Call me Alpha

Chapter 15: Awkward

Aiden's POV

Every thought I had started fading from the moment I taste her lips.

I was hesitant at first, not planning to rush completing the process of mating but whenever Ashira's this

close to me in a secluded room, just the two of us, all I wanted is to praise her body with my mouth.

My thirst for sex subsides when I put my claim on her. Sure, my wolf is now calm and confident that she

belonged only to me but when I'm with Ashira, I always feel the need to release my heat. The

difference from before I met her is that my body only called for her. I only want her.

I mounted above her without breaking the kiss. My cock is growing big and hard every second that I'm

kissing her. Hell, just being with her, my member always reacts the same!

She groaned when my mouth left hers, only to moan when I started tasting the skin on her neck.

Licking and biting on her sensitive flesh. My mouth traveled down just above her full breast, cutting the

thread of control I was trying to make.

My wolf growled from fervor as I grabbed on the fabrics that cover what's mine.

I ripped her shirt in half, dismissing it on her body. When I saw her underwear inside, I didn't bother to

think twice as I tear it in half. Enjoying the sight of her rack jiggles once it was freed.

I felt the fire of my arousal fuelled when I saw the reaction on her face. She looked too sexy with her

rosy cheeks and wearied eyes that made me lust over her. To see more of that pleasing expression. To

pleasure her more.

Her moist red lips urged me to devour it. I smashed my lips on hers, giving her a deep short kiss that

makes her moan more.

My hand caressed her arm, feeling the smoothest skin my hand ever touched. I cupped one of her

breasts as I shift from kissing her lips to sucking the peak of her other breast.

Ashira's moans are louder and longer than I heard before. Her sound is like music to my ears,

persuading me to do more.

She grabbed my hair while her other hand tugged on my shirt. I looked through my lashes to see her

face and I almost lost myself.

Her eyes are closed and her mouth is half-open, gasping for air like it left her lungs. I smiled from

watching her feeling good.

I licked her nipple last before pulling myself up. She looked at me with questioning eyes but I won't

stop. I can't feel myself stopping tonight.

Grabbing the hem of my shirt, I took off my clothes, not taking my gaze away from hers.

Her eyes looked down from my face and examined my naked chest like she never sees it before. I

smirked when her eyes stopped on my bulging pants, I can feel her excitement flowing through me.

I traced my fingers to her hips and stopped when I reached the band of her shorts. I pulled it down

along with her panties, wanting her bare next to me.

Her eyes shut slowly as her last clothing left her body.

Another growl from my wolf was heard as I watched her naked body laid just for my eyes. Ready to be

devoured by me.

"Aiden..." She whispers my name like she wanted something she couldn't find what. Her legs pressed

against each other as she tried to hide her gem from my sight. I loved how innocent she looks right now

but at the same time, very tempting.

I leaned down to her, still mounting above her. "Yes, baby?" I said in a low voice then I teased her ears

by licking it. Another moan came from her lips and I'm aroused even more.

'Do it! Do it! Do it!' my wolf cheered inside my head.

I kissed her lips and moved my hands down, grazing my fingers anywhere it touched on the way to her

sensitive folds.

Ashira cried with ecstasy as my fingers had its first contact with her slit. I can feel it's moisture, soaking

wet from excitement and pleasure. I groaned as my wolf cheered once again, feeling proud we made

our mate feel this way.

"Please..." her voice croaked, her arousal is evident not just from her voice but also from how soaked

she is.

I started playing with her down there as I devour her lips, suppressing her moan that can make my hard

member burst at any moment.

I rubbed my thumb on her clit, playing with it in circles. She mumbled a whimper, feeling the pleasure of

my expert finger on her sensitive peak.

I let go of our kiss and started kissing her neck, down to her breast. My hand never took its attention

away from her drenched spot, teasing it with my dab hand as I sucked on her right teat.

"Ohh!" she can no longer contain her moans as she unconsciously grinds her hips on my hand, her

feeling of intense pleasure flows to me, making my cock throbbed for her.

I groaned and played her nipples with my teeth, she arched her back at that. Her feet stiffened as it

pointed straight. I rubbed her clit faster, my hand is already drenched with her fluids that made my

motion free from keeping its pace.

