Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond

Kaia POV

At first he is gentle, he lets his finger explore the outer area until it plunges deeply into my womanly depths.

His finger seems to go in deeper into my lower core, twirling around and reaching a spot I didn't know even existed.

He presses against an area and whatever it is, it causes me to scream out in pleasure. A satisfied smile erupts onto his face as I hear his own wolf purr from his chest.

He continues to pump his fingers, pressing against that spot, and I can feel tingles spreading up into my

lower stomach.

His mouth continues to eat up my moans, his body pressing firmly against mine.

My hands need to hold something, to clamp down on something and I go to reach for him but his free hand grabs mine, placing them and holding them behind my lower back. I gasp out when he adds another finger into my depths.

His fingers continue to move in and out of me, as I hear my own juices increasing and the sensitivity of the area intensifying.

Nothing else matters in this moment, not what might be happening outside the door, what might be happening in our packs. Only this. Only him and me.

His relentless movements make me forget the forgotten, make my mind blank...and I know this is a feeling I could easily get addicted to.

My eyes roll into the back of my head as I pant out his name only for him to place a kiss on my neck.... until he sucks again at my sensitive spot and that blows me over...

I feel my walls tightening, I feel my muscles clamping down on his fingers until I lose all matter of my senses and my head turns dizzy from the mind shattering eruption within me.

He continues with his touch within my womanly folds, letting me ride out my orgasm....my body heating as tingles explode like fireworks across every inch of my body.

I want more...I don't want this to stop.

I pull at his T-shirt again, wanting it off him...wanting any material between us gone.

I want skin on skin only.

He pulls his fingers out of me and I watch in horror as he sucks my juices off him. His own eyes closing as he tastes me.

They reopen with an even deeper level of lust in them, desire so strong that it takes my breath away.

More, I need more and so does he.

But...something pushes forward in my mind. A small level of doubt. He picks up on it as he brings his face towards mine, his forehead pressing against mine. ""What is it?"

"Nothing...it's just...I don't know if I've ever done this before." My words are between my rising chest.

It was clear that of all things he wasn't expecting me to say that. His eyes bore into mine, searching for something but I'm not sure what. Had we already been together and he was now hurt I couldn't remember. "Hector?" My hands loosen within his grip giving me the opportunity to release one and place it to his cheek. Helping him to come out of his own thoughts, as I gently cup the side of his face.

""You're not..."

"No?" I chuckle out trying to recreate the playful passion between us but something has changed and I groan internally at spoiling the atmosphere. For ruining the moment.

"Have we done it before?" I ask him, searching into his eyes.This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

"No, but you're right it should be at the right timing." His voice is stony, cold.

He moves away from me and I am cold again from his lack of touch.

I can't believe I just did that.

"I wasn't saying that, I was just..." My legs move off the desk but they are trembling still from my organism. I reach down and pull my leggings back up as best as I can.

"...I just didn't want to disappoint you because I don't remember anything. I didn't want to disappoint by not being any good at it." It is hard to navigate because I didn't know how much of sex is taught and how much comes naturally. But I have the feeling Hector would lead just like he did with the kiss and his fingers just now.

Damn, why did I say anything. Why did I let my inner doubt take over me. Why did I just ruin that.

"Kaia, listen to me carefully. You could never disappoint me...ever." His eyes find mine in a reassuring look, but his body moves to his desk. His words were saying one thing but his body language the other...

he couldn't be further from me now.

"You aren't pissed off?"

""What for?"

"For me ruining the moment just now."

"Did it ruin it for you..."

"Well no." I was still high from my orgasm, it didn't ruin it for me.

"Then it hasn't been ruined." He smiles up at me, but the smile doesn't reach his eyes. Something, something is bothering him and I know it is me.

I feel like an idiot, for letting the bond get ahead of me. For losing control,

I move to the door but his hand grabs at my elbow. I didn't even notice him move towards me, he was

fast.

"You are the most important person in my life Kaia. Nothing matters more than you, more than us. We have time, we have forever." His words resonate in my ears, I was the most important person in his life. "Stop overthinking and trust the bond like you did just now." His lips move back on mine, his arms pulling me into him as his chest.

I try to deepen our kiss but he pulls away, his fingers tracing along my neck as they land of my mark.

"Trust in this."