Chapter 31
Sarina
I’m really pissed off at this shameless pervert Maximus! I quickly stood up and got dressed. It’s so annoying; I’m really frustrated. I never thought I’d feel this angry just because he stopped pleasuring me. What’s happening to me? Am I becoming a pervert, too? The influence of that scoundrel is overwhelming! Of all the things he could teach me, why does it have to be about lust? He had better watch out because I’d make sure he would pay for it.
I suddenly stopped and sat down again after getting dressed. I looked and felt myself. Oh, gosh, I want him to continue. Is this all there is? Damn! Why can’t I calm down? Frustrated, I lifted my skirt again and looked at my fingers. My nails weren’t long because I wasn’t used to growing them out. “This is insane,” I told myself before closing my eyes after I leaned back.
Slowly, I slipped my hand inside my panties and mimicked what Maximus did. I gently played with my clit, and I have to admit, it felt okay. But something was missing; I couldn’t feel the same pleasure and joy I felt when my husband did it. Frustrated, I quickly stopped fingering myself. “Annoying!” I couldn’t help but shout.
I crossed my arms and sat while waiting for my shameless husband, who still hadn’t come out of the room. What was he doing? Did he really have no intention of continuing what he started? Several minutes passed before the door finally opened, and I greeted him with a glare.
“Let’s go out and eat dinner.” He said nonchalantly.
“I don’t want to, I’m full.” I stood up from my seat and headed to the room to bathe. He followed me with his eyes, and when I passed by him, he grabbed my arm to stop me.
“I said, let’s eat.” It didn’t sound like a request but a command.
“I said I’m full.”
“Oh, you ate with your beloved, so you have no appetite to join me for dinner.” My eyes narrowed at what he said because he was implying something else.
“Oh, you finished with your darling, so you didn’t continue what you were doing to me earlier,” I replied, taking back my arm from his grip.
“Are you mad because you were left hanging?” he asked, and I almost poked his eyes out because he had the nerve to ask.
I smiled at him and said, “Why would I be mad if you left me hanging when I didn’t expect anything from you?” Then, I quickly walked away and went inside the room. I needed to bathe because my panties were wet, and it felt sticky. Besides, I wanted to sleep instead of facing my insensitive husband.
“Sarina!” he shouted as he entered the room. Gosh, he really followed me.
“Don’t shout at me, Maximus!” I shouted back.Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.
“What else am I not allowed to do to you?” he asked, but his tone was still with a wave of controllable anger, so I knew he was holding back.
“Everything! Don’t talk to me, don’t touch me, don’t notice me!”
“So, I don’t have the right to be mad even though I know you were with that man?”
“Jason, his name is Jason. And what’s wrong if we were together? We weren’t doing anything wrong!”
“Do you think it’s that simple? After I found out that you were together and he’s coming back to you, you expect me to just sit quietly and watch you looking happy with him?”
“What are you talking about, coming back?”
“Isn’t he? Don’t tell me he has no plans to get back with you.” I couldn’t respond to that because it was true. But I already told Jason that what he wanted was unlikely to happen. “Why can’t you answer?”
“And what do you want me to say? Do you expect me to say yes, I hope we’ll get back together? Is that what you think of me? I know what I got myself into, Maximus, and the importance of our agreement. And I especially know what you are to me.”
“And what am I to you? An employer?”
“A husband! Do you think it’s easy to forget that I married you?” I angrily asked him. “You make it seem like our contract means nothing to me. You may mean nothing to me, but not our marriage because it’s something that is already marked in my name and my life. I can’t take it back, but I decided to stand by what I got myself into.”
He remained silent and just looked at me, probably assessing the truth and sincerity of what I said. “There has been no other man in my life except Jason. How can you think I might cheat in our marriage when you are the one who has had many women in your life.”
“Many women, none of whom I took seriously. But you, I know you love him, and he loves you. What chance do I have against him, Sarina?”
“Isn’t it enough for you to feel secure that we’re married?” I asked.
“Do you love me?” he asked too. I couldn’t answer because I didn’t know what to say. Do I love him? “We got married because of what you and I need. It was a marriage of convenience for both of us. Is that enough to ensure that no other man besides me will come into your life?”
“Am I enough for you? With how perverted you are? With the many women who come to you, how sure are you that you won’t entertain even one of them?” I asked back. Between the two of us, he thinks he’s at a disadvantage? It’s absurd if he thinks that way because no matter how I look at it, I’m the one at a loss. “When our contract ends, and you divorce me, do you think there will be a decent man who will want me when they find out I was divorced? Do you think there will be someone who will take me seriously and not just want sex because they think I already have a lot of experience simply because you’ve been my husband?”
His jaw clenched, and face dimmed. You know, the kind of look that you can’t fathom what’s on his mind and what he’s planning. The distance between us disappeared because, in an instant, he was in front of me, holding my waist.
“There’s one thing you need to know, Sarina.” His face was very serious, so I felt a bit nervous. “Your Jason will wait for his eyes to turn white, but it will never happen that we separate. Only I will kiss you, touch you, suck your breasts, eat your pussy, fuck and ravage your body. Even if everything on your body sags, no one else can touch you but me. Remember, you are mine now, tomorrow, and for the rest of your life.”
I was left gaping because of what he said. He walked out, and I didn’t know where he went, but I was still in the room, standing where he left me. What did those words mean? Does he have no plans to end our contract? And why did he mention Jason waiting for our contract to end? Does he know something about that? That shameless man is making me think.