Chapter 27: TWENTY-SIX
Chapter 27: TWENTY-SIX
MEGHAN's POV
Late at night, Lucas left and I do not know when he will return home. Or if he still goes home.
I am here in the bedroom while meditating. From the day Jace arrived, he has stayed here. as Cyanelle
visits him.
I was going down to the kitchen when I heard something coming from a CR. So instead of going
straight to the kitchen, I went near the CR.
"Uhmm, B-babe ..." I heard Cyanelle growl.
I can't be wrong, it's his voice. I also heard the sounds. I'm not a fool to not know what's going on
inside. And Yes it hurts. It hurts me to hear for myself what they are doing inside. I don't know but I lost
my appetite and just climbed up.
I hugged the pillow next to me, dipped my face in it and let my tears flow. I still can't stop crying. Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
I spent a few hours crying. I need to drink milk so I can sleep well. Even now, my eyes and brain can
rest mentally.
I had to tell Jace everything, making sure he was happy and he would not continue my marriage.
I adjusted myself and went down. When I got down, it looked like they were no longer in CR. Maybe
they are done.
I go straight to the Ref and get some fresh milk. After I translated the glass, I drank it immediately. I
was about to return to the top when I met Jace.
"J-Jace ..." I began to call. He stopped and faced me.
"Jace ..." I hugged him tightly, I couldn't. I just can't accept everything.
"Jace, I'll explain. Please! Let me explain," I said tearfully.
"For what? To round me up?" he said seriously.
"Jace no-"
"Stop it Meghan! There is nothing more you can do!"
"Jace I'm pregnant and you are the father! You are the father of what I am carrying Jace ..." I couldn't
stand it anymore and I said straight. He calmed down a bit. He stared at me. I smiled, before touching
his face.
"So don't marry her, Jace, you are the father of my baby. You," I said and pressed my head to his
chest.
Thank you and he listened, but after a while he removed my hands from his body. I was surprised he
faked a laugh.
"Can you, Meghan? Don't let me have that child, don't ruin my plan! Can you stop and leave us alone!"
he shouted before laughing fakely again.
I thought he believed that? He let me hug him, so I thought he accepted?
"J-jace do you believe-"
"Shut up! You're not funny Meghan, I'm not that baby's father. I don't know anything about that!" he said
that my world had collapsed.
He denies our baby? I can't get him, after all? Will he reject the child?
"Jace please, don't do this to me. Jace I love you, I love you so much," I said and hugged him tightly.
"I don't love you, so stop it!"
"You said you love me, didn't you? You said you loved me! You just said I did? Jace, please. Don't
marry hier" I said crying as I hugged him.
"I don't love you Meghan! I don't love you! Do you understand? I DON'T LOVE YOU!" he shouted at
me. But I kept hugging him.
"I can't believe it! You're just mad Jace, so you can say that. I'm the one you love, me and not her," I
continued to cry as I hugged him. He even tried to remove it.
"Why are you so ugly? Why don't you accept that Cyanelle is the one I love and I will marry? And not
you!" he shouted at me.
"I'll be with you Jace, anywhere. I'll be with you, just don't do this to us. Don't let my baby leave us," I
told him but I was surprised by what he did next. He pushed me so I fell to the floor.
"Seriously?! HAHAHA! YOU CHEATED ME! YOU FOOL ME MEGHAN! YOU PLAYED ME!" he
shouted. I shook.
"I-I can't do that Jace, I love you! D-didn't you say we will fix this? Then you will marry me? Jace, p-
please ..." I said sobbing.
"Stop it, Cyanelle is the one I love and not you."
"I don't believe you! No! I'm the one you love Jace, you said that. And I know all of that is true!" I looked
at him. I stood up again to approach him.
Why does he force me to refuse, even though I know the truth, it hurts. It hurts to come from him that I
am not the one he loves. And he never loved me.
"I love you Jace, please. Come back to me. Let's get away from here. J-jace, I will come with you.
Everywhere ..."
I knelt in front of him and hugged his knee, he quickly removed you.
"You know what? HAHAHAHA! How easy is it for you to learn?"
I stopped at what he said, I did not know what he was saying. So I wondered looking at him.
