CHAPTER 39
-CLARA-
We walked into the dining room and I stared at Damon’s face as soon
“You made all this?” He questioned and I nodded.
as soon as his eyes landed on the food.
*Doesn’t it look and smell nice?” questioned and he turned to me suspiciously.
“Why are you doing all this? Did you infuse it with tulips?” He questioned and I rolled my eyes.
“Oh shut up and ca
eat. I’m not trying to kill you, I’m just trying to act like a wife to you. We have limited time together so I’m going to make the most of it. I’ve always wanted to be a wife” I murmured but the suspicious look on his face didn’t disappear but he didn’t say anything else and just went to sit down.
After what Alicia said, I decided to make the most of the time I could be with him. It wasn’t even because she threatened me but because! gave it a lot of thought and maybe space was going to be good for Damon and I, I was getting a little too attached and I needed to detach myself before it was too late but for now, I’ll make the most of the time we have together.
“Go on, cat” I muttered and he let out a sigh before picking up a spoon and tasting the chicken soup
soup first.
He paused slightly before turning to me with wide eyes.
*This is good, are you sure you cooked this?” He questioned and I sighed.
“Did you really think I didn’t know how to cook? While I was in Liam’s house, I had to learn how to cook so I wouldn’t go hungry on the days his mother wouldn’t have them serve me food. So I learnt how to cook from the cooks” I muttered before taking a seat then took his spoon and tasted the soup.
“Hmm, you’re right. This is deli… My eyes widened as Damon suddenly slammed his lips on mine, swirling around his tongue in my mouth before pulling away.
“I was right, it tastes better in your mouth” He murmured then pulled me into his lap and I mean when he squeezed my boobs before capturing my already hardened nipple through my top. I wasn’t wearing a bra.
“Damon, the food,” I muttered then moaned when I felt how hard he was,
“I want to have my fill of you first” she murmured before lifting up his waist and pulling down his pants. His cock sprang free and instinctively grabbed onto it and he hissed.
“Clara” He groaned out my name and I moaned. He was so fucking hard and I knew I was so wet.
I dragged my hand up and down his length before slamming my lips on his. He growled into my lips then lifted up my shirt, pushed my underwear to the side and shoved his cock into me and I immediately felt full.
“Oh goddess” I moaned out as I held onto his shoulder.
“Ride me, baby,” He murmured and I rode him as fast as I could and with the way he was moaning and groaning, I was doing it right.
“Yes, clench that pussy around my cock. You are perfect” He muttered as he gave my butt a quick squeeze before spanking it and my resolve came tumbling down as I came here,
“Go on, Baby: Make me come, don’t stop” He uttered through clenched teeth and I rode him despite how sensitive my core was and after a while, he ploded inside me and I came again before collapsing on his chest.
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We stayed in that position for a while before I scoffed.
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“Sex isn’t the only way you can be like a husband to me you know? I know you only care about sex but be more discreet” I muttered before pulling away from him and he sighed as he pulled up his pants. Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!
“How else can I be like a husband to you?” He questioned and I pointed at the food.
“For one, cat my food and compliment me. It’s all cold now and you probably won’t enjoy it anymore” I muttered and was about to walk away when he grabbed my hand.
“Why are you so mad? I didn’t say I wasn’t going to eat it” He muttered and I yanked my hand out of his grip.
“It doesn’t matter anymore, I’m going up to my room” I muttered before running away before he could stop me.
I ran into my room and closed the door behind me before letting out a sigh. Mire and more everyday, I’m just reminded about the fact that I’m nothing but a sex machine and a baby factory to him.
Did I overreact? It feels like I did but this feeling of never being enough was getting too much. I wasn’t enough for Liam and that’s why it was that easy to leave me. Very soon Damon wouldn’t want me anymore because I won’t be enough for him.
Everyone ends up leaving me at the end and knowing eventually I was going to end up alone made my heart ache.
Just then, my phone rang and Aunt Amelia’s name popped up on the screen and I smiled. At least I know she wasn’t going to leave me anytime soon.
“Hello Aunt Amelia” I uttered into the phone and she was quiet for a while.
“Is something wrong dear? You sound like you’re about to cry” She uttered worriedly and I broke down and told her everything and how I was feeling. Leven told her about Alicia’s threat
“How can I stop feeling this way? You’re right Aunt, I’m falling for Damon but I don’t want to because I know there’s no future for us. I just want to be happy, Aunt, I just want a family. I want to be loved” I murmured and she sighed.
“Maybe you do need a break from him. You need to realize that you don’t need anyone but yourself to be able but I know for a fact that the mood goddess made you and Damon mates for a reason but if you think space will be good for you then take it, Clara. I want you to be happy and you should know that I’ll always be here for you. I’ll always love you” She murmured and I smiled.
“Thank you Aunt. Do you think I should apologize for overreacting? My emotions have just been all over the place” I murmured.
“If you think that’s best then do that, Clara. You know deep down what’s the right step to take” I smiled then nodded her goodbye before ending the call.
I stood there a while as I practiced what I was going to tell Damon. Was I just going to outright apologize?
I shook my head then sighed. I was just going to wing it.
I walked out of the room and walked back to the Dining room to check if Damon was still there, which I doubted.
I walked into the dining room and not only was I surprised by the fact that Damon was still there, he had eaten all the food and was currently sleeping on the table.
I turned to the maids who were standing by the table, staring at him with worry in their eyes.
“He couldn’t possibly have eaten everything right?” I questioned as walked towards Damon and saw that he was out cold. He must have eaten himself into a food coma.
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“We tried to stop him Madam but he said since you cooked it, he was going to eat it all because he wants to be a good husband to you” One of the maids uttered as i frowned despite my heart swelling with happiness.
I reached out and caressed his face.
“Don’t make me fall in love with you, Damon. I’m begging you” I murmured softly as a lone tear slid down my cheeks…
Chapter 40