"Oh, God! Aiden!" I groaned as I felt her body convulse beneath me, she's nearing to her edge! I

played with her more, wanted for her to reach her climax and she did. A long soft moan escaped her

lips, she's arching her back as her hands gripped with the sheets tight.

My cock is already throbbing and I can feel it pulsates with the desire to take her now. Her breathing is

heavy, filling the room with her expiration and soft moans from the aftershock of what she just had.

I licked her neck and went up on her lips, kissing it gently as it trembles lightly from her orgasm.

I was about to stand up and take off my pants, ready to free my raging member but when I looked up to

her, her eyes are closed and her breathing is now even. I frowned as I realized that she passed out, not

sure if it's from the overwhelming pleasure she just had.

'Is she asleep?' my wolf asked. I growled at him, blocking my emotions of dismay so it won't flow to

Ashira. Afraid that she'll wake up once she felt my wolf sulking. 'She left us hanging!' my wolf huffed.

I smiled from how cute she looked despite my temperature rising from the heat. I closed my eyes tight

as I gently slide myself on her side, not waking her from her slumber. I slowly covered her naked body

with a blanket. She looks so peaceful like she is but I'm the opposite of peace.

I looked at my bulging pants and sighed. Damn.

Ashira's POV

The rays of sun passing through the gap of curtains hit my eyes, awakening me. I yawned and looked

around the room, realizing that I'm in Aiden's bed and he is not lying beside me.

Suddenly, the memories of last night flowed to me like waters! Shit!

I sat up hastily as my hand covered my mouth. The sheets covering my body fell and I was naked

underneath the fabric. Damned hell!

I just had my first orgasm last night and I passed out after! I'm tired yesterday from the activities Ava

and I did but what Aiden did make me exhaust more! My cheeks blushed as Aiden's touch is still fresh

in my skin, I can still feel how he caress and praise my body.

I bit my lower lip as my folds quiver, recalling the sensation Aiden's fingers brought me! I was too

engrossed with him and I loved everything he did. I wanted to slap my face for letting the opportunity of

mating with him passed!

I started being anxious as I think of what Aiden felt right now. Oh God, what would he think of me? I just

slept after orgasming from his expert touch and didn't even give anything likewise in return for him!

'How dare you do that to our mate?!' my wolf cries, embarrassed about what happened. I'm ashamed

too! It's not like I can control passing out! I didn't want that to happen either! I tried to defend myself but

my wolf continued blaming me.

'You're awake.'

It was Aiden! He's talking to me through my mind, he possibly felt my emotions already. I tapped my

head, still unable to move on from last night.

I did not answer him and ran to the bathroom, letting the cover falling to the floor. I needed a cold

shower. Not a good idea because of the cold weather but might help my burning face and body to cool

down a bit.

In the shower, my wolf continued hissing at me that made me hate myself more. I regret exhausting

myself with Ava yesterday. If only I know something will happen with Aiden and me then I could have

prepared!

'Are you ignoring me, Ashira?' His voice is now stern, not happy with my unresponsive behavior. I

groaned with frustration, I don't know how to talk to him or even face him! But today we will sympathize

with the families of the lost wolves. I realized I can't escape him today so I decided to reply.

'Of course not.'

That's the dumbest thing I think I have ever done in my whole life, at least how I felt at this moment.

Even my mind link sounds unsure, awkward, and wary.

I felt vibrations of emotion from Aiden, he's sending me his feelings intentionally! I felt a shiver run

down my spine as I recognized that he's upset. Extremely upset.

'We're downstairs.' He said and I think everyone is already up early. I finished my shower and

deliberately looked for clothes.

'I'll be down in a minute.' I replied when I think he doesn't like to be ignored. The thought made me

think I just ignored him last night when I passed out so I wouldn't make him remember it again with

fresh actions.

I chose to slip on a dress, readying myself with what will happen later. The light blue floral dress

reached my knee, it's sleeveless which Aurea personally picked for simple occasions.

I stopped myself from running down the stairs and tried to look as normal as possible. I also practiced

blocking my panicking emotions so Aiden won't feel it. Everything had happened, I can't bring it back

but I can't continue sulking like my wolf right now.