"W-what do you mean?" I asked as I wiped the tears from my cheeks.
He laughed and looked at me again.
"It was a game, and this time, I'll be the winner."
"I-I don't understand," I said confused. What the game? Since when?
"Because I promised to my mom, that I would repay her whoever the woman took her place in my
Dad's heart."
It was as if I collapsed at what he said, I could not immediately move from what he said.
"And do you expect me to love you? Despite your insults to my family? Do you think you deserve to be
loved?" he stared at me seriously.
I stood up and wiped away my tears. I'm confused. I do not know if I will believe him.
"I-I don't believe what you're saying-"
"Do what you want Meghan, I'm done this game," he smiled.
I don't know why it hurts so much. It hurts so much even though I know he is angry so he can do that.
Even if he is angry, he should not be doing this thing. Because it hurts so much.
"Cyanelle is right. She's my girl, everything you heard before is right," he said.
I shook my head as I looked at him.
"J-Jace that's enough. I-it hurts Jace. Please, take back everything you said. You said you were just
angry so you said it right?" My tears flowed again.
"It is true," he said firmly while looking me in the eye seriously.
"B-but why? Are you happy?"
I feel like a bird slowly falling as it flies incessantly above.
"Every time Cyan and I meet, even on the side of the road, or even in the parking lot. We had sex."
But I was even more stabbed by what he said. It hurts. Is he not done with the pain yet?
"Every time she rejects me, I will come to you. Because you are so insane at me. And I know you will
not reject me because you are eager to sex-"
I slapped him quickly. What he says hurts so much. It feels too heavy. My tears flowed as I looked at
him. As he held his cheek I slapped him. He smiled.
"Isn't that true? You're eager to fuck! That's why you sedece my dad because you know you can fuck
him! So you even sedecee because YOU'RE FLIRTY,"
I shook as I held my two ears.
"T-that's enough,Jace, please. That's enough!"
I do not want to hear his insults. It hurts too much. That's enough. Everything I heard was enough.
"Because, you're such a whore. Wake up Meghan!"
I was surprised when Cyan stepped in. She was approaching us.
"Stop you dreame! Jace and me! Can you? Awake! He doesn't love you!" Jace stops her.
"That's not true!"
But I was surprised when he slapped me hard.
"What? Are you awake? THIS IS WHAT YOU REMEMBER! YOU'RE NOT FOR AN ALTAR! YOU'RE
JUST ONLY FOR BED!
I cried as I looked at her, I was about to slap her when Jace stopped me.
"Don't you dare! Cyanelle, that's enough," he said and threw my hand away.
"Just go ahead! So stop assuming! WHORE!" she shouted before Jace pulled her away from me.
I could do nothing but look at them. Jace looked at me. We stared into each other's eyes. I was left
sobbing here.
It hurts! I thought something hurt more than what he said earlier. But no, I can't move. I could not step
on my foot, I just sat on the floor while crying. I was so weak from what I heard from him.
I just sat on the floor while crying.
Very painful. I can no longer walk to the bedroom.
"Ma'am Meghan!"
Manang approached me, helping me to my feet.
"W-why?" not in my own words.
He supported me on the sofa and drew water. I do not drink by myself. I was just stunned. It was as if I
could still see Jace as he said the words he had mentioned earlier.
I can still feel the tears dripping down my cheeks. When I woke up, Manang helped me up. I do not
know but I can not move. Until we get to the bedroom.
I lay down, lowering my face to the pillow. There I let my tears flow. It was only then that I released the
pain on the pillow I was hugging. I cried all over. Is this my karma? Because I tortured my Mommy and
Daddy? But why Francine? My every breath was too heavy. My chest is too heavy. Very painful. It was
as if my heart had been robbed of what he had done.
I kept sobbing as I hugged the pillow. Even though I don't want to cry anymore because I might be with
my baby, I can't help it.
Why did he let me fall like that to him?
Who would marry someone like me who is already a jerk? Who else will love me? The one who will
accept everything.
Nothing ...
Even the only man I loved so much and trusted, I was not accepted.
I'm tired, I'm so tired. But because of my baby, I had to fight back. Even though I'm getting too tired.