Remember Self-Control: Bossy Husband Loves Me Deep to Soul

She didn’t want such a heavy topic to affect Si Wan’s mood. Even if Siwan wanted to get revenge, she still had to wait for her body to recover and everything was arranged before she could carry it out.

Seeing Si Wan’s uncanny calmness, Yue quickly changed the topic, “When you get better, we’ll ask the lactation consultant to come over. Since the baby was born prematurely, it will be better to breastfeed her, which will improve her physical fitness.”

Hearing Yue mention the baby, Si Wan had complicated emotions in her eyes. There were joy, heartache, confusion, guilt, and hatred.

Hatred! Yue was a little surprised. Did Si Wan believe that this attack was related to Gong Siming?

Indeed. In Si Wan’s eyes, although Feng Ling was bad, her power was weak. To put it bluntly, she had never met any big shots except Gong Siming.

Without Gong Siming’s help and protection, Feng Ling wouldn’t have found such a top assassin. It must be known that even the Gong Family didn’t find Si Wan. How could Feng Ling know that assassin’s organization could find her?

Si Wan believed that Gong Siming wouldn’t harm her, but Feng Ling could because Gong Siming was the man who brought her into this circle, which gave her such resources.

Although it wasn’t him who killed Boren, the latter’s death was because of him. (An literary quotation, which says that although the man, Wangdao, hates Boren, He has no intention of killing him. But because of his resentment, Boren was killed, and his death has an indirect relationship with Wang.)

Naturally, Si Wan also felt disappointed and a trace of hatred towards Gong Siming.

However, Si Wan’s daughter was a constant bond between her and Gong Siming. The love-hate entanglement made Si Wan feel suffocated.

After the baby was born, Si Wan managed to keep her last bit of consciousness. When the nurse held the palm-sized baby in front of her and placed it on her chest, she heard the child’s crisp and clear cry.

That moment was a bliss that she had never felt. That was the first time she felt that life was so beautiful.

Even in the dream, she could see the baby’s blurry figure and hear her cry clearly.

But when Si Wan woke up, she thought of the scene of being attacked at that time, of the assassin Feng Ling found for Gong Siming, and thought that the simple Luo Feng might never wake up. So Si Wan couldn’t forgive herself, and didn’t know how to face this sweet little baby!

“Wanwan, you should know that the child is innocent. Do you still remember the words you said to me back then?” said Yue anxiously.

Everyone understood the reason, but Si Wan’s current situation was different from Yue’s at that time. To save her, Luo Feng was now lying there because of his attempt to save her before!

How could she convince herself to forgive herself?

“Do you know? Wanwan, when I saw the little girl in the incubator, I was wondering what Sihao looked like when he was young! Was he crying or not? Would he bite his own fingernails? Would he pout like a little girl when sleeping?

Speaking of this, Yue’s voice was choked up.

“I really regret it. I missed so many wonderful moments when Sihao grew up. He turned over for the first time, stood up for the first time, and walked for the first time…so many first times, he and I have both missed it!”

When she reached this point, Yue lied beside Si Wan’s bed and sobbed, brimming with pain. That made Si Wan’s heart greatly touched.

Just when she was about to comfort Yue, Si Wan heard the baby crying. Not only was Si Wan stunned, even Yue raised her tear-stained face and looked at the door in shock.

Holding the little girl, the nurse walked quickly but steadily to Si Wan’s bed, unbuttoning the clothes on Si Wan’s chest. Si Wan let the nurse fiddle with it, with a clueless look on her face. Then the nurse put the child in her chest.

The frightened Si Wan’s whole body was stiff, not daring to move. She was afraid that she might hurt the child if she was not careful.

The magical thing was that as soon as the little girl laid on Si Wan’s chest, rubbing her little head, she stopped crying abruptly. She glared at her big eyes, and her dark and bright eyes rolled around, which seems so smart.

Yue next to them felt her heart melted and reached out to touch the little girl.

But she was stopped by the nurse with a reprimand. Yue looked at the little girl with grievance and could only stare at her.

“Mrs. Si Wan, you should communicate with the baby so that she can get familiar with your voice.” The nurse said seriously.

It wasn’t that Si Wan didn’t want to speak. The main problem was that she didn’t even dare to breathe freely, let alone speak. What if she frightened the little girl?

Seeing Si Wan’s overcautious and stiff behaviour, Yue could not help laughing.

The nurse couldn’t bear to stand aside and look on any longer. And what’s more, the little girl couldn’t leave the incubator for too long, so she carried the baby gently and walked out.

After the baby was taken away, Si Wan felt like missing something. But when she thought of the little girl lying on her body, Si Wan revealed a happy smile, as if all her hatred had been dissolved by the child’s adorability and turned into complete bliss.

Suddenly, Yue missed her son. She wondered if Zhang Sihao, who was currently staying with the Zhangs, missed her as well.

The International Imperial Grand Inn.

In the imperial suite, two people were in the middle of obscene intimacy. One was Feng Ling, and the other was one of the directors of the Gong’s Group, who had been in the lift before– Su Zheng.

The corners of his lips were curved into a complacent smile, and there was a hint of contempt in his eyes. He looked at Feng Ling, the dissolute woman groaning on top of him.

He sighed to himself, “I’m still wondering what Gong Siming’s girl would be like, but it turns out she’s just a slut! Compared with Siwan, that arrogant woman with cool-temperament, Feng Ling is really far from good!

“It’s a pity that Si Wan has left the Gong Family. Otherwise, I have to give it a try.”

Thinking about it, Su Zheng put on a sinister smile.

As for Feng Ling, she worked hard to please him. Su Zheng turned around and got on top of her.

After the sex, Feng Ling sweated on her forehead and said in a coquettish voice, “Dear Zheng, when will you let me enter the board?”

Su Zheng leisurely lit a cigarette, “Why are you so impatient? Your identity is too special. Haste makes waste. Take it slowly!”

Hearing Su Zheng’s perfunctory words, Feng Ling was a little displeased, but she still said in her coquettish tone, “Well, don’t keep me waiting for too long!”

Su Zheng held Feng Ling in his arms and left a clear mark on her neck.

Feng Ling was not an idiot. She knew that this was what Su Zheng wanted to show Gong Siming, but it was a pity that Su Zheng’s plan was wrong. Gong Siming wasn’t even willing to meet her, so how could he have that much time to observe her?Têxt © NôvelDrama.Org.

Although Gong Siming ignored her, for a man like Su Zheng, Feng Ling was very confident that she could get him easily and take him for her own use.

Lying in Su Zheng’s arms, Feng Ling was thinking about how to make use of the man in front of her and the power of the family behind him.

Maybe there might be some unexpected bonus besides the Gong’s Group. Thinking of this, Feng Ling laughed confidently.