Alpha Of Darkness And The Half-Breed Healer

NIA’S POV

I tilted my head to the side, watching the moon shine on Gael’s face. I wish there were a better way to explain my present obsession with him. Still, it’s safe to say he is more into me than I am. At every chance he gets, Gael is either at my doorstep or the clinic. And if he is not physically available, he calls or texts. I don’t know how long this would go on. But if it stops, I might lose my mind.

“What’s on your mind?” He asked, leaning closer to kiss my nape.

I giggled, rubbing my forehead against his nose. “A lot. You think you want to hear it?”

“Sure.”

I cleared my throat and sat up. “I don’t exactly know how to put this, but I hope it won’t get you angry. It is just me admitting to my feelings. We have been together for over a week now, and I don’t know what I am to you precisely.” Gael blinked slowly, and I thought he was about to say something, but he was only listening. I fidgeted with my fingers, hoping I didn’t say something to annoy him. “I will not be like Gemma, who allows you to hang around other women. I don’t like to share, which puts me in the same position as the rest.”

“Why don’t you spit it all out? I know there is more in there that you would like to share.”

“Won’t you get offended?”

“Try me first.”

I sighed in exhaustion. I can’t deny that these past few days have been my happiest days. I never thought or dreamt that I would be this close to the same person who has shown nothing but sheer hatred towards me. I was skeptical for the first three days. But now I am not sure what we are doing exactly. The last thing I want to be is a laughingstock. At the same time, from the pieces of advice I have gotten from Perry while we talk randomly. I know that a man should be aware of the things he shouldn’t do if he is to keep the woman he claims to desire next to him. I am not going to come off as desperate. He has to decide on his own.

“Gael, I want to believe that what you feel for me differs from what you have ever felt for anyone. Then you should know what I am talking about. That is the only thing that would assure me of your intentions towards me.” I said, turning my back to him.

“But you said not to announce it to the public yet.”

“How do you expect us to do that when obvious things are in place? If you don’t do what’s necessary, I don’t think we can work out.” I said, stifling my neck.

He embraced me tightly, kissing my lips.  “Is this some kind of ultimatum?”

I gently pushed him away and flared my nose. “are you trying to make fun of me?”

A light laugh escaped his lips. “you know I will never do that. I was only asking. Don’t worry, I will take care of everything.”

“You promise?”

“I promise. So, can we enjoy this night without fussing over anything?”

“Maybe.” I giggled, holding on to him tightly.

“Will you show me around the greenhouse?”

“You want to see it?”

“I am just really keen on what my woman does.” He winked.

My ear turned red at his possession. He is doing it intentionally to make me turn to mush, or he does mean it. I would have loved to show everyone that the healer and hateful Alpha are now a thing. I was surprised that he seemed ready to let whoever cared to know be aware. Knowing that he would do whatever pleases him. I needed to be sure of what I was up to. I haven’t told Perry or Ezra. If the most important people in my life don’t know yet, the others don’t need to know because they aren’t aware.

“Why are you always zoning out?” Gael asked as he pulled at my nose gently. “I have assured you that I will handle it. It’s not nice to see you brood like this. I want your full attention, Nia.” He mumbled, cupping my face in his palm.

“I’m sorry. I did not realize I was doing that. Should we go now?”

“Alright.” He beamed, holding my hand. We walked in slow strides towards the place. “I used to walk with my mum around the garden whenever she needed to find a new herb that she gets instructed to work on.”

“Really? So you were a mummy’s boy?”

“Hmmn, hmm. I loved her so much. I love how we could always make a conversation out of anything. Even in my teenage years, I enjoyed leisure time with her. She was never boring. I wish she never got pregnant again. I know it’s selfish of me, but I might still have my mother now.”

“That is not you being selfish. Many times, I wish my parents never met. My mother wouldn’t have died, and my dad wouldn’t have faced rejection because of me and torn apart by a rogue wolf.  But then, the goddess has ordained our creation. We have to live our supposed life through.”

“You are quite positive. It gladdens my heart.”

I looked up at him, gripping his hand a bit tightly. “I am happy you got the message. Do you hate your father?”

Gael sniffed, staring into space. “A bit. I have always blamed him for the deaths of my mother and sister. We never did get along much until his death.”

“Don’t you think your grudge is holding you back from living properly?”

“Do you hate your adoptive family?”

I sighed heavily, “Rather than hate them, I hated myself.”

“Why? It wasn’t your fault.”

“It was my fault for always letting everyone trample upon me. I portrayed too much weakness and never stood up to my bullies. That gave them the courage to keep coming back with more malicious intentions. One thing I know for certain now is that no matter the situation you find yourself in, standing up for yourself will go a long way to keep one’s head above water.”

He let go of my hand, biting on his lips while avoiding my eyes. “you know, I saw you getting beat up by some maids one time. I didn’t think it concerned me. I was irritated that you just laid there letting them get at you without struggling, at least. Not only that, but I felt like if you were hurt, you wouldn’t let it continue. I’m sorry.”

My eyes watered a bit as I reminisced on those awful times. I had broken a rib, but thankfully, continuous painful shifting into my wolf form brought it back in shape. I smacked my lips, holding a weak smile.

“That’s all gone now. It’s a new day.”

He pulled me to himself all of a sudden. “Forgive me, please. I promise to act more responsibly from now on. I am sorry.”

I chuckled against his chest, “It’s okay. We are good now, and that is all that matters.” I assured. We finally reached the greenhouse, and I showed him the plants.Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.

“What’s this?” Gael asked, pointing at an oddly shaped plant.

“You will be surprised that it can heal any kind of poison consumption.”

“Why does it sound like you are not certain yet?” He asked.

“I am still waiting for the processed juice to ferment before testing it out. What I have now might put someone to sleep for too long, which is dangerous for both humans and werewolves.”

“That means it’s more like a poison as it stands.”

“Yes. It’s part of why I have been locking up the store room and my office, where we store the contents.”

“I doubt if anyone will want anything with it. There has never been a case of theft anywhere in the pack house. You don’t have to worry.”

My eyes stared at his lips seductively. “I won’t have to worry since you are here!” I teased, pulling him close to me. He lifted me off the ground, and I wrapped my legs around him. Gael held me up against the wall, kissing me passionately. “Should we take it to my room?”

“Here is just perfect. You will love it.” He assured with an adventurous twinkle in his eyes.

That is just the appropriate dosage of assurance that I needed. Gael unzipped his trousers and raised my mini skirt while moving my panties aside. I moaned when he slid in and began to thrust me against the wall. I guess this is what they call A QUICKIE!