My Best Friend Left Me After 52
Hidden Feelings Kelly's
POV
I kept on swallowing hard, feeling the discomfort between my legs. Under the thick sheet of blanket, I'm only wearing a large black shirt owned by the man laying behind me. His arm was resting on my waist and his warmth wasn't helping with my messy thoughts. I've been awake for almost twenty minutes now but I still can't process what
happened.
I feel so ashamed of what happened. I slept with Klay. I had sex with my step brother and this is making me so crazy. Yes, we're not related by blood but the fact that his late mother was once married to my father, I couldn't help but feel stupid.
I need to get up. Yes!
I was about to pull myself up when Klay's arm around my waist tightened. My eyes widened after realizing that he's now awake.
"Where are you going?" He asked with a hoarse, bedroom voice.
My lips parted, the same time I felt my heart skip a beat. It's confirmed. I have feelings for him and what happened between us last night intensified those hidden feelings.
I flinched when I felt him kiss the back of my neck. I immediately held his arm against my stomach.
"I need to get up and prepare for work."
"Can you stay a little longer?" He whispered against my nape.
I squeezed my eyes closed. I don't know how to face him after everything that happened. I can't blame him because I didn't stop him last night. I event straddled him even when he's not asking to.
"I know what you're thinking, Kelly," he started planting hot and gentle kisses on my nape. "Don't you dare pretend that it didn't happen. Everything about last night was real, Kelly. It happened... between us."
I sucked my breath, "Everything that happened was out of impulsiveness. What happened between us was wrong-Ohh!"
1 shivered and hold on to his arm tightly to stop him when he suddenly palmed. my bre*st under the shirt I'm wearing.
"K-Klay..."
"We enjoyed everything that happened, Kelly. You moaned. You screamed. You gave yourself to me and if you think that's wrong, then let's be a sinner together." "No, Klay..." I said with trembling lips.
My body seemed to have recognized his touch that when his finger played with the peak of my bre*st, my body gave in to the heat and trembled.
"You begged me to do you faster when I was impatiently moving so slow because of the baby. Did you not remember that, Kelly?"
I felt my cheeks burning. "Please, stop r-reminding me of those things. And I'm pregnant, Klay."
"Why? There's nothing wrong with that, Kelly. Besides, the baby already heard. everything."
I pushed his hand away from my bre*st and pulled myself up but he dragged- me back to the bed and his palm immediately reached the flesh between my legs.
"KLAY!" I screamed. I don't know if it's because I want him to stop or because I might lose my control if he does that.
"What is it, babe? You still gonna deny the desire between us? It's burning us alive, Kelly. You can't deny it anymore. You're lusting over me."
I squeezed my eyes closed again as I felt my cheeks start burning. His finger traced the slit of my femininity making me shiver. His other arm hugged me and his hand caressed my stomach while the other continued caressing my aching flesh. "Hah!" I panted and bit my bottom lip when his finger almost slipped inside me but he stopped it, teasing me.
"Hmm? You want my finger inside you, babe?"
His vulgar words somehow woke me up from the desire that's drowning me alive. I held his hand and spoke, "We're still step siblings, Klay. Your mother was married to my father- Ahhh!"
Once again, he didn't let me finish my words. He completely thrust his
finger inside me, earning a lewd moan from me. The back of my head rested against. his hard chest as my toes curled. I squeezed my legs together, keeping his hand between my legs, not wanting him to stimulate more of my sensitivity but he was too persistent. He pushed his knee between my legs, parting it a little as he started thrusting his finger in and out of me at a slow pace. "You were saying?"
I couldn't answer anymore. My eyes remained closed as I felt my orgasm building inside me. He had already memorized the sensitive parts of my body. and I hate the fact that my body is responding to his touch as if it's getting obsessed with him.
This is wrong but it feels so right. Suddenly, I feel like I'd lose my mind if he stops and I don't think he has plans to stop anymore. He would conquer every inch of me and my sanity.
"Klay..." I called him out, almost breathless.
"Hmm? You want me to stop, babe? Tell me you don't regret what happened last night. Tell me it wasn't a mistake and you liked it. Tell me...
My lips trembled. I wanted him to stop, but my lips uttered different words. "I- I'm cumming."
I heard him chuckle, making me so embarrassed.
"Yes, babe. Cum on my fingers," he whispered in my ear sexily.
When he said that, I felt myself explode. I feel so tired even when I don't do anything. I lay beside him while panting. My eyes were wet with tears, not because I felt violated but because the pleasure was too much and I feel like I'm going crazy. My heart beats faster when I feel him gently kissing my eyes as he whispers..." My feelings for you were real, Kelly. I don't care if it takes me a hundred years. until you believe it. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, my feelings for you will not affect anything. You can still rely on me."
When our eyes met, I immediately looked away and slowly pulled myself up. I felt so sticky between my legs and I really needed to shower now.
"I need time to process everything, Klay," I said while he's facing my back. I don't wanna look at him because the intensity of those emotions in his eyes were drowning me.
"I'm not rushing you to give me an answer soon, Kelly. Take your time. I will just be here whenever you need me."
The assurance he gave made me smile but I immediately hid it after I felt him getting up.
I fixed his shirt that I'm wearing while I felt him caressing my waist.
"Want me to carry you to the bathroom?"
I immediately shook my head, "No, I'm okay. I can...walk."Content © NôvelDrama.Org.
I pulled myself up but I lost my balance. I heard Klay cursed and when I looked at him, he looked so shocked while staring at my face. His hands were
in the air while he's kneeling on the bed. I realized he was about to jump and catch me but I was lucky to grab on the bedside table before I fell flat on the floor.
He bit his bottom lip and then he suddenly chuckled and shook his head. I couldn't help but to admire how handsome he is while doing that. My heart raced again.
"It was just my finger but your legs are already wobbling," he said with
arrogance.
My eyes widened and I immediately hit him with the pillow before turning my back and walked towards my bathroom. heard him laugh again and I couldn't help but to caress my left chest after locking the door of the bathroom.
What should I do? He's really serious with his feelings for me and I know he will never stop. And one more thing, my hidden feelings for him are growing. I don't know what to do anymore. Our intimate moments ignite my unrealized feelings for him and now I don't know how
+ shook my head and swallowed hard. I need to keep myself busy and forget about my feelings for him. The flower shop is the answer. Yes, I should focus on my business.