and he kissed me on my lips. I tried to push him but he’s so strong! In the end, I drifted into his kisses. I gave in.
I felt her hands go down to the hem of my dress.
“L-Lucifer …”fortunately it was a bit dark in our band so no one could see unless they approached us.
“Just take the pleasure, Lara.” He said and inserted his hand into my underwear.
“Ahh!” I clung so tightly to his arm. He inserted one finger to my wet fold.
he started thrusting in and out. I could do nothing but accept the pleasure he made me feel.
“You’re mine, Laraeven if you drive me away over and over again, nothing will change about the fact that you only belong to this demon and no matter how you tried to push me away, you’re still mine. Your mind, your body, your heart and this fcking wet p*ssy. “And that night, he made me c*m with his fingers. after what happened I pushed him hard.
“I-I’ll be back there …” I nodded and adjusted myself.
When I look at him, he’s smirking.
“I will see you again, my Velle.” He said before I returned to the venue. I said goodbye to Tristan and Mylene. the two still fought but nothing was done yet. I went back to my hotel tired and Lucifer was the only thing on my mind.
Over the next few days, I locked myself in my hotel room. Mylene was on her honeymoon so we never called again. I just texted them to enjoy. it’s my last day here in the Philippines and my flight is tomorrow. Before I go back to Italy, I decided to visit my child’s grave.
When I sat next to my son’s tombstone, I can’t help but to cry. I put down the flower I was carrying and lit the candle I was carrying.
“It’s been four years, son. I’m sorry if mama just visited you again huh? How are you there? I know that you’re fine there. You know that I tried to forget the pain that your father gave me. P -But son, the pain is gone but why is it like this ? n-I still feel for your dad? “I wiped away my tears.
“No matter how hard I try to forget and hate him, I still can’t. Son, I didn’t mean to blame your dad for losing you. I-I just want to give him pain that time. i want him to feel what I felt when I lost you. “Dumaan ang ihip ng hangin.
“No matter how I blame him and how I push him away, It still doesn’t change the fact that I still have feelings for him. Son, what is the right thing for me to do? Should I apologize to him?” I laughed weakly at realizing my question.
“Silly, I know you won’t answer. But, I know children like you want to see their parents happy, together and in love. Son … I realized that I should forgive him. I can’t because I can’t. Your aunt Mylene is rightI’m just torturing myself. All these years, I thought I’m already happy without him. But I’m wrong. There’s a part of me that’s missing. “I sighed.
“I admit, I still love him …”
“And he loves you too.” My eyes widened when I heard a voice behind me.
“L-Lucifer?” I asked in shock.
“Yes, my Velle. And, I heard everything. You didn’t even notice me because you were busy confessing your feelings towards me to our child.” My face flushed at what he said and stood up.Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.
“L-Lucif–”
“Shh …” He pressed his finger to my lips.
“You don’t know how happy I am, Velle. So please, stop pushing me away. Stand up for what you said earlier because I’m really sure that you just said that you still love me.” He said and smiled.
I pushed his hand away and sighed again.
“Lucifer, I’ll be honest with youyes, I still love you but I still won’t lose the fear in my heart that you might just hurt me again. I don’t want to feel that pain anymore. “I said seriously. He just held my two hands.
“From now on, I will be you Lucifer again. Lucifer who became your boyfriend when we’re in college. I am sorry for all the things I’ve said and done to you that hurts you, my Velle. I’ll take it back now if you’ll just give it another chance. “Our foreheads met.
“Please … be mine again, Velle.” He whispered.
my tears flowed.
“P-I’m tired of pretending I don’t love you anymore, Lucifer. I’m tired of pretending I don’t love you anymore. Lucifer … I’m sorry. Sorry for blaming you. Sorry for giving up on you.” I stepped back a little and nodded and smiled one after another.
“One last chance Lucifer.” his eyes shone.
“Yes Lucifer. I’m yours again.”