I heard them laughing in the living room, everyone is there. I also smelt something delicious is cooking

and figured Aurea is preparing breakfast.

When I entered the room, everyone looked at me and smiled at me as they greeted me good mornings.

I smiled back, not able to return the greeting because my morning wasn't that great, and also, Aiden's

stare is shooting holes in me. The chatter started again and I decided to take a sit as well.

Everyone is seated. Ava and Seth are next to each other on the couch and Nick is on one-seater while

Aiden is on the long sofa, with a huge space beside him that only awaits for me.

I am feeling awkward with Aiden's look, I can't describe it. I don't know what he feels right now because

he seemed to be blocking his emotions from me. I walked towards him, not meeting his gaze as I sat

on the space beside him, just a foot away.

I can feel my face started burning as blood runs on my face. The moment I smelled his scent when this

close made me remember the heat we shared last night.

"We can do that some other time!" It was Nick, they seemed to be having a conversation that I can't

relate with, not giving attention to the talk as my mind wanders with last night's.

"I'll prepare everything so just clear a day in your schedule, man!" It was Seth.

I felt my hairs perked up when Aiden moved. He didn't touch me even when I'm so near. Suddenly, I

remembered how good it feels to have his hands wrapped around me.

"I'll make sure of that." The conversation goes on but my mind is not present with them.

I keep thinking about Aiden's touch...

Aiden's lips. His tongue, his breath, his scent, his fingers on my--

"Everyone! Get out!"

My body jumped with Aiden's sudden outburst, also making everyone stopped talking and look at him.

"Kitchen! Now!" Aiden even growled the one that can make any wolf shake. They scattered and

headed to the kitchen and I don't know if I needed to go as well.

I was about to stand up and follow with the rest but Aiden grabbed my wrist and pulled me, making me

land on his lap.

"What. Are. You. Thinking?" he asked, emphasizing each word with a deep growling voice.

I felt stiffened, not following his question.

"I don't--" I stopped when he embraced his arms on my waist as he buried his face on my neck. I can

hear my heart pulsing loud from my chest. What the hell did I do?

Is he angry? Did last night make him angry?

"Don't think of dirty things when we're not alone," he whispered but his voice is stern, intimidating. "I

can smell your arousal and that scent is only for me." he then bites my shoulder making me whimper

but suppressed it immediately as his words struck me.

I can feel his canines trying to sink in my skin but he stopped before it happens. I didn't know that I was

surging such scent, I'm, not even aware that I'm already getting aroused just by reminiscing with what

happened.

"I'm... sorry," I whispered and meant every word.

He sighed and loosened his embrace, making me face him.

"You're mine." he growled. I'm getting used to his possessiveness. He looked so handsome right now

that I wanted to kiss him so badly.

I bit my lips to stop myself. "I am." I said softly. I felt his body eased with my answer.

"You owe me." His expression suddenly changed. From intimidating, his expression turned playful,

teasing. I quickly blushed from realizing what he meant. "You made it hard for me to sleep while you

snore beside me."

"I'm not snoring!" I defended. He chuckled and planted a quick kiss on my lips. "I'm exhausted. I can't

believe I slept after... that." I said after the kiss, playing with my knuckles and feeling the guilt cowering

in me.

He chuckled and rested his back on the sofa. Watching me intensely.

"You sure is weird. But don't think about it. We got a lot of time together. No need to rush things for

that." He smirked at the last word. I blushed even more. Damn. How can I even forget about something

so shameful?

"I... What you did...I...loved it." Every word is hard to utter and I felt uncountable shame as I said it to

him. I buried my face on his neck and inhaled his scent as it can calm me. He chuckled and I stayed

still that way, trying to hide my face from him.

"Was that the first time?" he asked, his voice changed to a husky and sexy tone. I almost moan from

the sound of it.

I nodded and I can feel his smile. His hug became tighter, making me arch my back.

"You are mine, Ashira." He said once again. I loved how it sounds when he says it even from whatever

tone he used, the meaning of it came to be the same.

We stayed for a few minutes like that before he changed the subject. All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

"We have mourning families to attend today and we'll go after breakfast." He said as we stood up and

headed to the kitchen where clueless eyes greeted us.

I am scared. I want to start fretting but whatever happens later will be something I needed to

face.